Dear Magnus Bane – High Warlock of Brooklyn

You probably thought this would be another letter from my brother, so you're not going to open it. But then again you just can't stop yourself from seeing what he wrote to you this time. But I'll give you a surprise. It's actually Isabelle that's writing this. And don't you dare stop reading this letter now, cause I have me ways of finding out if you read through it all or not.

Alec is a mess. In case you haven't noticed by all the calls and the hundreds of messages he has probably sent you, he really misses you. I have never seen my brother drink anything besides wine on special occasions, but now I can only find him in his room drinking or in a bar. I went into his room for the first time since you guys broke up today, and his room is almost as big of a mess as he is. There were bottles everywhere, weeks old takeout, clothes that haven't been washed in a long time and pictures of you. Some pictures of the both of you, some of just you and some of them are drawings of your name. and this really worries me because Alec is one of the tidiest people I know.

And I know he was an idiot and I know what he did was awful, but what would you have done if you were him? He came out for you, Magnus. He did something he has been terrified to do for years, just so he could be with you. And now that Camille put into his mind that he wouldn't have that much time with you, because you would be 19 forever, while he grew older and older. And the only thing he wanted was to be with you. And who could blame him for wanting to be with the one he loves? I don't think I would have actually considered it like Alec did, but I know that I'm going to grow old and Simon is not. But on the other hand I don't know if I love Simon quite the way Alec loves you yet. Because Alec really loves you. He just keeps staring at his witchlight and saying Aku Cinta Kamu and then just looks at it like he expects something to happen. And that I can understand, because you made his witchlight glow and that's not supposed to happen. And I'm not asking you to take him back, or actually I am, because is this really worth hurting the both of you?

-Isabelle Lightwood

P.S: If you're wondering how I know all of this it's because Alec talks in his sleep. When he actually gets some rest he lays in his bed, crying and telling the same story over and over again. And he is also blaming himself even more for Max's death than he was before. He says he should have protected his family, rather than protecting something that wouldn't last because of his idiocy. Just thought you should know.