me:ne..kanda. say it.

kanda:like hell. your lazy ass can do it.*turns to leave*

me:*sighs and looks through kanda's journal.*if you dont i will have a little talk with usagi-san..i doubt you wanting him knowing your dirty secret now say it.

kanda:*growls then turns around*akeboshi shiba does not own only owns my cousin and kaiba the punk ass finder. all rights belong to their rightful owners.

me:*smirks and pats kanda on the head.*good boy! maybe now i wont tell the world you read explicit laviallen and sasunaru yaoi oopsies*runs from a demonic kanda* oh damn it! me and my big mouth!

just to clear things up..
"talking"
"YELLING"
'thinking'
'inner noah'

============================================================================================================================== road looked at tyki and saw tears streaming down his face and she reached out to touch him but he gently swatted her hand away and sighed."no need to touch...they started on their own."he said and she nodded.

"i think im gonna cry again.."jasdero said and blew his nose into the white towel. he sniffled and tears streaked down his face once more.

jasdero held a glass of soda with the chicken that had general cross' hat on it on his head tears still streaming down his face devit sniffled and road sat in the chair and pulled her legs up to her chest, tears running down her face also.

"shall we set up skins farewell party?"road asked, the tears still streaming down her face as continuous as nodded."he was one of us after all."he said and got him a glass of wine.

"a toast...to skin"road said and raised her glass of twins raised their glasses of soda and tyki raised his glass of wine.

"to skin. farewell"they said and sipped their drinks, thinking about skin and everything they had been through together and what they were going to do next.
=============================================================================================================== at the black order =============================================================================================================== kaiba the black haired finder was walking down the halls of the black oder HQ when his fellow finder stopped walking behind turned to her only to see tears flowing down her face.

He raised an eyebrow,she never was up but he didnt really was ruthless and overly harsh.
"whats wrong?"he decided to ask the older japanese girl.

she looked at him,her nomally emotionless face still intact but her cold icy eyes were laced with confusion. he sighed and looked at her as the tears streamed down her face.

"jeez i know you hate it here but still you dont have to cry about it."he said glared at him and she walked over to the sixteen year old and lifted him up by the collar of his finder coat and lifted him a foot off the ground.

"listen to me,you ignorant little punk. you think this place is the greatness of God but you are stupid to believe love of my life was killed and they didnt do anything to even try and help ! there were exorcists all around and he still was killed. you have no idea how corrupt this place is.i never wanted to be here in the firstplace. they saw both me and another exorcist were compatible to the same innocence and they made me join. i let the other exorcist have it because i loved him. komui asked me if i would take it from him because i was more compatible with it ,and i said no because he was my friend.i bet a peice of scum like you would jump at that chance, now wouldnt you?"she hissed angrilly.

kaiba was shocked,this was the most emotion he had ever seen her didnt want to ever be on the recieving end of it dropped him and he hit the floor,landing on his back and he slowly rose to his feet.

she sneered and walked off to her room leaving the boy in the floor confused, her facial muscle movements and posture showed no sorrow, just anger..
=============================================================================================================== she looked around her room and sighed, it was small yes but it fit more to her wasnt one to let people in he died she hasnt let anyone in.

a note slid under her door and she picked it up and placed it on her desk that was beside her pulled the black curtains closed and looked around her was her own safe haven, she had no one to bother her here.

she sat on her black blanketed bed and pulled out a lighter that had a skeleton dressed in a jesters cloak and a bell on the ran her thumb across the engraving and frowned.'the humorless fool'she thought,looking at the design on the was a gift from a close friend. it was specially engraved with that design.

then she flipped open the lighter and picked up the note.'yuki kiryuu'was scrawled in neat handwriting on the neatly folded peice of paper.

she lit the peice of paper on fire and watched as the fire repeatedly licked at her name and quickly turned the paper to ash.

a knock at the door stirred her from her fascination for the sighed and turned and walked over to the door and unlocked it and peeked saw kanda and let him in.

"you were crying..what for?"he asked almost uncaringly."just because you are my little cousin doesnt mean you need to know everything i dont know why i was would you care anyways? you are the superman the one who heals almost instantly. you hate finders so why would you care about me when i am one?"she asked coldly then turned to him and sighed."have you come to train with me?"

kanda narrowed his eyes at her for her snippy remarks then shook his head." moyashi and i have to do something after we eat lunch later.i dont have the time to train right now."he said and looked at the pile of ash in my floor.

