A/n: My first attempt at a fanfiction. The song doesn't fit very well...sorry...Please review.
Disclaimer: I do not own Hellsing or anything related to it, nor do I own the song by Three Days Grace or that band. If I did, I wouldn't be living in a town called Jigger, Louisana.
Well, here you go:
I Hate Everything About You
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Lying awake...yet again, but this time it was his fault. He'd come to give her his usual offer, the one he knew she'd decline until she broke down, but this time, he'd gone too far trying to convince her. She'd certainly never expected her first real kiss from a servant. Even worse, she'd enjoyed it, and shown that. That just made him so happy. Sadistic Bastard.
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
God, why was she thinking about this so much? It didn't matter what he did to make her accept his offer; she wouldn't do it. She couldn't! It would mean disgracing her family and giving that monster the revenge he desired. At least she was free to think for a while. Perhaps three days was long enough for her to decide...
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
No! She didn't need to decide! She already had. Her answer was, and would remain, a firm no. She could always punish him for what he'd done. But that though pained her somehow.
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
She was definitely sick or something. Must have been the prison food. She'd have to start checking that for poison. Why else would she care about him suffering? There was certainly something wrong with her...wasn't there?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Everything about him repulsed her. How could he just walk around as if he owned the world? He wasn't perfect! But...maybe that was something she needed to remember as well...No! Of course not! She didn't think she was perfect! Just...a bit above other people.
Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know
Okay. So he was worth considering. But that wasn't something she would admit. She would not accept his mockery of life. She couldn't. She couldn't give him the satisfaction of hearing her ask for it. That would just show the fear she actually had, the fear planted in her heart since she had been a child.
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me
Certainly he resented being under her control. He must have wished to roam around unchecked, but that was just another reason she could absolutely not give in! He could not be allowed to walk freely. She wouldn't have it! Not as long as she lived. But why was he giving her a choice? He could just let her rot and be happy when she died...
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Integra sat up in her temporary bed, looking around. She could have sworn she sensed that all-too-familiar presence close by. She spoke aloud, "Alucard."
He appeared at her bedside, a grin on his face. "Yes, my master?"
She looked at him, eyes full of both hatred and care. "I accept."
"Accept what?"
She glared at him for a bit before lying back down on the bed, back facing him. "Forget it. Go away."
"As you wish, my master." He stepped forward, leaned down to kiss her cheek, then faded along with a passing shadow, leaving Integra to her thoughts once more.
She closed her eyes, doing her best to settle into sleep. There would be a few things to discuss with her servant tomorrow.