This fic is dedicated to a series of poems I intend to write along with stories if I decide to add stories to them. I'm not sure if I will be adding more but might depends on time and stuff enjoy
Who you are?
Dark shadows streak his face
Weapon held tight and poised with Grace
Locked away tight behind glistening gold
Heart fallen, eyes cold
Swift and witty
What a waste, what a pity
Life has shown him no light
No rise for him, no way to take flight
Arrogance and bitter pride
Perfection chanted through each stride
Trying to reach a far off goal
This inevitably will take his soul
Hard as stone
Completely alone
Reach out for someone
Yet be saved by no one
Fallen one from birth was tainted
Each little feature he himself painted
A façade so aged and emotionless
As a child beaten till motionless
On the outside so calm and collect
On the inside the pain takes effect
This one needs meaning
Something to heal the inside and stop the bleeding
Rivers of blood take form in tears
Ren himself won't admit to his fears
Is this who you are?
Banish memories to afar
Too young to be this way
Too deep the wound on the inside lay
Gashed by horrors of the past
A world you never knew captured you fast
Entranced by simple humanity
A new lesson to strip you of your vanity
New features poke through to the surface
Could it be you found your true place?
Stare at the stars for they are your guide
They never once hurt you or lied
Even though you had wronged
You'll find what you longed
Loyal as a pup to your found friend
The one who taught you and helped you mend
New faces begin to gather
Loneliness retreats farther and farther
Content in this security
Yet still you approach things with great maturity
Shy and held back
Care and love you do lack
Though you remain defensive
Your skill and bravery are incomprehensive
This is who you are
Tao Ren
The shaman tournament is now over, a winner has been decided and that winner is Yoh Asakura. Ren stood with his head held high behind the cheering mass and roaring applause. At the back of this crowd he watches as his friend brushes himself off holding his injuries letting many pat him on the back and congratulate him properly. Out of these many Yoh seemed to pass glances to his team mates, Horo there cheering his lungs out Ryu chanting his masters name with the jeering hustle of the crowd. Faust standing in the middle of the crowd clapping politely with his deceased love, Anna and Pilika both smiled away watching the king of shaman be carried away. Chocolove Lyserg and all merged into one big gathering all for Yoh. One was not though, one faded to back where he started. In the shadows giving a faint smile the only form of congratulations he could offer for he felt a stab of shame knowing that his only reason for existence had just been taken away…
Dark shadows streak his face
Weapon held tight and poised with Grace
Locked away tight behind glistening gold
Heart fallen, eyes cold
As time passed Ren kept meaning to return home but to what? He had no true place with his family especially now. He had no title he had nothing to offer and no one to go to. His family didn't want a failure back. Ren sat looking out over the yard as he watched his friends scamper and play in the sunlight. Horo Manta and Yoh all trying to soak each other with the hose and hit one another with water balloons. No one really noticed him except Horo he had thrown quick glances Rens way in between playful antics. Ren sat in his window for a long while feeling like he was on the outside looking in. Horo turned and looked up at the saddened face of Ren stopping in his tracks, this was a costly mistake for him as two balloons directly hit him soaking him from head to foot. Ren had to smile as Horo twisted and jumped at the cold water seeping through his thin t-shirt. Horo placed sole blame on Ren getting sinister and teasing ideas. With a single throw a direct hit was made to Ren who sat on the windowsill. The look on his face of pure shock as cold liquid dripped from his clothes onto the floor. Rens eyes narrowed his face turned towards the one who drenched him. Loud laughter was heard from said person along with the defining giggles of the occupants of the yard.
"So you think your funny" Ren shouted hauling himself to stand on the windowsill before climbing down to the ground quickly.
