Hi it's me again
I've come to let you know that I met someone. Well we both knew him. He helped you and the company and he's been helping me cope with out you, honey. I've really grown a custom to him. I thought I would never love again after you. It seems god has sent him to me. He pronounced his love to me a year ago. I really love him too, but, I will never love him as much as I did you. No one could ever replace you and you know that, I hope. It's been so hard with out you. Not a day goes by that I don't think of our time together. I used to cry, I still do but its different now. I remember our good times and put the bad ones in the past like you always told me to. I've learned and changed so much since you've been gone. I see the brighter side to things; I've laid off the drinks and pills. I know what you're thinking but I did. This man has done wonders for me and I hope you can see that. He brought me out from the dark and helped me spread my wings once again. He's asked me to marry him… I said yes. That's why I'm here. I need to know if I'm doing the right thing marrying this man. Everyone has told me how joyful I seem with him. We're so happy together. I hope we have your blessing… just so you know you're still my first love and always will.
I have to go now. I'm having lunch with him and I have a really big surprise for him. You're the first to know besides me. I'm carrying his child and it's just so amazing. It's a gift from above. I know we would both love to name it after you if it's a boy. I want you to be his guardian angel Stan. Take care of him just like you took care of me.
I love you Stan… don't you forget that.
I'll come back soon.
Bye…Oh God Stan I miss you.