I DON'T own the charactors. I just borrowed them from Stephenie Meyer.

Gone And Alone: Bella's POV

I checked my watch again. It had been 2 days, 3 hours, and 17 minutes since Edward left. I was still on the ground, in the middle of the forest, and waiting to be found. I heard more calling in the distance. Calling for me, I couldn't tell.

For a while, I had stumbled around. I don't know know why. Maybe I hoped he'd come back. I fell and curled on the ground. More and more calls filled my ears. Half the town had probably gathered to look for me.

' Well, have fun,' I thought.

I fell asleep. Of course, this being Forks,Washington, it started to rain. I rolled on my stomach and put my face in hte crease at my elbow. I cryed softly.

He's gone. He's not coming back. He said he didn't mant you. The horrific memories came back to me. I shouldn't be surprised; I was so... plain. Poor Bella, the human. I chuckled darkly.

A rustling came from a nearby bush. The sound made me jump. After a few seconds, it was gone. Iput my hood up and rolled on my back. I tried not to think but knew that there was no use.

My eyes were closed when I heard it. 4 pairs of footsteps coming from the left. Flashlights and propane lanterns flashed around in my face.

"Bella.?" Yelled a husky voice.

Jakob Black stood to the side with 3 guys. They looked huge compared to me. Jakob pulled me up beside him, on my feet. Really bad idea.

I swayed in place for a few seconds."Whoa!" Jake grabbed my arm.

I plunged into the darkness wondering if I would wake up again.

Jakob's POV

Sam led Quil, Embry, and I to where Bella lay. He had seen her running earlierand thought nothing of it. I saw her lying there. She was so different.

Her eyes were closed and she was tiny. Her skin was pale and shallow. She had scratches on her hands and neck from the trees around us. Her eyes had deep shadows under them. She was thin from no food these last couple days.

"Bella!" I yelled.

I felt releif when her eyes fluttered open and her hands twitched. I let out a sigh. I walked forward and pulled her up beside me. Her eyes were wide, but she wasn't there. Unfocused. She blinked a few times and swayed back and forth. She started to fall forward.

"Whoa." I caught her and swung her in my arms., which only made her look even smaller.

"Jake?" Sam said. "She okay?"

"I don't know. Let's get her to Charlie."

We ran to where everyone awaited our return. I hoped she pulled through. For Charlie's sake. He needed her much more than anyone.

So much...

Edward's POV

It was a day after I left Bella. My Bella, my life. I had sat in front of the TV, watching the local news before I got hit. A picture of my Bella came up. I felt my ancient, long-gone heart jump.

The reported started talking. " This just in..." A live video came up with people standing everywhere by a forest."Isabella Swan, daughter of Police Cheif Charlie Swan, has gone missing. We have reason to beleive she is lost in the woods."

More footage came up with a frazzled Charlie. All the Cullens were staring at the TV, masks of horror on their reporter came on again.

"A search party has been together looking for 28 hours. trying to find her. Will we find her? We'll keep you posted."

I jumped out of the chair, pacing. All eyes were looking at me. I ran my fingers through my hair, pulling them at the roots. Alice reached for the remote.

"No." I said." I want to make sure they find her."

"Edward..." she started.

"Please Alice. For me and my sanity... Please."

"Fine."

I knew she was mad at me. I had taken Bella from her too. Jasper was mad too. Bella had forgivin him and made Alice happy. Rose was the usual. She didn't care. Emmett was going to miss Bella, Mainly because of her clumsiness. Carlilse and Esme were sad and worried about me.
Rose left the room in a huff with Emmett at her heels. Alice and Jasper went under the stairs to play cards. Carlisle let go of Esme's hand and went to his study. Esme put a motherly hand on my shoulder with reasurrence.

"It'll end okay."she said.

"We can only hope."

"Well hope for the best."

"Thanks mom."

I sat back on the sofa waiting and watching. Was it my fault? Had I hurt her that bad? To where she would run in the forest and off herself?

' Of course, you idiot.' I thought.' You said you didn't want her.'

I relived her face in my head. I cringed as I remembered her face in my mind. She had that dint between her brows again, and it was contorted in hurt. You'd think I had slapped her.

It was another day before they said anything else. The reporter came on again and started talking.

"Isabella Swan, missing 52 hours, has been found." My releif flew by the next words out of her mouth." She was unconcious and just recently stopped breathing. They are performing CPR. We await the results."

I growled in frustration. Everyone ran in the room. I told them everyting very quickly.

The TV reporter started talking again. They were showing more live footage of Bella being reeled into the hospital " Isabella Swan has began breathing again but has not regained consiousness. She is currently in the hospital for dehydration, malnourishment, and respiration apparatus. We'll let you know if anything happens."

The reporter continued on to a murder victim in Port Angelas. Everyone left the room except Alice. She walked over and rubbed my shoulder.

'She'll be okay.' She thought.

I sat on the couch. My Bella. She had almost died. Because of me. I would have to see her. I shouldn't, but I needed to. Just one time to remember her make sure she's okay.

I fought with myself mentally, and lost. I rushed away and climbed in the Volvo. I dove twice the speed limit and parked outside the hospital. I knew her room number because Carlisle had been thinking but not voicing.

I walked at a human pace, so as not to attract attention. I sat outside her door. Her breathing was normal and her heartbeat even. She was sleeping. I slipped inside. Charlie wasn't there; that surprised me. She had tubes everywhere. I looked up at her face.

Her skin was pale. Her eyes, sunken in her head, had bruise-like shadows underneith them. She was thin, too thin. She looked dead. No, she looked like... me.

This wasn't my Bella anymore. She was just a Bella. My Bella was lying on the forest floor. In my heart, is where Bella will was still mine. She always would be. I'd come back and check on her. Soon.

I had to leave. Get away before I hurt her again. I put a kiss on her forhead and hand. I inhaled her freesia scent one last time and ran. Ran back to my car and jumped in.

I sped out of there, headed to tell my familyI was leaving early. I was going to Denali. I laughed at myself, knowing it will be a long time before I see Bella again.

I wished for things that will never be.

(End of first part. I hope you liked it. Please review and tell me of any ideas or thoughts.)