"Look out Horo you made him mad" Manta squealed as Ren pounced on the Ainu who still even though about to face certain doom still chortled in his giddy way. As the angry face loomed over the cheerful lighthearted shaman softness began to show as Ren let a smirk more playful than his usual ones cross his features. Horo couldn't open his eyes he was still laughing to hard to be able to. Ren got the hose in his grasp and shoved one end down the top of the Ainu getting an instant reaction as the one under Ren tensed from the stinging cold tippling Ren from the top of him to the bottom letting the hose finally drop to the ground seeping into Ren hair and down into the freshly cut grass. Ren tried to move himself away from the water only to find his body pressed down by the blue haired ice shaman Horo. Ren looked up to glare at the boy but froze into a state of astonishment as blue met gold. Horos eyes danced around all cheerful and fresh like the middle of the ocean calm yet strong, deep and moving. Horo stared back into gold eyes that were wide and for once the colour gleamed, for a singular moment his sockets did not seep away all the emotion from his eyes, fear of being known did not hold back the true nature of those eyes as should been from birth. For once his eyes were truly golden and like glass marbles. That moment did not last Ren didn't like those eyes, those soft blue ones that never needed to be hidden in deep chasms. It was like bricks hitting Rens eyes as the stone sealed over the surface hiding the true colour making the eyes hard and dark yellow. Ren face twisted in a look of disgust not just towards Horo but also towards himself. He felt betrayed by his own eyes but more so he felt taken advantage of by the Ainus.
"Get off me" Ren spat out harshly before landing a hit to Horos face and not in a zestful way either. He stood not turning to see the damage he had done just being satisfied he'd done it. Horos eyes glazed over as he held his face due to the pain but mainly the pain from whom it was from rather than the actual blow. Ren went inside and sank to the floor cursing for being so weak. He felt like a weakling every time he looked upon that baka… what reason would he want Horo to be his friend for, better off alone was the only excuse he could muster up
Swift and witty
What a waste, what a pity
Life has shown him no light
No rise for him, no way to take flight
The day's earlier event pushed aside as dinner was served and all were called to the table for dinner. A bruise had formed where Horo was hit and quite a nasty one at that. It made his face puff slightly and the edges reddened and each and every time Horo spoke or ate a tingly sensation and slight pain discomforted him. Ren sat quietly as always at the edge not paying attention to the idle chitchat or orders directed by Anna to all the members at the table. Ren let his eyes shift up to where he had bruised Horo; he saw the slightly swollen purple and red mark he had branded with his fist thinking to himself as he usually did.
'I guess I hit him a little too hard; he deserved it for doing that to me. First he soaks me then he pins me to the wet ground ruining my clothes… but worse he had to catch me off guard, he had to tear down my guard to try catch me out. I wont let myself be beaten by that weak lesser! How could he take down my defences by smiling, by looking at me like that or by noticing I was even there… why cant I hate him' His thoughts were interrupted as Horo saw Ren staring at the bruise. Horo felt angered by this, he sat there admiring his work no doubt in Horos mind that was the reason. He turned to face Ren before directly addressing him
"Admiring our work are we or do you just like staring at me" Rens eyes shifted from the mark to face Horo directly not telling of the real reason he had stared, he had thought of ways to apologise but knew he'd never say them. Now Ren wanted to make the Ainu feel as small as he felt.
"I was wondering if you'd like the other cheek to match" Ren fiercely slammed his hand on the table leering like a lion at a challenging male. He didn't want to loose even at a staring contest, two sets of eyes fixated in a match of who would get scared and turn away first. Each put on their best and most fierce face leaning further forward to try physically dominating each other with faces inches apart. Horo looked for a while seeing bitterness and foolish pride. All the things that made Ren arrogant were him always thinking himself as the superior and the endless bragging about his perfectly sculptured physique with brains to boot. Horo hated that this boy was supposed to be almighty yet couldn't bare to be seen for one second with his guard down. Horo thought it cowardly to hide away to be afraid of yourself, as Ren seemed to be. One second just one Ren shown a tail to what he was thinking as Horos face became more pained than intimidating Rens face changed too. Horo saw this pulling back to stare at Ren as he slowly realised what had happened. He mentally screamed out insults to himself. He let that Ainu get the better of him again. He was sick of this. Twice in one day he had been jabbed at by Horos blue eyes, he couldn't take anymore. He stood and with out a word gave a dirty look to Horo before leaving…
Arrogance and bitter pride
Perfection chanted through each stride
Trying to reach a far off goal
This inevitably will take his soul
Nighttime had fallen and Ren tried to sleep but failed lying on his bed in sleepless rest finding interest in the roof. He heard a click then the door slowly be pushed open gently. He did not turn his head just shifted his eyes so he could see the top of the visitors head. He knew it wasn't Manta because he would be too short to see and it wasn't Yoh or Ryu… neither of them had blue hair. He didn't bother to move as Horo stood looking over the top of Ren glaring as if Ren had just insulted him significantly. Ren was glad the shadows hid his tired and tormented eyes, he was even more thank full that the amazing blue Horos eyes were now fell on empty sockets and the shadows dug out the piercing cerulean colour. Ren kept himself still not flinching under the watchful eyes of Horo-Horo. He kept firm not giving in just staring back unnoticeably cold.
