Her. She was the girl who used to walk past Trini in the hallway, oblivious to her existence. She was the one who would brush past her desk in Biology but never even acknowledged Trini. And Trini was fine with that; she didn't like attention anyway. It's when Amanda and the rest of the cheerleaders, would start to pick on the outcasts. People like Trini.
So Trini tried to stand against the cheerleaders when it was her turn because unlike everybody else, she wasn't afraid. So she became a recurring target: constantly bullied and teased for her sexuality; beaten up after school, in the changing rooms, in the bathrooms; received notes on and inside her locker. So Trini's school life and home life became hell. That's why she started doing yoga on the mountains; to get away from it all.
It really stung when everyone started targetting her, not just the cheerleaders, but she didn't let it get to her. Until they struck a nerve and she was sent to Saturday detention with bruised knuckles and a broken nose on her conscience.
Later on in the month, she walked into Saturday detention with a broken tooth on her conscience, but they put it back. It's weird how she walked in looking like the high class HBIC and left looking like a teenage rebel without a cause.
It'd be nice if she recognised me at all but I guess she really didn't care. It all became clear when, on that cliff, I asked if she knew my name and she said, "I'm sorry?". Or when she acted like she knew me but really didn't:
She transferred to Angel Grove a month ago, we have English together, right?
I moved to Angel Grove a year ago, we have Biology together. Good talk.
We became Power Rangers and got really close. We went to Krispy Kreme and faught over a doughnut. We sparred together daily. We shared our biggest secrets. We bitch slapped a gold alien into space. And all through that I realised I liked her... a lot. But it was a bad move because, guess what, she was in love with Jason.
I could dream all day and all night of being with her but that's all it'd ever be. A dream. I let the feeling linger, but it became too much when she kissed Jason. So I let her go. Or I thought I did.
Everyday I saw that smile, and my heart continued to do backflips. Everyday I looked into those brown pools, and my lungs struggled to breathe. Everyday I heard her voice, and my ears felt blessed by an angel. But everyday my heart would break more and more. Everyday my smile would become more fake than the last. And everyday I would hate my heart for being so naïve to think that we could ever be together.
I would pray and beg everyday for someone, anyone but her. And everyday, all I got was her.
In the end it was all in vain. My plea would never be answered. So I would forever wish for Anyone but Her.
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Okay so that was really bad but it was just an idea and it was my first. We all gotta start somewhere. I hope you liked it... okay bye xxx