This is my first story so sorry if its not very good :D ... Just thought id have a go.
Chapter one.
Syed - Point of View
Today had come so quickly. Todays the day i had been dreading all my life. And yet here i am in my wedding suit stareing at my reflection 'What am i doing'
Its a if i was in a trance no thoughts, no noise, no voices none that concerned me anyway. 'What would they all say if they knew'
If they all knew that i am in love with Christian Clarke, a man, my man. How can i face today? Christian made it clear he wouldnt be attending. I cant blame him. Why would he want to be there? Yet why would i want to be there?
I needed to see him!
Before i knew it i was sneaking out the house. I have become so good at this over the years. Ever since that first time when i was a confused 15 year old.
Yet here i am years later doing the same thing feeling the same confusion.
I ran out the house not looking back. Thank god they was in the kitchen still preparing food i wish i could just barge in and shout at the top of my lungs. The truth! That would put a stop to the preparation, to the good boy imagine of mine and to their love for me.
Next thing i knew i was there standing outside his front door, my mind was telling me to go back, do the right thing, marry Amira and live happily ever after.
But my heart urged to be touched by him. Have his muscular arms wrapped around me. That way he kisses just where my shoulder and my neck meet.
And there he was, the love of my life standing infront of me with a confused look on his face. Yet i could sense the love in his eyes that look that makes my heart miss a beat.
I dont know what it was maybe he sensed that i was upset and scared. He held me, i didnt want him to let go ever. We just stood lost in each other for what felt like hours. Before he pulled away.