July 27, 1995.

School was boring. I saw you a few times today. You made me feel good about myself, almost like a reason for my writing. I can't seem to get you out of my head, everything links back to you. I need to write out my thoughts for you…

I'm staying up again, yes it's true,
Doing nothing, but thinking 'bout you,
You light the pathways and guide the way,
Without my heart ever going astray,

You've always seemed to make me smile,
and place my heart at Love's trial,
But Love's also a burden, weighing me down
In my mixed emotions, is where I drown

You've filled the void that was in my chest
All my worries and pain, put down to rest
The Dark Question still fills my mind,
Should my feelings for you, be left behind?

I could never forget you, that's a fact,
My heart is damaged, but still intact,
You are the only thing, I ever dreamed for,
The memories of you, I'll cherish forever more.

Sounds cliche. Teen love lasts forever, too bad the teens run out..

Toodles,
Alex