Disclaimer: Nope, VK does not belong to me, but one could always wish....^^

Our world

It was silent, too silent for Yuuki's liking. She was sitting in the room she shared with Kaname. The room felt big, or maybe it's because she's all alone that it seems too big? The curtains were all drawn up. It's been so long since she sees the outside. It's for her safety, that's what Kaname said.

'Kaname,' Yuki sighed. Though she decided to spend the rest of her eternity with him, he's not around much, and it hurts. He never told her where he went, but maybe it's because she never ask.

Just then a knock turns her attention to the door. Kaname was standing there with his same usual stoic expression. Her heart skipped a beat just by seeing him.

"Yuuki?" he called out, seeing that she's in dazed. Walking over to her, he gently caressed her hair.

"You're back, Oni-sama" Yuuki smiled up at him.

"Sorry I couldn't be earlier, there are some...complications," Seeing Yuuki's worried face, he continued, "Don't worry, it's solved. You must be hungry." Cupping her face, he gently brought her to his neck.

Yuuki's eyes flashed red. Kaname's neck is so tempting, but...

Kaname saw Yuuki's hesitance and sighed, "Yuuki, you have to learn to use your fang."

Yuuki just turned her head away, hiding her face, whispering a soft 'sorry'. Kaname struggled inside. His mind him is telling him to make Yuuki get used to using her fang, but seeing her like this, his heart sank and gave in...again. Swiftly, he cut his wrist and held it up to Yuuki.

Yuuki took it without hesitation. It hurts, seeing her not using her fang. But the reason of her not using it hurts even more.

Stroking her hair, he watched as she took in his blood greedily.

"I know," Kaname hesitated, wondering if he should go on. "I know why you did not want to use your fang. It's him," Yuuki froze. What did he mean by that? Zero? What did Zero has to do with this?

Kaname took Yuuki's response as a confirmation. He looked away sadly and continued, "You don't want to be a vampire, because he doesn't want you to be one. I'm sorry I brought you back into this life." Yuuki's silence is more than he can bear. He smiled, it's a sad smile, Yuuki noted.

"Are you finished?" He asked gently, seeing Yuuki silence again, he turned away and started towards the door.

Yuuki grabbed his hand and turned him back, facing her. Before he can react, there's a sharp pain on his neck. Yuuki was sucking his blood. He smiled bitterly and closed his eyes, "Yuuki, there's no need to force yourself. I told you before, I know half of your heart still attached to him, but you being here with me are good enough for me. You don't have to do what you don't wish to,"

Yuuki stopped and pulled away to look at him, "Why would you think that way?"

Kaname looked confused, 'she's asking him why? Isn't it obvious enough?'

"The reason I did not want to use my fang has nothing to do with him," Yuuki continued, tears forming up in her eyes.

Kaname felt his heart piercing when he saw Yuuki's tear, moving his hand to wipe her tears, "It's okay-" and was surprised when Yuuki smacked his hand away.

Staring at him intently, she shouted, "It's not okay!"

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A/N: Next chapter will continue from here, please hit the review button and let me know what you think, thanks! ^^