Eden- this is something I wrote a long time ago.
Draco- Yeah and she stopped writing on it.
Harry- What do you think of it? Do I seem girly to you?
Eden- quiet! Now please review and maybe I'll write more.
Severus- or use her email
Lucius-just read the story!
Sharp Darkness
Harry opened his eyes to a dimly lit room. He saw two bodies directly in front of him. He sat up and scooted away from them sitting against the wall. They were dead and Harry knew they were evil. He knew who they were. He was cold, in pain, and naked. Yes, he knew exactly who those two people were; they were two of the people who had raped him.
Harry woke to the cold chuckle of a heartless man. A woman screamed but a green light lit under his door that silenced her mid scream.
"What in hell is going on!" Harry heard his Uncle yell before another jet of light lit the room
He saw another green light a few moments later.
The Dark Lord Voldemort was in his Aunt and Uncles house. The green light proved that Voldemort had killed them and their son.
Harry reached under his pillow for his wand but found it gone.
"Damn!" he whispered
"Tsk, tsk, Harry! What language!" Voldemort said from the end of his bed.
"Fuck you!"
"No, Harry. That's what we're going to do to you." Voldemort said "Get him."
Deatheaters jumped out from the shadows and held Harry to the bed. Voldemort swept forward and pulled out a vile. He poured the contents into Harry's mouth and he could do nothing but swallow.
"There! That wasn't so bad was it?" Voldemort asked
"Motherfucker!" Harry spat feeling something he couldn't identify.
"If you remember correctly I didn't have a chance to and wouldn't if I did."
"Bet you would."
Voldemort leapt forward and smacked him across the face. Harry went quiet and turned to Voldemort with anger on his face.
"Behave!" Voldemort seethed, and then more calmly "Are you ready to cooperate now?"
"Yes." Harry hissed
Voldemort ordered his men to let go of Harry so he could get out of the bed. Harry saw he had nothing but boxers on. He looked over Voldemort's shoulder and saw two tall men and one that was a little shorter looking directly at him. He looked back at Voldemort having the sense he knew the three men.
"What the hell did you put in me?" he demanded
"Pussy juice."
Harry paled, "No."
"Yes." Voldemort said stepping forward and pulled Harry's boxers off.
Harry crashed back into the present. He blocked the rest from his mind. He didn't want to remember the rest. However, he did remember that three of the men never touched him or laughed as the others brutally raped him.
He heard a sound off to the left and looked to see a deatheater, mask on, and hood up. Harry screamed, crawled into a corner, and held himself.
"Harry, it's okay." A gloved hand touched his naked shoulder.
Harry wimpered.
"Harry, it's okay." Another voice said
He recoiled into the gloved hand. He new that voice, "Lucius Malfoy."
"Harry," the first voice said, "We're not going to hurt you."
"Voldemort, Voldemort." Harry whimpered
"He's dead, Harry." The first voice said lifting Harry's face to the bodies.
"No, Bellatrix and Draco."
"No." Lucius said turning Draco's body over; it was Voldemort.
"Bellatrix and Voldemort."
"Let's go." The first voice said
The voice clicked into place in Harry's head.
"Professor Snape." Harry whispered as he was wrapped in a cloak and picked up by his professor.
"Call me Severus."
"Severus." Harry whispered
He passed out.
Harry ran into Severus's and Lucius's room and onto the bed. Severus always slept on the left and Lucius on the right leaving a space in the middle for Harry. He looked around quickly looking for Lucius who wasn't on the bed. He saw the light from under the bathroom door. Harry breathed. He crawled under the covers and clung to Severus like a child being dragged from its mother.
"Harry." Severus said wrapping his arms around Harry.
Harry felt another set of arms around his body and hot breath in his hair.
"He had another nightmare?" Lucius asked Severus
"Yes." Severus sighed
"Those bastards!" Lucius growled
Harry jumped and recoiled into Severus who held him tighter.
Harry thought about when Severus and Lucius told him he would have some side effects of the potion. What scared Harry was the fact that most of the side effects were permanent and made him girl-like in many ways.
That day Harry was looking at himself in the mirror and saw no difference until he looked closer. His hips were wider, and his shoulder weren't as broad. His muscle was less on his arms and most of all his stomach making it a lot more feminine. He thought he had shrunk from his usual six foot self so he had Lucius check his height. He had shrunk to five foot five.
After he had cried for a little while he lay alone on his bed and stared at the ceiling. He put his hand down his pants and touched behind his male organ to find his new female organ. He explored it but stopped and pulled his hand out of his pants. He cried and cried until Severus came in and held him. Lucius came too but was upset and left slamming doors and screaming: "If I see any of those bastards I'll kill them for what they've done!" Harry knew he wasn't kidding. If Lucius saw anyone who had raped Harry he would kill them on the spot.
