Daniels POV
I saw the hit and my heart just stopped god not this I will not go no matter if you tell me I have to let you know how much you mean to me, I can not lose you now your all I live for.
I have never told you but that's just because I know you don't want me don't feel the same way I do for you. If there is anything left of our friendship I would like to salvage it.
You don't need to hide it anymore its in your eyes so I pick you up and take you home now I know why you pushed me away so your feelings should not be hidden they should not be ignored let me love you and don't hide it anymore.
From what I have see when you were laying there dying in my arms then when I finally understood why no matter how much I pleaded you that you never left me behind. You words my blue eyed boy hunt me now sleep can not come I keep seeing that look in your eyes.
TWO WEEKS LATER
So now I find myself sat by your bedsides gazing at you with no way for you to know how much you mean to me, all I know is that I am unsure of what I feel for you, but I think I know how you feel for me, god this is hard, be even harder when I see your dark adoring brown eyes, there are some things in this world that I just feel I cant do but I know in my heart one of them is not loving you
So please, please come back to me the whispered words my blue eyed boy, I still hold in my heart, I will sit hear waiting till I am told to go. I will by at your bedside yet even if you'll never know I was there watching over you.
And yes my dear jack I do love you and if you tell me that you love me too then I will be yours and I will be true to you because no matter what you do you make me feel happy and I need you.
As I get up to leave I lean closer to you and whisper I love you
I start to stand to leave I hear you whisper back in my ear I love you too
I stop and turn and there I look into your beautiful eyes and all I see is the love in the deep chocolate pools, I have to know how long have you be feeling this way about me, but maybe I 'll leave that for another time.
As Janet comes back to check on you she thought I had gone but I am hear with you . she see the look masked in your eyes she's known all along you feelings for me and mine for you but there's nothing we can do
She discharges you tells you to go home and rest with no complaints I follow you to the changing room, and as we walk side by side I can see that no one happens to see how happy I feel no one else sees my happiness but you.
Happy that I love you god love something I thought was good and dead in my world
After all my loves had gone and left me, taken from me when I needed them the most
Yet now I have found it hear with you and by the way you look at me I know you feel the same too, and this is not just my mind playing games with me the acceptance of the love I hold in my heart is real
I have to find time to think and yet even before we leave I know where I ll be going tonight home is what I wish to call it and what I will be doing there spending the night in your bed in your arms in our love, thinking of all those years we let this slip by without acknowledging, accepting how we feel. All these thought I have while I am hear the day ebbing away the sound of your soft breathing and the steady rhythm of your heart beat it is all that I need now I feel so complete. I have found what I needed most and I hope we will be together forever just me and you against all odds because we are in love.