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Satoshi didn't really know how close he could get to someone until the day Daisuke. Daisuke seemed so calm when Satoshi said that he didn't think he loved Daisuke. Then "it" happened and Satoshi could stop thinking about what Daisuke. Satoshi sat,now,on his window sill. He had gone off to see Daisuke's family and to his surpise Dark was there along with Krad. Satoshi was so confused on how Krad was out where everyone could see him . Krad smiled a little. He knew Daisuke's death was because of Satoshi,but he didn't know that it was because Satoshi still loved Krad. Now Satoshi stood silently in front of the grave.
I could believe how much I wanted to see him again. Daisuke had been the only real friend I bothered to have. That was only after he told me he would take good care around me. I couldn't believe he died because of me. I sat there on the grave and sobbed. I wanted to see him,no matter the cost. I loved him past his death. He thought I was lying any time after that day about loving him. I couldn't love anyone any more thatI loved him. So after everyone had left,I had carved my love for him in a large rock which rested by his grave. I stood slowly. I would try to act normal in school the next day. I walked home glaring at everyone and thing.
I woke up the next day and sat in bed remembering all the things that had happened yesterday. I forgot about the death though. I got dressed and walked out to school. I was at the gates half waiting for Daisuke to run up and hug me. The only thing that cheered me up in the mornings was Daisuke's hugs now days. Then it hit me. Harder than it had the day before when his parents told me. Daisuke wouldn't be at school ever again. There would be no more hug attacks. There was no more Daisuke to be there or give me hug attacks which I had complained about but secretly loved. I sat in class and didn't bother listening to the teacher. I wrote down every word I kept hidden from Daisuke and at the very top it said "I love you from till the end of time". I never bothered letting him know how close he really was to me because I was scared. Then when he was gone,I saw how much more I loved his smile,hair,clumsiness,and love. I saw how stupid I was for not telling him. I felt more grown up but in a sad,sickening way. Did Daisuke feel this way when he heard I wanted to kill myself? The thought hit me harder than being punched in the tummy fifty times,ten times more than the death had come. I knew why he had done it now,to show me how it would feel. That day after school I ran to the grave. I cried and said everything that I had forgotten to say while he was alive. Then I felt someone's had on my shoulder. "Leave me alone!" I screamed at the person. I didn't care they were. "Satoshi,it's pouring. You should go home and stay till it stops. I'll come with you." I looked at the person and then jumped on then. I sobbed and kissed him. He kissed back and we stood there,in the rain,for a good thirteen minutes before he broke the kiss and smiled. Red haired and clumsy he had caught my eye the first day. Now,in the rain,I felt complete and wanted. I let him pick me up like a groom would to his bride. It felt good to be carried home like this. I smiled at the boy as he carried me home. I smiled even more when he helped me out of my uniform. Then,when laid back to sleep,I couldn't help but poke his shoulder. "What?" He said opening one sleepy eye. "I love you more than anything in world,Daisuke." I said and he smiled. I hugged him and before long everything when dark but only for a bit. Then Daisuke was there,in the dream,with me.