"Am I a girl, Severus?" Harry asked
Severus sighed and sat up against the head board turning on the side table lamp.
"No, Harry, you're not a girl. You are still a boy but…" He trailed off looking at Lucius.
Lucius was tense, holding Harry tight to keep him in one piece. He and Severus had talked about what to tell Harry before and after they had brought Harry home with them.
"But…?" Harry asked
"But you have girl…characteristics." Severus stopped and stared at the wall. Hate for the deatheaters in his eyes.
"Like your hips. They've gotten a little wider and your shoulders less broad. You have also lost some inches." Lucius said softly
Harry shivered and suddenly felt claustrophobic but didn't leave the safety of Lucius's arms.
"You have nothing to be ashamed of, Harry. You didn't choose this." Lucius said feeling Harry shiver.
"What other…characteristics?" Harry asked ignoring Lucius
"That particular girl body part, hormones, the ability to give birth," Severus named off.
"Mood swings, girlish feelings, periods, and sexual desires." Lucius finished
"Wait. Sexual…desires? As in what?" Harry wheezed
Severus shifted and looked at his hands. "For a boy or man to be inside you; the new part of you. And you may start liking the male species."
"You're not serious!" Harry demanded sitting up.
"We are…but you shouldn't worry." Severus said
"Shouldn't worry!" Harry half yelled sitting on his knees facing Severus and Lucius. "Ron always said I was more girl than boy."
"You're not, though." Lucius argued
"The hell I'm not!" Harry screamed punching the head board leaving a hole.
"Shit." He whispered pulling his fist out
His face turned pale green and a glaze of sweat prickled over his body. His stomach heaved puffing his cheeks out. Lucius rolled over, picked up, and set a small trash can at Harry's mouth as his stomach heaved once more.
"You need sleep." Severus said wiping Harry's mouth with a dirty shirt.
"I'm still a boy?" Harry asked
"Yes, Harry." Lucius said vanishing the vomit from the trash can and setting it on the floor.
Severus turned the light out and wrapped his arms around Harry and Lucius.
"Now sleep, Harry. We can talk later." Lucius said
"Okay." Harry said
Over the next two months everything went as well as Severus wanted it to. Harry had crying spells often and still slept with him and Lucius for comfort and because of the nightmares.
However, while Severus and Lucius went out for an hour or two Harry woke to find his bed covered in blood as well as his legs. He ran to the bathroom and locked the door. He cried and screamed every time a drop of blood rolled down his leg until Draco came running at the noise and knocked on the door.
"Harry? What is wrong?" He asked
"I'm bleeding Draco!" Harry cried
"Let me in then!" Draco demanded
"No! You'll start to bleed too if you come near me!" Harry said
"No I won't." Draco called through the wood of the door, "You're not sick so if I get near you I won't get sick or bleed."
"Where is Severus?" Harry cried
"He went out with Lucius about an hour ago."
"He left us alone! The deatheaters could come back and get me!" Harry screamed
"No they can't. I'd protect you, Harry."
Harry screamed as a glob of blood rolled down his leg and onto the floor.
"Harry! Where is the blood coming from?"
"I don't know! I want Severus!" He cried
"Let me help you until he gets here." Draco offered
"No!" Harry screamed
Draco heard a car door slam. Another car door slammed.
"Harry, I think they're back. Now let me in, please." Draco said
Harry only sat in a pool of foul smelling blood and cried. He rocked back and forth whispering Severus's name.
"Harry, open up!" Draco yelled banging on the door
He heard the front door open and a whistle signaling Lucius and Severus were back and it was them.
"Now Harry! Open the door!"
"What is going on here?" Lucius asked running up behind Draco
"It's Harry, dad. He just won't let me in."
"Why do you want in?" Lucius asked
"Because he says he's bleeding and doesn't know where it's coming from." Draco explained.
"Harry? Are you okay?" Lucius asked
"I want Severus." Harry called back
"Severus! Look in Harry's bedroom on the bed! And hurry up!" Lucius yelled down the hall.
Many doors opened and closed as Lucius and Draco waited outside the bathroom door listening to Harry cry. Finally Severus appeared at the end of the hall. He walked briskly to the door and knocked.
"Harry? It's Severus. Can I come in, please?"
"No!" Harry said
"Why not Harry?"
"You'll laugh. You'll get sick and start to bleed, too!"
"No, I won't start to bleed or get sick because you're not sick. As for laughing at you that is something I would never do. Nor Lucius or Draco."
"You promise?" Harry whispered under the door
"I promise you, Harry."
The door's lock clicked and swung in to reveal drops and pools of foul smelling blood on the floor. Harry's boxers literally dripped with blood and his legs were smeared in it. His face was tear streaked and blood streaked from when his bloody hands touched his face. His eyes were red and swollen from crying so much.
