Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi

It's been a long, long time since I looked into the mirror

I guess that I was blind

Now my reflection's getting clearer

Now that you're gone things will never be the same again

He's gone, he left and I don't think he is coming back anytime soon. Things haven't felt the same. I remember the times with Sean when we were just goofing around. I'd grab a hair brush and sing into it and he's use his comb. We'd stand at the mirror and pretend to be superstars.

There's not a minute that goes by every hour of every day

You're such a part of me

But you just pulled away

Well, I'm not the same girl

you used to know

I wish I said the words I never showed

I let you go but I still think about you constantly. When things weren't going so well for me you were there. I didn't stop you from leaving because I knew it was the right thing for you to do. You needed time to heal and I understood that but sometimes I regret not speaking up, not telling you that I'll stick with you through everything and we would be fine.

I know you had to go away

I died just a little, and I feel it now

You're the one I need

I believe that I would cry just a little

Just to have you back now

Here with me

Here with me

I don't think I'll ever be as happy as I was with you. I gave you my heart Sean Cameron and I never got it back. Truth is, I don't want it back, I gave it to you and I hope you'll keep it safe forever.

You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart

And I wanted so badly just to be a part of something strong and true

But you were scared and left it all behind

I wonder sometimes if you think of me as much as I think of you. Do you lie awake at night and think of our memories? Do you ever wish that I was there next to you?

And I'm asking

And I'm wanting you to come back to me

Please?

I try to move on from you and pretend that I'm doing fine without you. It's been awhile yeah, but I still want you. Please return to me. That hole you left in my heart when you left is still empty and only you can fill it.

I never will forget that look upon

your face

How you turned away and left

without a trace

But I understand that you did what you had to do

And I thank you

In the car when Jay, Emma, and I had driven home I felt numb. I chill passed over me that I had never felt before. I never thought before that day that the shock of losing someone so special could accually cause physical pain, but it did.

I know you had to go away

I died just a little, and I feel it now

You're the one I need

I believe that I would cry just a little

Just to have you back now

Here with me

Here with me

I know you're not ready now and I'm fine with that but when you're ready, no matter how long it is I'll be here. Even if you come home and have no hope for our relationship. Maybe you even start up a new one, who knows. I just want you to know that I'm here, I always have been. My heart will be waiting….