AN: all these characters belong to the legend that is Stephanie Meyer, not me.
My name is Leah, and i'm 21 years old. I live in LaPush, with my younger brother Seth, and my mum Sue. My heart was broken beyond repair two years ago, by a guy named Sam. I'm still in love with him, and I can't move on. And, I'm a shapeshifter. More commonly known as a werewolf.
I bump into Sam and Emily. I'm in Walmart, getting some bread and milk for my mum, and I see Sam. He is holding hads with Emily, and they are talking and laughing. Why do they have to look so good together? Like they're made for each other. Well, I suppose they are.
"Hi Leah!" Emily smiles at me, so sincerely. Why does she have to be so God damn nice? I want to be angry with her, I want to hate her. But I can't. It's not her fault. I wish it could be me, holding Sams hand, planning our wedding. But, I don't hate Emily. I wish I was her.
And Sam? He broke my heart, cheated on me, dumped me for another girl. But I can't hate him? How can I hate Sam? I love him. I love him so much it hurts and I can't take it anymore.
"Hello Leah," Sam looks at me so pityingly, and I feel my heart break all over again. I manage to smile back, and say "hello." Then, I quickly walk away, to the fridge. I grab the milk, and pay, then I walk out as quickly as I can. Sam and Emily watch me pityingly for like a minute, then they go back to thei conversation.
When I get home, I throw the bag into the kitchen and run up the stairs. My brother is watching me and I give him a dirty look. Then I run into my room, slam the door, and collapse onto my bed.
I don't want to feel like this. I don't want to be the pathetic saddo, who can't get over being dumped 2 yesrs ago. I don't want to be a miserable bitch all the time. I just want to be happy. I want to imprint, or fall in love. I want to get over Sam, but I can't. Nobody understands how I feel. Jacob was only who ever came remotely close to understanding how I feel, but then even he imprinted. So now I'm all alone. Jake is obsessed with the vampire kid, and Seth, well Seth, he's just happy all the time. And me, I just make them pissed off and annoyed, 'cause I'm always depressed. But, what nobody understands, is that I don't want to be like that.
I don't want to like that.
This chapter was quite short, but they will be longer. I know it wasn't that exciting, it was more of an introduction. I'm hoping this story is fairly original, but I don't know.
Reveiw please, good or bad.
thanks for reading.
