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Sitting on the rail of the bridge, I swung my legs back and forth and began writing my aching heart out. I can't believe it. I just can't accept it. Just when I thought everything was perfect like the pieces in a puzzle, the world turns upside down. Why? Why did he do it? I thought he loved me I wrote in my diary as a gust of cold, beastly wind blew furiously, blowing my pigtails back but I couldn't feel its coldness in the wind because my heart had already turned to ice. We were like one—the wind and I.
Slowly rising up on the rail with the support of the metal bar beside me, I leaned my head against the cold metal structure, thinking in retrospect.
We shared too many wonderful and vivid memories—from when we were toddlers playing with each other to kids starting to understand the world and now to adulthood where love begins to bloom, but in the end he decided to choose that girl whom he had been modeling with for about a year now. At first, he felt reluctant to go to France and model but the modeling company insisted him on going, so he went and that's where he met his fiancée who he should be happily beguiling time with now (in Japan where I live). Someone who is not me, the person I thought was special and important in his life. I've known him for a much longer time than she has and by the way, the girl's name is Keiko, and she is indeed beautiful. Too beautiful for words actually—she's got light, wavy brown hair, big piercing hazel eyes, gorgeous pink lips, and a flawless round face. Her body was just perfect. She was skinny, had the curves, and you know the ideal parts a beautiful woman would possess.
Reflecting and thinking back of what Shiki had announced earlier at the reception pained me. His face was filled with such joy and contentment as he told everyone that he and Keiko were engaged whereas my heart shattered into pieces of glass as I heard those words drift through the air ensuing cheers and applauses (from everyone) exploding the room. Everyone was glad that his heart has finally settled on somebody who will make him forever a happy husband.
Even though I was saddened by such appalling news, I still went up to him with a big smile on my lip and congratulated him. He grinned and thanked me as others were distracting and wishing for the best to him and his fiancée.
Rapidly, I turned my back to him and everyone else, darting for the exit. Tears were forming in my eyes and streamed down as I hopped into my car. I wanted to run away from this nightmare…so I drove to the bridge, the place where I'm currently at now.
The words he said to Keiko, "I love you with all my heart Keiko," echoed in my head. And that kiss he gave her wouldn't stop replaying itself in my mind. It was so disconcerting and unbearable for me to accept and even worst to have remembered it clearly as if I were watching it on T.V. right now.
"STOP!" I screamed with all my might, losing my footing on the railing, I fell off and plunged into the icy water.
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