Remus John Lupin, the love of my life. Not that I had much choice in it anyway, we were always going to end up together. I met him the first year of Hogwarts he quickly became best friends with my cousin Sirius Black, you see I'm the youngest Black sister. Narcissa is 5 years older than me then there's Andromeda and lastly Bellatrix who is the oldest and the apple of my mother and fathers eyes.
I am more like Sirius than I am the rest of my family, you see Sirius and I don't believe in the pure-blood values that our family's tried to drill into us. We both suffered for it luckily for Sirius he managed to leave and is now staying with the Potters, unfortunately for me I'm stuck at home and have to act like I believe in everything they say although I think they know since I was sorted into Gryffindor.
I was currently boarding the train for my final year at Hogwarts, I had grown close with the mauraders but Remus especially. I loved that he was so different from the other three, he was quiet and smart and bookish. We spent a lot of time together over the last six years and I have really fell for him but nothing has happened, just a bit of harmless flirting now and then. I know he's not interested in me like that it was just for fun, plus after Sirius warning them to stay away and that she wasn't available to any guy they never made any moves.
In fact no one had made any moves on her I guess all the guys were scared of Sirius, she was broken out of her dreams when she felt an arm wrap round her waist. "Earth to Sam" Remus said and she blushed "ohh sorry I was miles away just now" she said and he chuckled "cmon lets go find a compartment" he said and she nodded. She couldn't believe hot he looked just now, he had broadened out over the summer. He wasn't as scrawny as he was before and she noticed he had a new scar on his face, "what happened?" She asked reaching out running her finger along it but he flinched "ohh nothing just a quidditch accident over the summer" he said.
"Where are the others?" She asked "running late as usual" Remus said as they got into a compartment. Sam got seated and immediately pulled out a book and Remus smiled, he was sat across from her and she looked so beautiful. He liked her he really did but he knew she would never go for a guy like him, especially if she found out about his secret. He had never told her the guys knew but they had worked it out for themselves, he blushed when Sam looked up and caught him staring.
"See something you like?" She teased and Remus chuckled and smirked "yeah I do actually" he said leaning forward and Sam giggled and went to say something but the compartment door opened and in Sirius and James barrelled in "hey guys sorry we're late" Sirius said collapsing onto the seat next to Sam and wrapped his arm round her shoulder. "So how is my wonderful cousin?" He asked "I'm fine" Sam said closing her book.
They began catching up on their summers and Peter eventually joined them with snacks, "thank god I am starving" Sirius said grabbing some. The train took off and the guys chatted amongst themselves while Sam read her book, she kept sneaking sly glances at Remus and he smiled when he caught her. "Haven't you guys got prefect duties to head to?" James said and Remus rolled his eyes "haven't you got head boy duties to attend to, don't think Lilly will be impressed with you being late on your first day" he said and James jumped up "shit I forgot" he said running out the compartment.
Remus chuckled standing up "cmon Sam we better not be late for this meeting" he said and she nodded standing too "we'll see you two later" she said and Sirius nodded "keep an eye on her Remus I don't want to see any funny business with guys" he said and Sam rolled her eyes "seriously Sirius! I can look after myself" she snapped before walking off "must be her time of the month" Sirius said causing Remus and Peter to laugh. Remus went after Sam and caught up with her in the next carriage "you know he means well" he said and she sighed frustrated "yes but I can't have a boyfriend because of him" she said and Remus smiled sadly.
"Yeah but you wouldn't want one here, most of them are dicks anyway" he said and Sam laughed "or I just have to sneak around, I've become quite good at that and he hasn't noticed" she said and Remus looked at her surprised "what? Have you got a boyfriend just now?" He asked "I wouldn't say boyfriend more like friends with benefits" she said. Remus stopped and looked at her shocked "ohh cmon Remus you didn't think I'd stay pure and innocent just because Sirius wants it that way" she said. "Now cmon we're going to be late" she said grabbing his arm and guided him into the meeting.
Remus couldn't focus during the whole meeting, he couldn't take his mind off thinking about who was this guy that Sam was seeing. He felt very uneasy and jealous, he didn't like the thought of sam being with another guy. "Looks like we're partners" sam whispered to Remus bringing him out of his daydream. "Are we that's great" he said and she nodded "yeah it is" she said and they got up and headed out for their parole of the train.
