| I stood in the shadows, watching them. They weren't speaking, but his expression said more than words ever could. He really loved her. And I knew. But I didn't know about her. She was just always there. For everyone. She would smile, regardless of whether or not she wanted to. It was how she was. Sometimes I have the urge to tell her how I feel. What she means to me. But then I see the deperation in his eyes. It stops me cold. He needs her more than I do.. I have my life, my stupid soccer games, and I will go on, not saying anything. I will be their leader and I will be happy for them. But I know I won't, inside. Inside I'll be dying.. Sora, if only you knew. I stood in the shadows, but I looked away. Sooner or later, I would have to go. It just felt so wrong. I took one last look at them. She was leaning on his shoulder, with the distant look in her eyes. What was she thinking about? Suddenly her eyes flickered and stopped. She looked straight at me. I ran. I would be only a blur in the shadows, and she would think it was all her imagination. She would never know. Inside I'm dying.
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