"What do you want?" Ren hissed unkindly to Horo
"I want to know why you've been so temperamental recently?" Horo questioned holding the same unkind tone Ren held
"I have not been temperamental it's just you being more annoying than usual" Ren retorted
"This morning you were perfectly happy then suddenly you turned from actually looking human for once to an extra tightly wound brat" Horo pointed out his views on the facts
"Well what do you expect? You drenched me then you didn't expect me to get you back!" Ren hissed again this time sitting up to hiss loudly at him
"I expected you to get me back, but after you did I looked at you and for once you weren't looking down at me, for once you looked … you looked" Horo was interrupted in his search for the answer
"I looked what!" Ren nearly shouted at him
"You looked like a normal human being" Horo stated openly. Ren stared at him for a few moments stewing in his own rage fighting every urge to scream and shout till his lungs exploded.
"Well excuse me for not being like you, what? Do you want me to apologise for being alive or do you just want me to be weak, so you can take advantage?" Ren started babbling feeling misunderstood and completely pushed aside
"Your so full of crap" was the answer Ren got for all his questioning
"What would you know anyway, you know nothing your nothing but a Baka-Ainu"
Horo tightened his fist "I don't know why I even came here" Horo backed away from the bed "I don't know why I cared" Horo turned and went through the doorway. As he started to leave Ren sat in shock, Horo said he cared. Was that the reason he came? Was that all he meant in his visit… not to humiliate or look down at Ren but out of care. Ren lifted his arm up reached out to the doorway ready to ask Horo to stay but the door shut in his face, left alone in his room again…
Hard as stone
Completely alone
Reach out for someone
Yet be saved by no one
A while after Horo left Ren had switched back putting his wall up even higher than before so that nothing could look over his defences. Not even the great wall of china could compare to the height he built his wall but Ren was only human really, though great and tall and vast his wall was not strong enough to stop himself from peering down deep seeing things that haunt. This time his wall would be brought tumbling down from the inside…
Ren slept tossing and turning as memories flooded his every resting moment filling his dreams to the brim with horrors. Every word that slithered from his father's lips and fell onto his ears echoed ringing distorting his hearing. Images flash and pain seeped into his empty chest clawing with sharp razor like fingers. Each memory tore his open wound for a heart open further. Each crack of a whip and every soft cry out resulting in an old wound reopening spilling from the small frail image of the child Ren. Since as long as he can remember the crack of lightning, the crack of bones… the crack of a whip was something to be feared above all else. Years of slowly ingesting the poison his father fed him lead to this being, this demonic black withered piece of flesh filled with venom and tainted with evils untold. Everyday he became more like his father…
Ren awoke in a cold sweat clutching his chest breathing in deep to try pull back the wet hot tears that threatened to fall Ren pulled his legs up to his chest hiding his face in his knees, not letting a single tear of his fall. He wasn't going to cry like a baby or give into the pain
Fallen one from birth was tainted
Each little feature he himself painted
A façade so aged and emotionless
As a child beaten till motionless
Horo when he left the room had sunk to the floor outside Rens room not moving just sitting and staring blankly at the ground. He gritted his teeth and went over and over in his head why he even went, what could Ren possible want from him… nothing that's what. Horo tried to stop caring but he couldn't which is what got to him the most. In the middle of giving himself a speech on why not to care for someone who only cares for themselves he heard it, the low growls of a frustrated Ren and broken breathes fighting to keep in all the pain his chest held. Horo put his ear to the door listening to Ren struggle more and more to breath normal. Horo pivoted around onto his knees and opened the door ever so slightly peering in. He saw Ren clutching his head looking down at the covers fighting to keep in the screams and cries. Horos pupils went small and his heart sank watching the fight that could never be won Ren Vs Ren in an all out battle between his heart and his head. Horo rose rushing in the room closing the door with a click before seating himself on the bed next to Ren.
