I wanted to scream it from the roof tops , he was gone , Thank you world , you have broken me.
I gazed blankley at the dull red double doors .waiting for the new student to arive , my mind far off from all of this . I still could remember what the counsiler said to me , and i wouldnt let it stop playing in my head.
"Alice I need you to show him around , no one else is better for the job than you, and it would be nice foryou to have at least one friend"
Even though i knew that he was right his words still stung , and clinged to every part of me like a bad smell . It was because he was right that made it linger in my mind , I had no friends , other than my books , i was aloune in this world . I was too different in this town to get any one to even take a second look at me.
When my mind drifted slowley along back to reality , he was there at the locker by my side , trying to get the combonation right and swearing when his finger slipped . His fist pounded on the faided blue door .
He was like a angel , well a dark angel , in his doc martins and skinny jeans with a gorillaz plastic beach top on , he was perfect , and i hadnt even seen his face .
I let my eyes trail across the dusty ground , my palms begining to sweat and my hands clenched into fists , then i did the most stupid thing to do.
"Hi , I'm Alice " My voice blurted out , raising towards the end , making me want to run away and hide ,it might still be ok , he might not have notised .
He did "Hi Alice I'm Maxxy ,you must be the person they set to show me around " ,I dared to lift my eyes to see his face his eyes where like lavinder pools , swirling and floting , making my mind drift off into contempt , hypnotised in the soft flowing coulers.
When my body forced its self to look away , my eyes wandered up to his hair , dark dark brown that flayled and fluttered away , like fethers soft and and silkey.I yearned to touch it , run my hands through the tangled mess , letting the knots get caught in my fingers as i twined and tugged them free from the possesive grip.
He laughed and stroked his hair down at the back "Well should we go to the lesson"I felt a flsh of warm heat rush to my cheeks . His delicate and pale pnk lips curl up ,letting his bright white teeth shine through , beautiful.
"O-okay , wheres your time table ?" After fishing in his pocket fora few seconds he finaly picked out a crumpled and folded piece of paper , handing it over to me , I saw the burn on his hand , but quickley focused away.
I opened it up , trying to straighten it out enough forme to be able to make out the letters . The first peak at it that i had , i felt a burst of purge joy , surge through my body , spreading all the way frommy head to my toes .
"Well your in all of my lessons , so come on "I handed him back the peice of peper , but he didnt just take the paper he took my hand , and squesed it , letting the warmth of his hand change to mine . Feeling on the verge of passing out, my legs started to move forward . I pulled on his arm , and toughed him along through the coridore , letting his energy surge through my body ,making me feel whole again .
I couldnt belive it I finaly felt ok , not isolated , like a human again.