I hate it so much. I hate the pitying stares and the cold glares that are always shifted my way at some point or another.

Sam left me broken, and now I have to go through hell each and every day. Knowing that I wasn't good enough for him, but Emily, my best friend, my cousin, my sister, was.

The worst part? Emily actually loved him back. I had foolishly trusted her, thought she would know that loving him back would break the last part of my heart still intact. My bitter attitude is the only way to hide the unyielding pain and hurt.

But all in all, the person I hate most coming out of this, is Bella Swan.

Most of the pack is beyond confused about this. Why would I hate her most when she did nothing to me?

Well, she didn't… The love of my life let me fall into a deep depression. He never returned to me.

The love of Bella's life left her as well.

But, you see…

She was lucky enough to get him back.