a/n: yeah yeah, i don't own any of these characters. they're jkr's. although names aren't even mentioned you can probably figure out who they are. in case you can't it's draco/harry. and it's draco's pov. and it's sort of odd for him, but hey, it's not like he's in love with harry in canon (oh we can only hope) and so -- hey -- here's my perspective of it. it's rated r(i'm not sure about the rating, so i was being safe -- hope it's all right) for implied sex, and the fact that it's slash, meaning male/male relationships. right, and if that's not your favorite thing, then head on out, or read it. you might find more than you expected. flames -- whatever. it's not graphic, so it shouldn't really offend anyone, but hey, i'll deal with it. thanks a bunch.
Crazy.
That's the way you make me feel.
Always have and always will.
And now it's worse, because you're here, next to me, and I can feel your breath on me, and then your lips.
Hot and sweet. Perfect and at the same time -- so so wrong for me.
For you.
For everyone.
Crazy.
That's what they'd call us if they knew.
If they knew about the way you make me feel.
How my heart stops when you come into a room and I can't quite function when you're near.
How I'd do anything in the whole world to save you from pain and suffering and at the same time know that all the pain you'll ever know will come from me.
Because I can't be that person for you. The one you deserve.
I feel so low sometimes. And I wonder why you picked me of all people.
Because we are so wrong for each other that it's crazy.
Crazy.
But you know it's true.
You're good and right and innocent.
And me? I'm tainted and caustic and wrong.
Wrong wrong wrong.
Crazy.
You drive me crazy.
The lust clouding your eyes and making me want you that much more.
The little, over-the-shoulder glances in the hall.
The coy smile you give me from across the room at dinner.
The notes I get in your scrawly handwriting.
The feel of you against me.
The feel of you in me.
It's so right it's crazy.
Crazy.
And you know what the most crazy thing is?
That you love me.
At the end of the day, after everything I've put you and your friends through, you still love me.
And what's even more crazy is that I love you back.
I've never loved anything in my life. And I love you.
Crazy.
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a/n: i've never written draco before. and this is not at all what he sounds like in canon, or even usually in fanon, but hey, i like sappy draco. he's fun. sweeter than usual too. so, yeah, it's ooc. works better that way.