Rachels POV
He still loves me right? I mean, he hurt me but he regrets it…right?
Finns POV
Why would I do that? I love her so much and now I've fucked it all up… again.
It started a while back, we had been trying for a baby for so long and every time she conceived she would lose it. I guess I blamed her for that.
But if we are being honest, it really was her fault! The Dr. Shumar told her that she was too fit and thin for her body to adapt to having a baby! And she didn't listen, not once. She would still go out running everyday and drink those stupid fucking protein shakes! She wouldn't sleep enough or eat enough and I told her again and again "Rachel! You can't do this, it isn't good for the baby" then she would call me inconsiderate and selfish and go out for another run. So yeah, I guess I was a dick, but she was the selfish and inconsiderate one.
Rachels POV
It started after my 5th miscarriage, he wouldn't hold me in bed, or hug me when I cried about loosing yet another baby and he wouldn't listen when I spoke about how I felt. The only time he'd touch me is when we would try for another baby and that's the only way he would go back to smiling. When it came to the 6th pregnancy test and it came up positive he was so sure it was going to be our chance, but I was scared, scared of losing my stature and my figure and my looks and my dreams of being a famous broadway star, so I kept exercising so I could hold onto it for a little bit longer. It seemed like a good idea until I woke up during the night to use the bathroom and instead of it being a usual trip to the toilet there was blood pouring down my leg, again. So, we lost another baby, again. So yeah, I guess I was selfish and inconsiderate but he was a dick.
Please review so far! Don't worry lots of angst and smut coming up, angry finn and angry Rachel make very hot scenes.