Hey guys. I'm back with a new story and I'm actually super excited about this one.i was finally able to log back into my fanfiction account and in excited to be writing about Sparks and Nova again. Read and I hope you enjoy! Leave a review so I know to continue this since I know there isn't much spove fans out there anymore. BButi hope you like it! ...…...
My eyes are burning. My womanhood in pain but I couldn't do anything about it. What was there to do? He was my husband and in his eyes, I should be doing every thing he asks of me. Including acts that I just don't want to do. What made me marry this man? It was love. He was everything I could of asked for when we first met. He treated me just like a queen and it was all just so amazing and perfect. But what changed him? I cry every night silently when I no longer feel his warm arms around, but instead his cold arms that barley even touch me unless it's in a rough way. His love is gone and I'm afraid to leave, he was everything I ever wanted. He says I should be grateful because he has a roof over my head. Or multiple as he puts it since he owns a mansion and is very well known in this city. But non one knows of his harsh ways.
"You are so lucky nova." every girl tells me. But no I am not. I am far from having luck when living with this so called man. But what else is there to do. He gave me so much and I will feel just awful if I just leave, including the fact that leaving could cause so much drama. He's known a lot and I'm afraid. Not just afraid of what some people would say, but afraid of what he will do to me when he finds me.
"Aw yea." he says as he rolls over onto his back, getting off of me. To be a huge relief that he finally finished.
"You know, you're getting a little lose." He says briefly. I turn over onto my side and hide my tears. What a thing to say to is own wife. Curse you.
"But I mean its what I settled for right? Cant complain.'' Manderin is an orange robot monkey with no heart. He's well known through out the city beaus of his money and huge company that he owns. He has me living in this huge house full of maids and workers in the back to keep some of his plantation going. When I first met him he was just so amazing. And I was extremely happy to finally be able to move away from the city and into this huge dream home. But this is no longer a dream, but a huge nightmare.
Manderin gets up and stretches, he doesn't even take a look at me when he's already walked into the bathroom to shower and change. I'm left with my thoughts and my quiet weeping. I weep for the pain but I also weep from the love I truly miss. The love that has now turned into hate from me and lust from him. He says it keeps his image safe by having a beautiful wife by his side. Even if it is complementing me it is said with no love and that makes me feel as useless as being called the ugliest girl alive. This huge house echo's to me. To me it is lonely. No children, I've been wanting children but it just isn't what he wants. He doesn't feel the need to start and actual family with me, so every time he uses me for his pleasure he uses protection and makes sure not to impregnate me at all. But what changed? I don't know. Maybe he was always like this and I just got blinded by the fact that he was taking me away into this huge home. Who knows, but I do know one thing and that's the fact that I don't want to be here anymore.
I hear the shower turn and manderin shuffling around inside. He comes out with a towel around his waist and walks over to his dresser.
''Clean yourself up nova. I'm having some new workers come in today to work in the plantation, some of the ones I already got are getting a little too old to keep on working in my plantation.'' He puts his tie on and turns over to me, I had already wiped my tears away and I shoot him a small smile. He walks over to me and places a hand on my check. Its cold.
''My dear Nova.'' He leans down and gives me a quick kiss before getting up and walking away through the doors. They close and I'm left alone again. I sigh and finally gather up the strength to get up and go to the shower.