Author's note: My first fanfic ^.^ Since I'm psycho obsessed with the Mortal Instruments, I decided to write it about Jace&Clary :'D Hope you like it. I hope you review~
"Don't go."
I already knew those eyes were about to burst. Those beautiful green eyes I'd admired from afar many times. My body winces. Those words cut me like glass. This girl who I'd fight threw hell for, kiss the world goodbye for and die just so she could live is asking me to stay. The thought of it is a sweet poision. Promising everything I want when I already know it's everything I can't have. This is time for the man in me to step in. I tense up, reach down and kiss those soft, gentle lips one last time. My hand instinctively starts rising to cup her flawless cheek but I bare the feeling aside. For if I allowed myself to touch anything but her lips, I would go mad in thoughts of her and me.I pull away now and turn from that beautiful soul that was never meant to be mine in the first I walk away I hear the sob, the starting point of her tears and I know she must be fighting a war herself. Only this is a war with herself. I close my eyes and brace myself. I never wanted to hurt her. Ever. I wanted to protect and though she may not know it yet, this is what it'll all come down to. I'm close to the exit now, ready to embrace my awaiting destiny. Before I do, I turn myself once more to my little beauty.
"If I never see you again, I will die with you in my heart. You in my mind and you in my soul. In fact, maybe you've already taken over the soul because babe, I'm only living for you these days. You're the strength that fills this man. I thank you for this..goodbye." I love you wouldn't suffice. What I feel is something more eternal. If I could find a way to express this, I'd gift my words with immortality, but nothing comes to my mind. Just her. Just this beautiful girl that I'm leaving behind. So with one more tear fallen down her face, I turn and head towards my new meaning, my new beginning, or maybe my horrid end.