hey sorry if you were reading who says?
my cousin ashley hacked into my account here and deleted all exsitence of the story, just to FREAKIN annoy me.
guess what it worked.....
so i changed my password and lock my bedroom door now so its all good...
ok so this is based on when cammie and zach went to town and bumped into josh, but instead josh and dee dee weren't dating and he felt his heart rip out when he saw them
so this is josh's pov
enjoy
JUST IN CASE YOU WEREN'T LISTENING
THIS IS JOSH'S POV
I wass walking into town, just getting off of my shift...
I remember bring Cammie here and we shared our first kiss,
Cammie...
I sighed.
I miss her. I hope I could see her again...
I walked down a alley, a short cut I found when I was younger.
Then I saw her. She was about to kiss some nerd.
I think I'm going crazy. That can't be her, and who's the nerd?
"Ca-Cammie? Is that you?" I could hear my voice crack.
They both look back at me.
The nerd had eye could kill you in that very spot and Cammie's eyes show guilt.
"Josh?" She sounded more surprise then I do.
I felt my heart being stepped on, over and over.
Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.
I could barley feel my feet, this is what she could do to me.
"H-hi Cammie." I barley choked out.
"Hi Josh." she answered. Could this be any more awkward?
Why does it feel like I want to beat the shit out of the guy next to her? I can't like her, I'm seeing Dee Dee...
Looks like she moved on.
I can't and not suppose to wish she would beg me to come back, I just can't.
"Umm Josh? We have to go." She said in a hurry. Guess she's nervous.
"O-okay." I wanted her to beg me to stay, and talk. But I'm a coward to ask her.
The guy put his hand around Cammie's waist, is she his?
What the hell! WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS? TO JUST PUT HIS SKINNY HAND OVER MY! CAMMIE!
Okay she's not mine, not anymore, but I wish she was.
Now, I'm feeling like beating the shit out of this bastard. And, I don't even know him!
Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new
They walked away, without looking back.
I got this urge to run to her, and kiss her. I think I still love her. I need to forget her, she moved on, I need therapy.
I walk back home. Thinking of nothing else but her.
I got to see Cammie again, hopefully the nerd comes along. I really want to beat him up.
I layed on my bed.
BUZZ... I picked my phone up and saw Dee Dee's name. I answered the call.
"Hey Dee Dee." I said
"Hi Josh. I was hoping you were free tommorow?" Okay?
What's tommorow? Oh the dance, right.
"Umm. I am."
"I-I was kinda hoping you wo-would go to the dance with me." she sounded nervous.
"Sure Dee Dee, I'll pick you up, say around 3?" I wasn't even planning on going at first, but what the heck. Any thing to get Cammime of my mind.
"Okay Josh, see you tommrow. Bye" she sounded excited. Interesting.
I lay in bed think of her again. I seriously got to get her out of my mind, she moved on. I could tell.
I grabbed my ipod from the table and switch to all american rejects, swing swing. Perfect.
Chorus]
(Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.
Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.
I lie there on my bed listening to them. They understand me so well, wow that sounded stupid. Oh well.
Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new
(Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again
I yawned, getting sleepy, then before I knew it. I was knocked out.
I wake up the next morning. I put on my best suit and went to the kitchen.
"MY! Don't you look adorable." Moms.
"I'm taking Dee Dee to the dance today." She looked excited, figured she always liked Dee Dee.
"Not without the corsage you won't." This is what happens,every time I mention a girl and me going with that girl.
She went to the backyard and picked a baby pink rose and attached a band to it, she haneded me it.
I gotta hand her, this looks pretty amazing.
I walked out the front door and headed to Dee Dee.
I'm surpised I wasn't thinking of her.
Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(away. away, away...)
[Chorus fades till end]
(Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again
I was on her door steps and took in a deep breathe. This is a beginning of something new. I thought to myself.
I knocked on the door and heard footsteps. Then I saw her, Dee Dee.
She looked, absolutely. Beautiful.
This is a begging of something new, I thought again.
i hoped you like it
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- alex out