It did not seem fair that all those tears were in vain, right? There was always a reason for everything. Destiny. Yes, it was as she liked to look at things. Orihime Inoue always had a smile ready to pop even when her heart was in pieces, and lately and this was a permanent state.

Of course, the auburn head was feeling guilty about it. Love is selflessness. It was the most obvious definition and she had given up Ichigo because he knew he would not correspond her feelings, that was just obvious. Especially now that he had actually stayed in Soul Society for good. It was more than certain, but even like this, the fantasies didn't stop. However, Hime couldn't feel worst because she already thought of Ichigo being married to Rukia or at least a closer partnership with the small shinigami that was always responsible for "cheer" Ichigo up.

But that gnawing jealousy that just didn't go away somehow and every night when she was in the solitude of his apartment, the smile of Ichigo and Rukia stuck in her mind like glue and she cursed it, then prayed for forgiveness and that was the most masochistic routine she could find herself in.

There was no way out of this. She needed to forget. Had to find a way to let it go and not remember anymore. She could not stand to think of his friends, suffer for their supposed happiness and feel bad later. Nobody could stand it and that just wasn't right.

After a lot of thought, she went to the misterious store and asked Urarara for something that should make her forget everything.

"Are you sure Orihime-chan? If you ever regret thus and want to remember, it will be with much effort. This spell is practilly unbreakable."

"I 've never só sure in my entire life."

She had never been so sure of something in her entire life, ok, except her love for Ichigo, but things never would work out for her, at least not in that aspect. She could forget and move on. College was starting and there was no need for disturbing thoughts, right?

That was the most selfish thought she had in her life, but she would not back out now. There was her happiness, her peace of mind and of course, the possibility of being ok and not suffer about Ichigo and Rukia. It was a win win situation.

"Ichigo, what's this return to Karakura all about? Are you out of your freaking mind? Do you really think that works here at your will?" Renji was screaming in rage

"I realized something while I was here and I want to go back there. And going back now. "And he ran away like the devil himself was chasing him.

Hime woke up completely empty. She felt like she was missing something, but did not pay much attention to that thought. She heard a knock on the door and opened without even looking who it was. She was facing a boy of orange spiky hair that seemed very angry and red for running or something like it.

"Yes, can I help you? But ... who are you?