...From Mikado to Kida...

(comments at the end..but of course! xD)

A reality. That's what my feelings are. Why?

Because when you get

Closer, I suffer a

Devastating whirlpool of colours and sensations shattering my mind.

Electricity runs across my whole body, from my head to my

Fingertips.

Gravitations is a notion I defy, as I feel light

Headed around you.

Irritation, a burning red, and

Jealousy, intense green, are common when you are picking up girls.

Kicking you wasn't a solution...Or was it? You didn't know after all. Your

Light, golden,

Mesmerize me. The sun pales next to you.

Nothing could beat you.

Oblivion, ah, sweet oblivion.

Playful words disguised your

Quiet suffering.

Revolting

Schemes were meant to set you up.

Tamed in appearance but,

Underneath it all (*),

Volatile, fierce.

Wake up, I'm here. I always was. Since long ago.

X-rays aren't enough for me to know what's going on inside you, inside your head. I'm

Yearning. But you reached your

Zenith, and then, you were gone. Together with a girl from your past, and my heart.

(*) Racey tributte. I love her (GrimmIchi) fics. Check her out, you guys!

Aloha~! Some comments, as always, for this...stupidity I've written.

I'm sorry. It's awful. And you may think I've cheated, it's easier to write this type of compositions if you divide the sentences after all, I suppose. Gomen.

You'll have to forgive me too for some of the letters, like the A, X and the Z...Meh, what a failure. Specially the X.

So, I was drifting off to sleep today at 2am when my head started to "write" this. And then I was half way through the alphabet, so I got up, took a notebook I have by my bedside and wrote down the words that I wanted for the letters to try and go over it in the morning. And I did that IN COMPLETE DARKNESS, GUESSING WHERE I WAS WRITING AND HOPING I WASN'T WRITING OVER THE PREVIOUS WORDS I'VE HAD WRITTEN. Why? Because I'm stupid and scared of my mommy! *sniffs*.

Anyhow, after all this, suddenly I had the urge, even though it was really...bad I guess, to share it. However, I realized that for sharing it, it had to do with some series, so I started thinking about one. I wanted to write a Grimmjow x Ichigo one, but it didn't suit them. And then I thought of Durarara! and Kida x Mikado did the trick! And even gave me more inspiration for some other words where I was stuck~.

Still, as you could see, it isn't the greatest fic, but I like it either way, so no hateful comments. Although I know people usually don't do that (reviewers in fanfiction are usually very supportive and loveable), I've also seen exceptions, so no "go creep in a hole and die because you're a disaster at writing" comments. If you didn't like it, don't review. Hahahaha, I'm selfish, I don't wanna feel bad with myself, hahaha. However, critics are always welcome and I'm just "training" to get better with my English, so...yeah, corrections and things like that will be much appreciated.

Ah, another note. Some may point out the change in verbal tenses, specially at the end, and find it strange. Okay, I wanted it to be as if Mikado was writing this on a paper to take out some of his hidden feelings after Kida left. He's imagining he's in front of him, talking to him, confessing. At the end, reality comes rising its ugly head and Mikado somehow ends up accepting it, resigning to it. Dunno if you understood something or not, hahahaha.

So, hope you enjoyed it even a little bit.

Thanks in advance~

Gusi~