"Words left unsaid"
*AFTER A YEAR*
Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
Your eyes stare and they're staring right through me
You're right there but it's like you never knew me
Do you even know how much it hurt,
That you gave up on me to be with her?
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were
"Revenge is sweeter that you ever were" I mumble, this song is on the top of my list as one of my personal favorites. You could never imagine how many times i would play this song in every single day. It's been a year since I've been listening to it, I can't help it.
"miley, hunny?" a sweet voice echoed in the room and caught my attention.
"yes momma?" as I head unto my laptop and lessen the volume, still my eyes are fresh and so puffy from crying.
"can I come in? I wanted to talk to you about some-" I cut her off and opened the door, I held my hand and motioned it for her to come in.
"you see, brandi and I are wondering if-" again I cut her off "what?!" she noticed the anger in my voice. She looked at me with her eyes so hopeful that I would let her comfort me but she knew that I don't want to talk to anyone but him, the one who broke my heart several times, my best friend, my prince, my nicky."
"guess I'll just leave you alone then, we'll talk about it some other time" I nodded, that's all I can do. she gave me a quick glance then stepped out in my room.
Again, i'm stuck got nothing to do but to wonder inside this four walled room painted in blue. Grandma picked this color for me cause' she worry too much, she knows what would I do if ever I have a problem, I would flip and cut myself. she said blue would help me calm down and relax. I grabbed the book beside me and started to flip through the pages when the wind blew so hard wanting me to close it. As I approach my window I took a deep breath and sighed.
"Here goes nothing" as I stare at the house right by my window, my eyes was searching for someone hoping to see even just a glimpse of the person I've been wanted to see, no one was there. The room looked like the same from the last time I stepped in that house. Until I heard someone laughing right by the lake, i ran downstairs causing everyone to jump. Their eyes staring at me following my direction and wonder where would I lead there gaze. I tracked down every single trail of stones in the Grey's back yard until-
"Hey ma, let me take this inside the house so you can go help Frankie with his toys he might not finish collecting his stuffs by midnight." The black haired guy was laughing while carrying a cargo box filled with kitchen utensils heading inside the house. He obviously enjoyed picking on the eight year old boy who is very busy trying to figure out how to bring his toys inside the house without going back and forth.
"Here let me give you a hand buddy." The little boy looked up suddenly a flash of smile lit his face up "miley!" he exclaimed, he stood up giving me a very big hug. I hugged him as tight as I could but I lost coz he hugged me tighter causing me not to breathe. "Fr-fraaaankie, can't breathe,ne-need air" I said and thought that my face turned purple.
"Sorry, it's just that I've missed you miley. You don't know how much I've been waiting for this day to hug and see you again." Tears started piling up on his eyes; I grabbed his hands and I smiled he grimaced.
"Now let us pick up your toys, bring them inside your house and I'll bring you to the store and we'll have an ice cream together" guess that worked turning his frown to a big smiley face.
As soon as we're done unpacking Frankie's toys in his room a beautiful figure of shadow appeared in the room.
"oh hello there my dear miley, how are you?" an angel's voice circulated the room causing me to shiver and giggle.
"hey Denise, I'm good. See I was helping Fra-." She cut me off before I even finish what I am saying.
"would you like to stay here for dinner? I cooked chicken pasta remember your favorite." Her eyes filled with happiness yet hopeful that I would say yes. i don't know what to say, I don't even know what I'm doing here.
"Miley?!" again I heard the voice of an angel mentioned my name,
"Miley?! For the second time she called out for me worried then I could feel someone's pulling my shirt and I snapped out of it.
"oh,"
That's the only word that came out from my mouth. She looked at me warily. After five seconds of silence she smiled and said "I guess that's a yes hunny, no worries your family would be here too. I told them in advance so they knew before you did."
I stood there shock; my jaw dropped as my eyes widened, didn't even know what to say. "what the heck?!" three words occupied my head causing me to fall back on frankie's little chair. I zoned out for a minute then I felt someone touched my shoulder.
"miley come one we're done! Let's get some ice cream now!" Frankie jumped up and down. He was very happy and I could see that.
"c'mon little buddy" I grabbed his hand as we run along the driveway giggling. After we got off the store I dropped off Frankie in their house. "see you later miley" he shouted as he entered their white coated door.