"You're home early." Sebastian entered the room and caught sight of Blaine's dark head by the couch.
"Daddy dearest didn't think I'd be of any more use so I thought about staying in the office or coming home." He leaned over the couch and burried his face in Blaine's wild curls. "Between you and me Killer, it wasn't that tough of a decision."
Blaine relaxed into Sebastian, though the couch still kept them away from the other. "It's fine. It's probably karma that brought you home early when I've been begging the universe to keep you away for maybe at least three more hours."
Sebastian's eyes widened a bit in surprise, he kept his voice light as he continued to nuzzle Blaine. "And pray tell, why would you need me to be kept away from you? I know I ate the last of the Oreos, but do you really prefer those cookies over me? I'm hurt."
"He's saying that because I need to speak to you." Kurt's voice came from the open bedroom door. His glasz eyes were a bit rid, his voice wavering. "Both of you, and I was just hoping for a few more hours to collect my thoughts so I don't end up fainting before I can get anything out or maybe even start babbling like some broken record."
Seeing one of his lovers distressing on the couch was okay, because Sebastian knew he could fix it with a little wooing and maybe some chocolate or champagne, but seeing the other simultaneously looking like a relative died was troublesome.
For the past three years that they'd been together, Sebastian still had a hard time when it came to feelings. He'd only ever come to trust Kurt and Blaine, and it wasn't until three months into the relationship did he give into the fact that in order for their rare love to work out, they had to get personal, not only physically (which wasn't a problem for them) but emotionally too. He had given into that because they accepted him though he was still as reserved and closed off towards other people.
Stepping forward, he moved to wrap his arms around the slightly shorter brunette, his brow furrowing when Kurt took a step back. "Baby, what's wrong? Did you and Blaine fight?"
Kurt worried on his bottom lip but shook his head while Blaine gave an indignant squawk to which Sebastian responded with an apologetic pout.
"I'm sorry," he mumbled crossing his arms over his chest. "But when I come home, early mind you, to find neither of my boys happy to see me, I would like the credibility and right to assume the worse. Especially since one of you look like their favorite shirt's just gotten a stain that will be a major bitch to get out ."
It was odd for Sebastian to start grumbling about clothes, but it got the desired effect and Kurt's face brightened, and so did Blaine's. Sebastian tried to hug Kurt again, and this time the brunette let him. They stayed that way for a bit, the silence welcomed before Kurt pulled away and tugged Sebastian to sit on the couch with Blaine.
"I... I need to tell you guys something, obviously." Kurt fidgeted with his fingers, his gaze glassy. He took several breaths before meeting Blaine's, then Sebastian's gaze then zeroing out on both of them. "I... I need you both to keep an open mind. And I need you to know that I love you both very much."
Worry flickered in Blaine's eyes, him not really caring whether or not Kurt had demanded the floor. "Are you breaking up with us? Was it something I did? Was it something I said?"
Kurt's eyes widened and he shook his head vigorously. "No, sweetie, no. It's not that. I don't think I'll ever find a reason to let either of you go... Whether you'll want me or not after you hear about this is what we should all be thinking."
Sebastian and Blaine exchanged glances and Kurt gave a defeated sigh. It was now or never.
"You remember when I went on that two day stay-away trip with Rachel two months ago?" Blaine nodded whilst Sebastian tried to clear his memory. Kurt saw his confusion and attempted to help clear it. "I'd taken a week off of work and planned on spending two days with Rachel and the rest with both of you."
"Still lost here." Sebastian murmured, gaze far away. Kurt was losing his nerve by now and was thankful when Blaine spoke up.
"Me. You. Kurt. Bed. Handcuffs and my poor and forever wrinkled silk green bow ties."
"Oh." Sebastian let out. Well that certainly got a few bells to ring. He thought back to just how much fun he and his boys had when he realized Kurt was a breath away from hyperventilating. "Sorry, keep going baby."
"Well... Right..." Kurt opened his mouth a few more times, but all the came out were assurances probably directed towards himself than at either Sebastian or Blaine. Clearing his throat, he tried again. "Anyways... That, that get-away had been two months ago, and I said I needed it more than either you two could ever know. A week before I asked for the time off, I started getting these weird urges and... feelings."
Kurt paused and waited for a reaction, all he got was silence. Which was good, because if either Sebastian or Blaine distracted him with one of their pleasant memories he was going to lose his never and skip telling them altogether. A little breathless, he continued.
"Not emotional feelings, though. They were physical. Like something inside me was changing." Kurt licked his lips. "Now I need you to think about that show we saw last Tuesday."
This time neither Blaine nor Sebastian needed reminders. The 'show' Kurt had picked out at random had woken up a few of their high school Sex Ed classes where their teacher explained just how rare it was to find a man who was capable of bearing children. It had been an interesting topic when the three had been in Dalton, but it had confused Blaine when they watched it and thoroughly caught Sebastian off guard.
Where was this leading to?
It didn't take longer than the minute of heavy silence for it to all click.
"You have to take this from where I'm standing." Kurt backed up from them, his entire form shaking. "I... I didn'tknow that I was a Carrier because if I did I would never have kept it from either of you. You know how I am with secrets and the fact of the matter is I can't keep them from you. I know it's a shock, a really, really big shock but like I said, keep an open mind."
More silence and Kurt practically fell on his knees in front of Sebastian and Blaine. "Please say something."
What though? What could Blaine or Sebastian say to this? Their relationship was odd enough, what with there being three people in it, which not only did they not mind but they absolutely loved it and thought that neither the relationship nor their sanity could go on if one should decide to back out.
Adding a... Adding the fact that Kurt was a Carrier into all this...
Of course they'd thought about children, well, Blaine and Kurt had thought about children. Sebastian had been particularly closed off with that topic and they'd respected his wishes. At this moment though, Kurt would have given anything to know what Sebastian thought of this, consequences be damned to hell like ice cream on a summer's day.
"Wh... What are you saying?" It was Blaine who collected his thoughts first. His chocolate brown eyes wide. "You... want... You want... You want a baby?"
The word alone brought out a series of reactions. Blaine's heart clenched at it, hearing him say it for the first time, his mind opening up fully to the idea of them having a child, one who was biologically all their own. To be quite honest, he was thrilled.
Sebastian remained silent, throughout the conversation, his head lowered and his eyes hooded as if not really present in the room. His behavior was understood, he needed a moment to wrap his head around the situation, and he rarely showed himself being so vulnerable as this and Kurt was hoping beyond all that was good in the world that him dropping the bomb was not gonna send one of his boyfriends into a comma.
Reaching a hand out to both of them, Kurt deftly squeezed their hands, watching his milky skin interlock with their tanned ones. His cheeks turned red and his blood pounded deafeningly in his ears.
"I... I want a baby." Kurt breathed out, and almost simultaneously, Blaine and Sebastian met his gaze and they conveyed how much they wanted this too. Before they could react, Kurt slipped his hands to his stomach and basically had to force the words out of his mouth. "At least I want this one..."
AN: How was that?
