"I love you, Chad Dylan Cooper,"
Those are the words. The six words that will haunt me for the rest of my life.
If I had said them a day sooner, I wouldn't be like this right now. I wouldn't be crying into my pillow. I wouldn't be hating myself. I wouldn't be ready to kill myself any second.
But I was.
Because it was my fault. Everything. If I had just told him I loved him... he'd still be here.