Yeah, this is an angsty piece but fear not, there shall be no character death. I'm sorry if the jounal entries get confusing, or if I accidentally call Kaoru Hikaru occasionally, I swapped who was saying what around a couple of times when writing this.
Disclaimer: I own neither Kaoru nor Hikaru, I don't like to talk about it, too painfull.
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Kaoru. Hikaru
Kaoru's Journal
It's funny how our act died when it ceased to be an act. Well, on my part at least. It was so incredibly easy to lie to them all, to pretend I was involved in an overly-dramatic, incestuous relationship with my twin. It was easy, and we were good at it. The cries of passion, the low moans, the tears and the blushes, it was all so simple. Then, being me after all, I went right on ahead and complicated it.
Oh yes it was easy to lie to our brainless fans, I don't think they ever noticed the difference. Lying to my friends was much more difficult and a wasted effort as they guessed anyway. But lying to Hikaru was hard, bordering on impossible and it hurt. It physically hurt me to have to lie to my brother. So I did everything I could (and when I say everything, I mean everything) to avoid the subject. He knew something was up, (how could he not? One time I snogged some random girl senseless when our conversation started to veer into dangerous territory…) but he had no idea what. I knew this, because I knew him. Or at least I thought I did. After all, I thought he knew me.
The point of these journal entries, (for those that haven't already picked it up) is that I, Kaoru Hitachii, am in love with my twin brother. Hikaru. I know, sickening, isn't it?
Why did I have to love you?
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Just so you know, should you want me to put up another chapter you have to review. (Evil laughter)