ALL RIGHTS GO TO RACHEL CAINE!
Chapter one
Katie's POV
It's been two days since I was turned vamp and Jason actually took it better than what I expected. I was expecting him to freak and say that he didn't want to be with me anymore and that he hated me now and stuff like that, but no he stated clearly that he loved me no matter what and he didn't care that I was vamp. Thing is, I care that I'm vamp. I've had to avoid being close to Jason unless Michael was in the room or another vamp who could act before I did something I regret. I have also been avoiding being with my own children because I'm scared I'm going to hurt them or worse…
Not only do I have all that on my shoulders, Brandon has been put in charge of showing me how to be vamp and teaching me how to control these fucking urges. I hate Brandon with a bloody passion, so what does my supposed mother, Amelie, go and do? She goes and tells him that he has to look after me. Is she insane? I'm so close to staking his smug ass, he pisses me off to the fricking limit. I feel like having a mental break down, I miss my children and I want to hold them so badly, but I'm too scared to do it. How does Michael cope with this? Speak of the devil…
"Katie, c'mon it's fine. You can't lock yourself up all day; you have to come out eventually. Your worrying Jason over the edge and the twins keep crying for you" he calls to me through the wooden door that blocks me from the world. "I don't want to Michael; I don't want to hurt anybody. At least here I know I can't hurt them" I tell him and I hear him groan on the other side of the door. "For crying out loud Katie! Just give it a chance, I promise it will be fine; plus I'm here to stop you if your that concerned" he tells me and I sigh deeply before opening the door to a very smug Michael who grabs my hand and pulls me down the stairs to where everyone is.
I walk in and instantly freeze, all I can hear is their stupid hearts and their fricking blood beating around their bodies. The smell of their blood is so attracting I'm surprised I haven't leapt for them yet. Then again, I did have some blood an hour ago. I see Michael walk over and pick up a crying Rosabell from Jason and bring her over to me, I hesitate for a second before realising that her blood holds no appeal to me what so ever. It smells sweet and amazing but it doesn't make me want it. I smile as I take her from Michael and I love how she instantly stops crying once she's in my arms. "Her blood smells sweet Michael, it doesn't make me want to bite her. Her blood has no appeal to me, it just smells sweet like Roses" I tell him and I can see him smile happily and I can see Jason smiling as well.
I did all that worrying for nothing; I hold her close as she falls asleep in my arms. Once she's asleep I place her back down in her Moses basket and I look at Freddie and his blood smells exactly the same as Rosabell's. I look at Michael and he's grinning, and when I look at Jason all I can see is love and acceptance. I hesitate slightly before trusting myself enough to approach Jason. When I'm stood close enough to him I throw my arms around him and start mumbling loads of things into his chest. I feel his arms wrap around me and hold me close and once I have finished my mini babble session, Jason smiles joyfully before giving me the most meaningful kiss that I have ever had. I love him so much, why did I think that I could hurt him? O yeah, the whole vamp and blood thing…
I sigh again when I hear a knock at the door and I instantly know who it is. It's late at night, so he's probably here to give me a lesson and show me all the cool vamp places. He is such a sad ass. He walks into the living room and leans against the wall expectantly and I reluctantly pull away from Jason to glare at him as we leave the house. "So Brandy, what are we doing tonight then as part of my 'vamp school'" I put figurative air quotations around 'vamp school' to emphasize just how lame this is. I thought that he would glare me to death at calling him Brandy, but instead he just smiles. Why the hell is he being friendly? He's up to something and I definitely don't like it…