On the outside so calm and collect
On the inside the pain takes effect
This one needs meaning
Something to heal the inside and stop the bleeding
Horo put his hand on Rens shoulder as Ren tried to turn away completely. Horo got closer shushing Ren as he gritted his teeth and winced at blank space not liking anyone see him in a weakened state. Ren could still taste the blood and smell the rot, he hated that place in his mind that dragged him home to where his father lurks and torment ensues. Horo edging even closer but Ren couldn't push him away, too ashamed to do anything but try keep what little of his wall he had left. Horo turned Ren around and looked into Rens eyes making sure Ren looked back. Horo shushed him a few more times, which seemed to settle him. Ren looked into a sea of worry so clear and so understanding. Rens wall crashed leaving Ren feeling exposed and done for. Horo didn't seem to take advantage of Rens weakened state he just rubbed Rens arm soothingly making breezy ocean sounds like the waves whooshing in and out in and out. Rens eyes filled with hot wet tears, his deep wounds on the inside leaked their venom and poisons and pushed them out through Rens eye sockets. A single tear fell down Rens face and splashed onto the sheets…
Rivers of blood take form in tears
Ren himself won't admit to his fears
Is this who you are?
Banish memories to afar
Horo watched the tear fall in slow motion almost. The moonlight shone though shining in the glowing gold eyes as the tears reflected the light shining brightly. Horo pulled Ren close rubbing his back soothingly and placing their foreheads together. Horo whispered words of comfort in Ainu, words his mother or sister or even his father might have whispered to him in the dead of night when nightmares roamed free to haunt our minds. Ren didn't care what he was saying he just like hearing his voice. Ren let all his tears flow down releasing the poisons of the past and cleansing his soul. He sobbed into Horos shoulder weeping for all the times he was told not to cry, told not to laugh, told not to be young and alive. Horo clutched Ren tighter encircling him and replacing Rens wall with himself protecting and defending Ren as he wept in his weaker state. His cries died down after a while once his misery had subsided. He could feel the warmth of Horos breathe as it tickled his ear with every soothing word. Ren quivered in another's arms just trying to get used to the feeling of being held. Ren looked up at Horo and saw his concerned blue eyes making him turn in shame, as his eyes were now puffy with tears still hanging threatening to fall sooner or later.
Horo pulled Ren up onto his lap so Ren was completely against him with his head resting on his collarbone. Ren pulled his legs up to his own chest holding onto Horos t-shirt with a tight grip. Horos left arm hooked around Rens waist hugging him gently and his right arm settled high just above Rens shoulder with his hand in Rens hair as his head rested against him just under Horos chin. All fell silent for a moment with Ren now calm once again.
Too young to be this way
Too deep the wound on the inside lay
Gashed by horrors of the past
A world you never knew captured you fast
Horo broke the silence thinking he'd over stayed his welcome.
"Ren… it's getting late so if you're fine now I'll leave you alone" Horo whispered loud enough for Ren to hear. Ren had just started to relax in this new feeling of being held and as quick as it started it was going to be over. He felt panic rise and he gripped onto Horos t-shirt tighter snuggling down deep as if to challenge the Ainu to try move. Horo just sat still trying to work around a little to see Rens face that buried itself into his chest... .Ren turned and looked at the door but did not raise his head
" I don't want to be alone anymore" Ren whispered very softly but Horo caught every word. He froze stiff for a minute before loosening as he heard Ren sniff and felt him rubs his eyes against the fabric of his t-shirt. Ren looked quite cuddly and gentle sat in his arms with his eyes closed and wet streaks down his face from the fresh tears that had fallen. Horo sighed feeling he was being intrusive. Horo didn't want to take advantage of Ren while he was upset and it felt like he was getting to close when he wasn't suppose to. Another small thing that added to this was the time it was; they had been up long enough and needed to get some sleep. Horo tried once more to get Ren back into bed.
"Ren, I really think you should try get to sleep its late okay?" Horo whispered while slowly working his arms off Ren and leaning back slightly. Ren didn't let go of Horos t-shirt but let him make some distance between them. Rens eyes welled up again none fell he looked at the floor feeling every second exposed with out any thing left to protect himself was another second of suffering to add to the already vast amount of agony he felt stabbing at his cold heart. Ren couldn't stand this silence, he felt guilty for keeping Horo awake and wanting him to stay with him. He wasn't ready to let go yet but he couldn't force the Ainu to stay or to care. He had one shot and one shot only…
Entranced by simple humanity
A new lesson to strip you of your vanity
New features poke through to the surface
Could it be you found your true place?
