Where Asami wakes up every night to find herself think about the person she thought she'll never adore this much. Multichaptered.

Another cold night in the Air Temple; another night that ends up like this.

Here she is again; awake in the middle of the night, staring at her roommate.

This is becoming a routine. This is becoming weird. But she didn't feel weird. She thinks other people would see it weird, since she has a boyfriend. But what she is doing right now… Just feels so right. Even if there is a big chance that the girl wakes up and sees her staring at her, she doesn't care. She will stay there. Maybe kiss her? But no, nothing happens.

And every morning, she would look at Korra and feel a weird feeling deep inside her. She never felt this way with Mako. She never felt that feeling before. And every time she looks at her like this, she could picture herself right there in her arms. It felt good. Well, this happens every night. She imagines how it must feel to have Korra around her. She imagines they way Korra would smile at her. She imagines the way they will spend their days. She imagines the way they would make love...

Then, as always, she'll go back to her part of the room. But the sliver of desire to wake her up and kiss her stays and grows every night. It is becoming unbearable. But, she knows that Korra will never reciprocate her feelings. She is aware that Mako and Korra kissed, but she never stopped hoping. All she wanted was Korra, but she doesn't know how to break it off with Mako. She knew it was a big mistake to have a relationship that fast, she knew it very well now. She only felt safe with Mako but never actually took the time to analyze if she loves him. It was a mistake she was going to fix.

But, as always, she falls asleep with the thought. And she wakes up to find Mako still in love with her, triggering the guilt in her that makes everything harder. She knows in herself that she needs to, but her heart can't do it. But she also knows that if she doesn't do it now, her heart will suffer more.

And so she walks over to Mako.

Then she hears her voice…

My first fic. AFTER ALL THESE YEARS WTF. Hah, don't mind the crappyness please. I BLAME FEELS FROM THE SONGS ALL I WANTED AND CREEP. I'm so sorry. Mostly to the people who expected me to write Kataang or Maiko. I'm sorry, i just have feels for them tonight. :) Don't worry, smut expecting people! Maybe i'll put some...