"lavi sent another note?"he asked and yuki nodded."he doesnt understand what all you have been through. that shouldnt matter though because he wont last long in the real world acting like that."kanda said then left.

'precisely why i despise those dont give a damn about any one but themselves one reason why i loathe emotion almost as much as i loathe them.'she thought then looked at the lighter once more.

"why couldnt they abandon their self preservation for a moment and save you.."she muttered and ran her thumb across the engraving once more.

'its not self preservation its just feels good to finally be able to contact have blocked me out since you were ten. and that is just cruel might i add. you need to get out of here. you arent like them. you shouldnt be here. now you should gather your things and go find the ones who are like you. trust me there is no one like you your things and i will tell you where to go. i will be better than this place.'A female voice said within yuki's mind.

"ok..this isnt wierd."yuki mumbled but followed the voice's went to her small closet and pulled out her finders coat and put it she grabbed a small black backpack and put her essential belongings in it:
such as her clothes, shampoo conditioner,hairbrush, hair ties, a special belled hair tie kanda gave her, her black nail polish, her makeup and her favorite toy from her childhood. it was a small dark gray stuffed wolf.

she slung the backpack over her shoulder and grabbed the engraved lighter from her desk and walked out of her walked down the long hallways and walked into the cafeteria.

she looked around for a bit until she saw a large pile of empty dishes and kanda with his usual sour expression.
she walked over to the table and kanda looked at her boredly as she sat down by allen.

"im you want anything of mine feel free to go into my room and take it.i got everything i really needed,
everything in there is up for grabs. not my lighter though it is coming with me. that would never be up for grabs."yuki said then she stood up and turned away,ignoring all the shooked looks and curious whispers she was getting as she walked away.

she made it to the door and lenalee smiled at her."oh hello yuki could you take this to komui for me?"she asked.
yuki shook her head and lenalee blinked.

"goodbye exorcist.i am taking my will not see me again.i feel it is of my best interest to leave."
yuki said and walked past lenalee who was still confused.
-yuki sat up in the hotel room bed and sighed."where to now?"she muttered to herself then looked at a map of spain.
"i need to retrieve something from barcelona...it should still be hidden there as long as no one has taken it.
if they have i will have to track it down...i really dont feel like using the extra effort to get it back.."
she muttered then packed her things back up and walked past the hotel manager and dropped some cash on his desk along with the room key.

she walked outside and walked to the train steped aboard the train and handed the man her ticket.
"youre going to barcelona huh?it was as if there had been a war going on out there about a year ago.."the conductor said.

yuki nodded."you have no clue...i was there when it first started then i was thrown into a room by my teammates and they didnt let me out until it was all over so i couldnt do anything to help anyone..most of everyone i knew and cared for were killed.."yuki said and the man frowned,he pitied her.

"you must have lost someone of a great deal of importance to you there.."he said,she nodded once more.
"yes i did...he was my best friend and i loved him more than my own life..its sad to think that if i had taken his weapon that it would be me dead right was an exorcist and we were both able to use the same weapon except i had a greater usage rate for it so they wanted me to take it, i refused and now he is dead.."yuki sighed then she went to her seat and left the man behind with a grim look on his face.

one monthlater -
yuki sat up and looked out the window as the train began to slow down.'we are here. barcelona,spain'the voice inside yuki's head announced and yuki stood up and got off the train and walked straight towards where the main part of the battle had been fought.

she turned down an ally way and was now lost.'after a month of going from train to train and city to city i still have yet to see anyone you told me to look for..no gentlemanly looking male,no little girl with blue hair,no gremlin looking guy, no big gray hulk, no slutty mistress no no one. where are they?'yuki growled within her mind angrilly.

"so you are looking for the noah clansman...what for may i ask."a white haired boy with five eyes that wore a turban, asked.

yuki turned towards him and narrowed her eyes."what business do you have reading my thoughts shonen?"she hissed at the white haired boy, her onyx eyes sliding shut.

he shrugged his shoulders and looked at her boredly."im a noah..why are you looking for us?"he asked the japanese girl,whose inky black hair reached her waist while in a high ponytail, her ears were peirced all the way up with small rings,she had twin snakebite lip rings, her left side of her nose had a stud peircing,and she had a thin black triangle sliding down her cheekbones from the back of her eyes.