"Horo?" Ren whispered while twiddling a piece of Horos t-shirt between his fingers
"Yeah Ren" looking down at the innocent looking Ren which was strange for the young Tao who was always so defensive and always a loner
"Please stay" Ren stopped twiddling and tightened his hand into a fist clutching to the t-shirt for dear life. Horo blinked to see if he was dreaming or not. He thought if this is a dream might as well go along with it. He smiled at Ren before giving his answer.
"Sure if you promise to go to sleep" Horo gave a wide and gentle smile as Ren looked up slightly
"Thank you" He whispered again very softly
Horo tried to stand but Ren didn't let go of Horos t-shirt keeping Horo in the same spot.
"You promised to go to sleep if I stayed" Horo said with a sigh, he thought it was cute the way Ren was acting but he knew Ren needed to get some sleep. Ren let go of the shirt but wrapped his arms around Horos waist instead; He gently lay down with Horo being pulled down with him. Ren curled up beside the bluenette and closed his eyes.
"You want me to sleep here with you?" Horo asked confused at the fact Ren was going to sleep still clinging to him
"…Yes…" Ren spoke out quietly before snuggling his head into Horos chest one last time. Horo smiled and wrapped around Ren gently. Ren opened his eyes and looked up at Horo who had closed his eyes ready to fall completely asleep. He was amazed Horo had agreed and cuddled up so close. Ren looked over the top of Horo and noticed the moon and the stars sparkling outside the window. The stars shone extra bright for him tonight but the northern star shone the brightest making him smile before snuggling to go to sleep.
Stare at the stars for they are your guide
They never once hurt you or lied
Even though you had wronged
You'll find what you longed
The stars shone there brightest as the two slumbered but the stars bright light couldn't defy the suns rise falling back letting the mornings sunrise turn the sky multicoloured reds, yellows and oranges. The day came in quickly and the birds rose to greet the sun with their singing. The light of the sun shone into the shadowy room spreading across the bed and the two on it. Ren slowly opened his eyes as the light broke past his eyelids. He blinked back the sleep braking free of the nights rest letting day brake in. Ren didn't bother to raise his head but immediately noticed the form under his head. He let memory of the night fill his thought but still tired didn't get into detail. He looked at Horo slumber in his usual way mouth wide-open faint with snores and eyes lightly shut blissfully dreaming away. Ren rubbed his cheek against the warm chest cuddling even closer feeling chilled. Horo must of woken and pulled a cover over them in the middle of the night because now Rens lower half and Horos were covered by the bed sheets. Ren yawned loudly feeling unusually calm. He was laid in bed with Horo and yet he wasn't panicked or felt awkward he just felt… soothed. The bright morning soon stirred Horo as he opened one eye slightly turning his head away from the sun shining into the room. When he turned he came face to face with Ren who stared back. Horo looked dazed not quite awake obviously. His mind mustn't have switched on yet because he was very confused.
"Hey Ren, what you doing in my bed?" Horo asked not really knowing where he was. Ren looked at him quizzically before sighing and beginning his answer to the ridiculous question
"Horo I'm not in your bed your in mine" Ren closed his eyes for a second shaking his head in disbelief. Horo blinked a few times looked over and to the rest of the room before looking at Ren again.
"Oh…" Horo yawned loudly and closed his eyes again resting for a few brief moments while Ren watched. Horo started to remember what happened that night and opened his eyes to examine Ren. He wanted to know if Ren was okay now. He lifted Rens chin up and assessed Rens face who looked back a little more than confused. Horo noticed the funny face Ren pulled when he did that and had to faintly laugh. Rens face a little darker at the laughing
"What you laughing at?" Ren asked dryly. Horo stopped his laughter but kept his large smile
"Just you look so different. You'd think someone finally pulled that stick out your ass" He laughed again but Ren looked a little less amused
"Comment like that again and I'll shove a stick up your ass" Ren threatened lackadaisically before resting his head back down to try ignore Horos grinning face. Horo looked again at Ren whose face looked soft his features relaxed and not forced into a placid expression with a sculpted frown. This face was not what you'd usually see on the great Tao Ren, you'd never think such a face existed in this being but there it was a content looking face rested against Horo gently.
