1 If Only She Knew - Popularity Has Its Price
By Devilchild211
Rated – PG-13
Author's Notes
I DO NOT OWN LIZZIE MCGUIRE. Sorry, I've been in a bad mood lately, this asshole that I want to kill, mutilate, rip limb from limb… *sees everyone backing away from the fan-fic* ehh… I'll shut up now. Thanks to those who reviewed! This song is 'If only she knew' by Michelle Branch on her CD 'Spirit Room'
*****
I watch the two of them, so happy, if hurts. It seriously hurts, to know that I once had that, to know that I had foolish giving it all up for superficial things such as popularity. I would give up almost anything, no, absolutely anything to be back into those arms of his, to be the one he loved, to be the one he kissed so tenderly, to be the only he whispered sweet nothings to. But no I'm not, I'm the one, instead I'm the one brooding in the shadows watching them down at the lake, alone.
I don't know whose side I'm takin'
But I'm not takin' things too well
I an see inside you're achin'
But is it still too early for me too tell?
He walked past me without even glancing my way, I choked back the urge to just break down in front of him. Would he be satisfied, stop this torture he puts me though? I knew he hated me, he ignored my calls, slammed the door in my face, & turned a cold shoulder on me in public. Not that I could blame him. But god, I want him back. And somewhere in my heart, I remain hopeful & hopes that he feels the same.
Though it looks as if it's over
I'm still not over you
The days pass fast & school has started once again. High school's a different world, I'm popular & glamorous, consider Kate & Claire's best friend, but he doesn't care. I tried to get his attention, to show off in front of him, to show him what he was missing. I stood in my cheerleading outfit with Kate & Claire talking loudly flipping my hair. "Oh yeah, I know, he's totally going to ask me out for the next dance." I bragged loudly in front of him as I watched him walk by with her. "I mean I could tell he was totally like crushing on me since day one." I sidestepped into his path trying to get his attention. He looked at me for a brief second; I looked up at him though my eyelashes & smirked & flipped my hair at them. I watched him coolly roll his eyes & share a smile with her & walk on like nothing happened. Yet I saw him look back for just a second-
'Cause I still love you like I did before
I know for sure that you still feel the same way I do
If only she knew
Whoa, if only she knew, oh
I know he still has feelings for me but he won't forgive will he, for dumping their friendship & his love like Kate did. When I told the two of them at the Digital Bean that I thought they were just a bunch of freaks & to stay out of my way, she had cried & sobbed begging me to stay giving me the satisfaction of knowing I was higher then her. But him, he didn't say anything at first then he just looked back up at me.
"Well, Elizabeth Mcguire, you've finally shown the world what you really are, a pathetic little popularity thirsty fucked up bitch." He smiled grimly, "Another dumb bimbo- how sad." He turned, grabbed her hand & walked off leaving me there stunned at his words.
I try to let it go
But I don't know if I can take it
'Cause the way you looked at me
Made me see that I can't really fake it
I spent so many nights crying after that crying into my pillow wondering if I should go back to them but the thought of being popular & cool always won. I smiled big & wide- not to mention completely fake- at everyone every morning & glared at all the geeks. He rolled his eyes at me.
Today I shoved by him rudely trying to prove that I was okay with out him, he leaned over & whispered in my ear, "Like I said, another blonde bimbo, you're just another populartity thirsty kid among the crowd. I must say your mind's pretty fucked up ain't it? Doing everything for popularity. But hey, it worked. Life just like you dreamed of, right?" He walked off. I stood there stunned as his harsh words rang though my head over & over. I felt my heart pound in my ears, tears running down my face as I suddenly picked myself up & ran.
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DONE WITH ONE CHAPTER!!! ( SEND IDEAS!!!
By Devilchild211
Rated – PG-13
Author's Notes
I DO NOT OWN LIZZIE MCGUIRE. Sorry, I've been in a bad mood lately, this asshole that I want to kill, mutilate, rip limb from limb… *sees everyone backing away from the fan-fic* ehh… I'll shut up now. Thanks to those who reviewed! This song is 'If only she knew' by Michelle Branch on her CD 'Spirit Room'
*****
I watch the two of them, so happy, if hurts. It seriously hurts, to know that I once had that, to know that I had foolish giving it all up for superficial things such as popularity. I would give up almost anything, no, absolutely anything to be back into those arms of his, to be the one he loved, to be the one he kissed so tenderly, to be the only he whispered sweet nothings to. But no I'm not, I'm the one, instead I'm the one brooding in the shadows watching them down at the lake, alone.
I don't know whose side I'm takin'
But I'm not takin' things too well
I an see inside you're achin'
But is it still too early for me too tell?
He walked past me without even glancing my way, I choked back the urge to just break down in front of him. Would he be satisfied, stop this torture he puts me though? I knew he hated me, he ignored my calls, slammed the door in my face, & turned a cold shoulder on me in public. Not that I could blame him. But god, I want him back. And somewhere in my heart, I remain hopeful & hopes that he feels the same.
Though it looks as if it's over
I'm still not over you
The days pass fast & school has started once again. High school's a different world, I'm popular & glamorous, consider Kate & Claire's best friend, but he doesn't care. I tried to get his attention, to show off in front of him, to show him what he was missing. I stood in my cheerleading outfit with Kate & Claire talking loudly flipping my hair. "Oh yeah, I know, he's totally going to ask me out for the next dance." I bragged loudly in front of him as I watched him walk by with her. "I mean I could tell he was totally like crushing on me since day one." I sidestepped into his path trying to get his attention. He looked at me for a brief second; I looked up at him though my eyelashes & smirked & flipped my hair at them. I watched him coolly roll his eyes & share a smile with her & walk on like nothing happened. Yet I saw him look back for just a second-
'Cause I still love you like I did before
I know for sure that you still feel the same way I do
If only she knew
Whoa, if only she knew, oh
I know he still has feelings for me but he won't forgive will he, for dumping their friendship & his love like Kate did. When I told the two of them at the Digital Bean that I thought they were just a bunch of freaks & to stay out of my way, she had cried & sobbed begging me to stay giving me the satisfaction of knowing I was higher then her. But him, he didn't say anything at first then he just looked back up at me.
"Well, Elizabeth Mcguire, you've finally shown the world what you really are, a pathetic little popularity thirsty fucked up bitch." He smiled grimly, "Another dumb bimbo- how sad." He turned, grabbed her hand & walked off leaving me there stunned at his words.
I try to let it go
But I don't know if I can take it
'Cause the way you looked at me
Made me see that I can't really fake it
I spent so many nights crying after that crying into my pillow wondering if I should go back to them but the thought of being popular & cool always won. I smiled big & wide- not to mention completely fake- at everyone every morning & glared at all the geeks. He rolled his eyes at me.
Today I shoved by him rudely trying to prove that I was okay with out him, he leaned over & whispered in my ear, "Like I said, another blonde bimbo, you're just another populartity thirsty kid among the crowd. I must say your mind's pretty fucked up ain't it? Doing everything for popularity. But hey, it worked. Life just like you dreamed of, right?" He walked off. I stood there stunned as his harsh words rang though my head over & over. I felt my heart pound in my ears, tears running down my face as I suddenly picked myself up & ran.
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DONE WITH ONE CHAPTER!!! ( SEND IDEAS!!!