" you may be a noah but im not looking for you.i have no interest in the youngest noah now i will take my leave."
she said and walked over through another allyway and vanished.

"hey wait!"he exclaimed chasing after her. he followed her around barcelona, she appeared deep in thought, but what annoyed him was that he couldnt hear her thoughts anymore,as if she were blocking him out. he could hear random skits as if she were talking to someone but nothing more.'can i kill him?he is quite the keeps trying to get inside my head..'she growled in her head and he frowned."why did you come here? yuki kiryuu of edo japan?"he asked

she ignored him and walked towards to a lamppost in the immediate area that they were in.
each step she took a small gust of wind swirled around her feet and pebbles and other small random items that were on the ground began to shake and move away from her.

about six steps before she reached the lamp post she began to levitate and walk on the the floated up to the lamp head and reached into it and pulled out a fluttering scrap of cloth.

she held it carefully as she landed back on the ground and the vibrating pebbles stopped gently unwrapped the small scrap of fabric and revealed a small silver bell that looked like the charity bell.

she pulled out a small chain and attached the bell to it and placed it around her neck."why must you follow me to to the one place that kills me the most?huh kanda?" she sighed then a glimmer of metal in the dark of night caught wiselys attention.

"because only daisya and myself knew how much you loved him."he said and stepped out from the nodded and closed her eyes."why did you follow me?and you why are you so intrigued by me?"she asked.

kanda frowned at her and she grit her teeth."i came to bring you back."he said."no i refuse to go back. now you wisely."
she said and turned to the turban wearing boy, her hand twitching irritably.

he sighed and distanced himself from her."i am the noah of wisdom...i love to learn and i know most..but what i want to know is which memory are you?"he asked and she smirked sightly.

"i am yuki or as the noah know, jester the memory of ..leave before i have to kill you"
she said and her eyes flashed. kanda growled and placed his hand on mugen.

"my cousin is not a noah. if she thinks she is then she will not look like my precious cousin."he growled and within moments he was behind her,mugen drawn and the sharp side was cutting into her shoulder.

her eyes widened as she was pushed down to her knees and long strands of black hair fell around her. time seemed to slow as she heard the belled hair tie ring as it hit the the ground. blood trickled down her shoulder and kanda shoved her against the ground with his foot,ripping out her three facial peircings between the bricks on the ground as he did so, then he grabbed her hair tie and placed it in his pocket.

she tried to push herself to her hands and knees but kanda shoved her back down and shoved mugen into her shouder.
she screamed out in pain and wisely stepped foreward to help her but she shook her head and screamed again as kanda rolled her onto her back.

"im sorry but i cant let you join them. they killed daisya not if you truely wanna go to to the noah, i will kill you."he said and yuki glared at him and he narrowed his eyes in response.

"but you didnt do anything to help him either...you see... it all revolves aound selfishness."she said and placed her thumbs, and her middle and pointer fingers on the bell as kanda summoned hells bell began to glow purple as the insects rushed towards wisely and it began to ring and the insects shook then exploded.

she stood up as kanda turned away thinking the insects would finish them off and in a matter of seconds she was standing behind kanda her hand glowing purple and she shoved her arm through his back her hand coming out his chest.

"keep the human side of you, you dont there will be no turning back."kanda said and blood trickled from his mouth and he fell forward as she ripped her arm from his grabbed him by the hair and lifted him up to face her as he was losing consciousness due to blood loss.

"you shouldve left when she told you to you may have slaughtered skinn but you wont be able to slaughter her"
wisely said, and yuki looked at him.

"the noah of humility hasnt been heard from in that she is back the earl will not let her die again."
wisely said then yuki slammed kanda face first onto the ground by his hair then she took mugen and wrapped kanda's dark blue hair around her hand and fisted her hand in it. she grinned, because he had once told her that alma liked his hair long.. she then slid mugen trough it and smirked.

"lets see how you like having your hair cut short... this is only part of my vengence"she hissed and unwrapped the dark blue hair from around her hand and let it fall over kanda's body his hair still reached his shoulders even though she cut off about 2and a 1/2 ft off of his hair.

she sneered at him then walked away, wisely leading the way to their next destination, leaving kanda to die on the same street his best friend, daisya did.