"You look comfy" Horo teased slightly
"I am" Ren replied giving a faint smile at the jest
"What? You smiling? Gosh where's there a camera when you need one?" Horo again jested with the fact Ren was being so cuddly
"Your lucky I'm not a morning person or I might of got mad" Ren joked back vaguely
"Ren, boy of many faces" Horo named Ren thinking it was amazing that the person who had hit him and insulted him yesterday was the same person he held close right now. It was indeed strange to be this close but it felt right none the less. Ren shifted holding tighter around Horos waist opening his eyes and gazing over to the clock. Horo noticed him looking at the clock and decided to check out the time himself. It was early morn; Anna no doubt would be waking everyone soon starting with Yoh. Both thought about her reaction to them cuddling like this on the same bed but neither wanted to move. Horo thought about pointing it out but was too content in his position to care. He let out a sigh before curling up right into the side of Ren with his nose brushing across Rens cheek. Ren turned his nose nearly nudging at Horos, they were face to face but Horo had his eyes shut while Ren had his open gazing at the dopey look on the trying to fall back asleep Horo. Ren looked at Horo intently for a few moments before leaning forward and placing an airy light kiss on Horos lips and braking away as quickly as he had started. Horo felt the brief touch and opened his eyes. He looked at Ren with dreamy blue eyes.
Loyal as a pup to your found friend
The one who taught you and helped you mend
New faces begin to gather
Loneliness retreats farther and farther
"Did you just kiss me?" Horo asked quietly with a slight smile on his face
"…Maybe…" Ren answered shyly not wanting to admit to anything that could be used against him later. Horo smiled extensively while Ren went shy and curled up a bit more to hide his cherry cheeks. Horo leaned forward and placed a ghost of a kiss on Ren lips smiling even more at Rens shocked reaction
"Did you just kiss me?" Ren asked timidly mimicking Horos earlier voice and question
"Hmm… Maybe" Horo said smirking and also mimicking Rens earlier tone and question. They fell silent for a few minutes before Horo leaned in again and this time did the deed properly closing his eyes and gently pressing his lips to Rens sweetly and securely. Ren didn't really know what to do he just let Horo kiss him lovingly liking the feeling. He didn't kiss back still a little lost to be able to completely give all his affections.
Content in this security
Yet still you approach things with great maturity
Shy and held back
Care and love you do lack
Horo broke away and laid his head back down next to Rens not smiling anymore just looking at ease with everything. Ren heard Yoh being woken harshly by Anna who was making her rounds like every morning waking everyone up with her screams shouts and orders. Ren didn't attempt to make a move and neither did Horo they just waited for her to burst through. Her stomps echoed and Horos door was opened before being slammed back shut, obviously Anna noticed it was empty. Her feet padded along to just outside the room with her hand on the doorknob turning it and pushing the door open rudely with out knocking first. She was about to make her usual commentary but saw both laid on the bed next to each other eyes shut looking like they were asleep happily. Anna closed her mouth and shut the door quietly with a stunned expression still stuck on her face. Ren opened his eyes looking at the door listening as she quietly plodded away. Yoh could be heard asking Anna where Ren and Horo were but Anna just shouted at her fiancée to do his work. Obviously the Itako was avoiding the subject probably not wanting to be the one to catch them like that. Ren heard the commotion dieing down and breathed in deep before exhaling with a slight sigh. Horo didn't open his eyes still.
"Is she gone?" Horo asked opening one eye slightly
"Yes" Ren plainly stated
"I should come sleep in here with you more often, I can have a good sleep in and Anna wont scream at me in the morning" Horo laughed quietly thinking of the bliss of waking up in the morning with out the help of Anna's left hand or shouting after all she was a tyrant.
"Don't push your luck" Ren said dryly turning over to face the ceiling
"A guy can dream cant he" Horo too turned to face the ceiling smiling like usual in a more care-free way
"In his own bed" Ren shot back at him with a smirk. Horo sat up and turned to face Ren with a grin, he leaned down and kissed Ren one last time before standing up and walking towards the door. He turned the handle opening the door slightly before turning back to Ren with a cheerful smile
"But remember my bed is your bed when ever you need it" with that Horo left the room closing the door behind him. Ren smiled and closed his eyes liking the thought he had an open invitation for whenever he wanted it. Ren wasn't sure whether to go any further but it didn't seem like the end of the world anymore. He built himself up again ready to face another day sitting up and getting ready to eat breakfast. Another day leads to another night and tonight wasn't looking to bad…
Though you remain defensive
Your skill and bravery are incomprehensive
Your wounds can heal to leave only a scar
This is who you are...
Rock-On!