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Lost And Found?

By: Susannah Wesley Rawlins Alonzo

They told me she was gone. But what does that mean? Gone. I asked to see her body, but they told me there was none. A spell, a hex, an incantation? Which one made her, "Gone." I looked all over barely eating or sleeping. I sit here, now on the edge of this cliff looking over the deep Baltic Sea. Wondering were my love, my Hermione could be? My heart tells me that she's not gone. It just can't be.

I stopped by the Borrow once, since my search began and was told that I just needed to accept it. I can't "just" accept THIS! What on earth was I supost to do with out her? I have been searching for two years. And I see from their point of view that this quest is ridiculous. But my body aches with a knowing. I smell her when the sun peeks over the horizon, almost as if she were calling to me. I just know that she's got to be right under my nose. There has to be a place I missed, the place she's at. My mind has been overwhelmed with grief, so I can't get my mind to think clearly. I just go.

I think I may need to go home to the burrow and rest, eat, clean and think, plan my next move. Research like She would.

I was welcomed with hugs and warm kisses. I think even Harry kissed me on the check. I smiled. I cleaned up, ate a hearty meal. Thank god for my mum's cooking. Then I turned in for the night.

Seeing my orange Cannons posters and being in my own bed, the next morning I woke thinking for a moment that it was all a bad dream. Then reality struck. Her. Must find Her.

After I showered and got dressed, my mum's breakfast was calling my nose to attention. I headed down stairs with my family, what's left of them and Harry. Small chitchat as I ate. Never forgetting Her. After breakfast Harry and Ginny sat in the living room with me.

Harry spoke up,"WE work better as a team, I think I should go help you find her , well I mean after all you were with me on the hunt for the Horcruxes. So mate what do you think? And keep in mind I'm going anyway even if you say no."

"Yeah, that be great, nice to have company for a change." I said with a more optimistic view on finding her.

Harry probably should have been with me from the get go, but he didn't know that I left; as soon as they told me she was gone I took off, immediately. Harry would have gone with me, but I never gave him a chance. He had just finished off Voldemort and recovering form dieing and coming back.

Harry ran upstairs, and Ginny smiled at me. Harry came back out of breath with a box, an overflowing box. He conjured up a back board. And started to tell me all the info he has been gathering over the last two years on anyone or anything with any info. He talked excitedly. For She was his best mate too.

Harry's info

Girls with a resemblance to Hermione

Missing person reports

Hospital records

Amnesia

Unexplained illnesses

Strange wounds

Muggle police records

Mental health records

Strange things Muggles can't explain

And much more. He had maps and graphs and testimonies. He was more prepared then I, that was for sure. We started going threw every last bit of paper, scrap and napkin that Harry collected. By 3 in the morning we had a plan. We had about five viable leads and I was burning with anticipation. With anticipation for my Hermione. Ginny had excused herself and went to bed and Harry and I stayed to go over any last bit that we might have missed. And I turned to him and asked, "Harry why are doing this for me? Don't you think I'm crazy like everyone else? I know what people are saying, that I've lost it and that I need to accept that She's, She's gone. But Harry, you know what? I just know every part of my being, I know She's out there and I Love her, I've always loved her! I feel that I can't breathe with out her. These past two years I've been so empty with out her. It hurts so bad! I feel like I'm dyeing without her."

Harry listened to everything I said and stood up and looked me in the eye and said, "I know that I'm glad you finally figured it out! You two and all your bickering everyone knew that you two were ment to be. And Ron my friend, if you believe then I believe! I don't have the Love you do for her, that goes to Ginny, But I do love Hermione and I also feel that she is still alive. I don't know what condition she'll be in when we find her, but the point is that WE WILL find her! She's alive! And Ron, together, we will be our trio again! We're best mates, and that is how we ended the war with Voldemort. It was the three of us, wasn't just me. The three have a bond that is beyond anyone's' explanation. I'm going to be here for you and Her, like you were for me!"

I held out my arms and hugged Harry, I was so grateful for my best mate. "Well we need to get a good nights sleep, well day sleep," he chuckled with sleepiness. "Yeah mate, s'pose we should. We're leaving after supper." I'd leave now, but I want to be in my best mindset." We headed to bed and my talk with Harry did me good. I got a decent night of sleep. It wasn't perfect, but then again She wasn't here, so it wasn't going to be.

A quarter to seven we set out. Ginny and Harry kissed all the way down to the portkey. For a change it didn't hack me off, my beast mate snogging my sister. I guess that means I'm maturing. That's what She would have said, smiling to myself. Just hope I find her and soon. Don't know how many more days I can live without her. My Hermione, My Love!

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