"Oh, Harry." Severus said walking in and hugging him.
Harry was reluctant at first but quickly gave in happy to have some one to comfort him. Draco joined them then Lucius.
"We need to clean you up." Severus said
Harry allowed Draco to bathe him while Severus watched silently in the shadows. They talked softly, Draco trying to calm Harry. Harry fidgeted when Draco touched him in places he wouldn't usually let people touch.
"Harry, I won't hurt you. And I won't touch you any longer than I have to. Trust me, Harry." Draco said when Harry recoiled away from him when he touched his inner thigh.
Draco finished cleaning Harry and dried him. He left and Lucius came in holding a box. He showed Harry how to use tampons, where to insert them, and how to take them out. Harry saw Severus looking at him from the shadows and smiled weakly at him. Severus smiled back kindly then left.
Through out the day Draco, Lucius, and Severus watched Harry noting he often grimaced or flinched. Sometimes he would grip below his stomach and laid on his back as much as he could or crawled into a tight ball. Finally Draco approached him with a worried expression on his face.
"Why do you act like you are in pain so often?" he asked
"Because it feels like someone is stabbing me over and over again below my stomach." Harry said
"Cramps, they come with the periods. Here you go." Draco handed him three pills and a glass of milk.
"What are the three little things?" Harry asked
"Pills. They'll help with the cramps."
A few weeks after Harry's period Harry lay in his room thinking about his new self. He seemed to have stopped developing completely.
His hips had widened so much he could no longer fit into the pants he and Draco shared. Severus went out and bought muggle clothes for Harry but they were women's pants because men didn't have hips. However, when Severus was apologizing Harry said he could care less. He liked his new girlish style. He asked Severus the next time he was going out to buy him some black pants and black girl shirts as well.
"Why do you want girl shirts? You can wear men's." Severus said surprised
"Because I want to try different things sense I am different now." Harry smiled
"Why black then? Why not your favorite colors?"
"I'm what muggles call 'gothic' now. I'll wear nothing but black on black or black on blood red." Harry said
"Alright, Harry." Severus said knowing Harry just didn't want to remember his past life.
He turned to leave but Harry spun him around and kissed his cheek. He then turned and swayed down the hall humming a lullaby.
Harry smiled to himself as he remembered the shocked look on Severus's face before he walked out the door.
Harry started wondering what his new female organ looked like as well as what it felt like. Even as he was thinking it his hand slipped into his boxers, around his shaft, and to his female place. His finger touched a small bump that made his suck in air sharply; it felt extremely good. He pulled his hand out of his boxers and looked at his clock. Eleven o'clock. Not too late to go to Severus and Lucius's room. It was never too late or too early.
Harry jumped out of his bed and ran to their room still not comfortable in the dark of the hallway. He climbed on the bed and under the covers. Lucius rolled over away from him and Severus wrapped his arms around Harry. He waited till Severus's breathing went back to being deep and slow before he reached up and touched his warm chest. He liked the feel under his finger tips. He pressed his lips on Severus's lower chest.
After a while he felt a hand in his hair that made him pull back to see Severus looking at him. A lump rose in his throat as Severus seemed to stare though him and to his intentions. Severus smiled and brushed his lips over Harry's forehead.
"It's okay." He whispered almost inaudible.
Harry nodded his head not very sure if he should go on with what he wanted to do. In the end he rolled over on his back and picked up Severus's hand.
He turned Severus's hand every which way and pulled on his fingers. He kissed his fingers and wrist. He looked up to see Severus looking at him curiously. He turned back to the hand he was holding and twiddled with it for a while longer before placing it on his stomach. He spread his legs while resting his head on Severus's chest.
Harry gently nudged Severus's hand to his boxer hem. Severus put his finger tips into Harry's boxers and stopped. When Harry showed no signs of protest he pushed his whole hand down Harry's boxers.
He ran his fingers up the length of Harry's shaft and when he reached the tip he rubbed it making Harry shiver. He wrapped his arm around Harry still rubbing his tip. Harry bucked his hips, not a tremor went through the bed, and Severus's fingers found Harry's female organ. Severus rubbed the bump Harry had stumbled upon earlier. Harry inhaled sharply and turned his head into Severus's chest.
"Shh-shh." Severus whispered into his hair.
Harry raised his hips off the bed and Severus's fingers slid further down and dipped into an opening Harry didn't know existed.
Severus obviously did for he slid two fingers into the opening. He added another and began pulling them in and out of Harry very slowly. Harry's breathing became deep and ragged. Severus pushed his fingers deep inside Harry and wiggled them. He then pulled them out of Harry's boxers. Harry let out a soft cry of disappointment and pleading as Severus rolled him over and held him close.
"Shh-shh, Harry." Severus whispered as Lucius rolled back over. "Not tonight."