Addison Montgomery has always been strong she had to be, all her life she fought, she fought for a place in the top medical school in the country, she fought to be the best, she fought for her marriage. Addison Montgomery is a strong woman, correction, was a strong woman.
The past few months had took a lot out of Addison, trying hard to rebuild her relationship with Derek, trying to make friends at Seattle Grace, and alter her reputation from 'Slutty Satan' to 'Strong Surgeon'. It was hard work. It took a lot of strength, and she felt like she was slowly being worn down.
Derek was with Meredith now, they seemed happy, happier than her and Derek ever was. She had accepted it, but it did not mean that Addison was not lonely.
Obviously she never let it show at work, it wouldn't be professional to let her personal life affect her job. And if there is anything that Addison Montgomery prides herself on it is the fact that she is good at her job.
People respect her at work, and she has growing to enjoy working at Seattle Grace. She is mentoring Dr Karev and Dr Stevens who both show great promise in her field. Addison is no longer viewed as the enemy within the hospital, and she has found a good friend in Callie Torres.
However she still feels slightly empty. Sometimes she feels as though she is drifting along, letting life pass her by. Something is missing from Addison's life, something she needs to make her whole, to make her feel wanted, to make her feel alive again.
Hey guys, this is my first every attempt at writing a fanfiction so please bare with me while I get the hang of this. Any reviews would be appreciated. :)