I don't own anything, not even a cat, pity I do like cats! I'm posting this under pain of death from ShinigamiPhoenix who rules. Read her stuff she is a wicked writer and deserves every gold star she is given! About the fic, umm.... I wrote it, I don't own john, (pity) Remy (bigger pity) or Sebastian (hey id be able to kill him that's a good thing) I do however own Chal. This was supposed to be a one shot but I have a feeling that it might get longer, depending on the reviews I get. Oh yeah, this is a weird fic too; there isn't really anything in it. It's mainly direct though, on john's part and a little extra spicy Cajun chicken to make it more fun! (oh yeah i found the edit function)

Bleeding from my depths... BY Angyl-devyl

She's out there somewhere,

Looking out onto this big empty city.

Full of fast cars, fast women and dirty money.

Within all of it she's the most pure thing id ever come close to.

And through my stupidity I've lost it all.

Her trust

Her love,

I lost her.

She's dead to me now;

she won't return my calls,

I've left countless messages, she wont call me back.

I should have listened,

Instead I don't even know if she'll ever find her way back

I'm not going to give up on her this time.

"Hey there, you've reached Chals office, I'm doing something else, please leave me a message and I'll catch you later... Beep"

"Chal, its John, cant wait to see you tonight, got a big night planned, that new restaurant opening on sunset, the one you want to go to, I've got us 7 o'clock reservations, get back to me. You've got ummmm... rustling sounds well its three pm now, so four hours to get ready, you better start now. I'll pick you up at six thirtyish, love ya, and ring if you need anything. Uh Bye. Click"

Earlier in the day I was happy,

The world was bright and full of joy,

I hadn't really found a purpose until I met her.

Then one night, out late, a beautiful Sheila fell into my lap.

Black leather, red top, long sleeves, dark makeup,

She was a goddess from the minute I met her.

Taking people in, helping them,

Never did a thing for herself,

She made me laugh.

I never wanted to make her cry,

I loved her, I still do

I was hers from the first time she smiled at me.

My angel.

"Hey there, you've reached Chals office, I'm doing something else, please leave me a message and I'll catch you later... Beep "

"Hey babe, its me again, its um nearly uh four, your probably in the shower or something, uh, I had something come up, I'm gonna have to get you at seven. Its okay I've already changed the reservations, and I promise I'll have you back at the club by ten. Don't panic if were a few minutes late. I know the guy he's pretty cool about it. Anyway I'll see ya at seven, missing you already babe."

I was looking forward to the dinner,

Wish she would answer the phone,

Need to make sure she wants to go.

Make sure she can, never know with her.

She's always so busy never taking a minute for herself.

Compassionate and kind,

I teased her so many times about having wings and a halo.

She'd just grin at me and make love to me on the floor of her office

After she'd snuggle into my arms and we'd talk.

Said it was the best part of her life.

We'd just chat away like school kids,

Lying naked on her office floor.

Soft carpet, beautiful woman,

And then reality would catch-up

She'd have to leave me.

I hated the look in her eyes

"Hey there, you've reached Chals office, I'm doing something else, please leave me a message and I'll catch you later... Beep "

"Chal, look its five thirty, I'm getting worried, I don't mean to be an alarmist, but where are you? I know I'm probably just being overprotective but two and a half hours? You're never out of the office this long, not on a Friday night. Chal, babe, angel, ring me, keep me sane huh? And I know you'll tease me when ya reach me, I'm too paranoid for my own good. Just afraid that I'll loose ya to some good-looking guy, like toad. Laughs so if ya get the chance, message me, ring me, email me, send up a sky writer, let me know your okay. I love ya chal, bye."

That looks always got to me,

Lying on the floor with her eyes lit up,

I knew she was alive

Beautiful shining blue orbs

She was always so serious all the time,

I though for a while she didn't know how to smile,

Proved me wrong didn't she.

The first holiday, camping in the middle of the woods

Bloody freezing, cute little tent,

And her there telling me she'd get the fire lit....

In the end, I helped her a little bit,

After that it wasn't cold,

Checking that I wasn't an althiaphobe,

She broke out a bag of marshmallows and we just talked and laughed all night,

Watched the sun come up over a mountain,

That was the first time I kissed her,

Soft lips, warm hands, twigs in her hair,

We snuggled into a sleeping bag on the second night,

Her and me, and just snuggled,

She fell asleep clinging to me, and I promised Id always keep her safe.

"Hey there, you've reached Chals office, I'm doing something else, please leave me a message and I'll catch you later... Beep"

"Chal this is beyond a joke, its seven, I'm outside the club, there's no one here, Babe I'm worried now, are you in trouble?? I'm panicking, your not answering your mobile, your not answering your office and your not answering your home phone Chal. Give me a sign, please, Babe? The sound of sirens is heard in the distance CHALICE? Well then, I guess your not coming; at least others have the guts to drop their boyfriends by not standing tem up. I'll see you around then I guess, not much else to say is there? You obviously don't want to hang out with me anymore. What did I do? Sniff babe? Please don't do this to me, please? FINE, have it your way, CLICK"

There are a million things I could have done.

Gotten there earlier,

Given up calling and gone in face to face

Locked her in a box Kept her from harm

Wrapped her in gauze and kept her in a tiny room for the rest of her life.

She wouldn't have liked that though,

Not my angel, she liked doing dangerous thing.

Skydiving, scuba diving, base-jumping, archery, fencing,

That was her, she ran a club for mutants,

Dealt with the FOH more times that she'd ever admit.

So what went wrong?

My angel is in the hands of a blue furry doctor and a telepath,

Irony, the joy of my heart being fixed by my sworn enemies.

Remy didn't take the news any better,

My hearts bleeding, and I've know her eight month,

He's know her near eight years,

"'Ello, mah cheris, Remy say leave him a message after dat beep, OH Real Mature Remy, if you want to leave a message for John, please do so, magnetos voice is heard in the back ground what are you both doing... Beep "

"Hello, this is Dr Henry McCoy, returning a stream of messages found on Dr Tears, answering machine. I'm sorry to inform you of this, but she was found hanging upside down from the roof of her office at five to seven this evening. She has lost a large amount of blood; please prepare yourself for the worst. The cuts are very deep and she is yet to regain consciousness. If there is any change in her condition I will call you, otherwise you can come to see her at the Xavier institute, thank you, and I'm sorry."

Bleeding to death,

because of some stupid bastard,

Mainly ME,

there are so many things I should have done.

I could have helped her,

Hank said later that she'd been tortured for hours.

And no one knows why,

So that's why I'm sitting here,

Watching the centre of my world slip away from me.

Beeping Machines keeping her alive.

She may have bled,

But I'm bleeding now,

The Cajun looks about the same,

Hasn't said a word in four days, which is a record for him,

Just holds onto her hand,

Were both bleeding for her now,

Bleeding from our depths.

"Hey there, you've reached Chals office, I'm doing something else, please leave me a message and I'll catch you later... Beep "

"Yes, this is Sebastian Shaw, Cathryn, I hope you got the message, next time it will be much more severe. Just remember we own you, regardless of what you are. I've sent you flowers as a get well present. Hopefully they wont need to become a memoriam wreath, after all its not like I'm made of money laughs"

So that's it, what do you think? Tell you what, you press the "go" button and submit a review and I'll think of something to give you! Lol. Id really like feed back on this guys, thanks. A