Going Trough
Prologue
Last summer I was asked not to ask too much questions about Voldemort, Death
Eaters and everything. I was left in the dark. Everyone thought it was for
the best. My friends did not know much, yet it was more then what I knew.
This summer I decided to be informed, but for noone to contact me. My last
year in school changed me. Whether for better or worse will show time. I
asked Dumbledore to tell my friends, "family" and people from Order not to
write me, to leave me alone. That it was his decision.
He looked sad, understanding flared in his eyes as he agreed to my demand.
For first time I wanted to have chance to choose for myself. I had to.
Too many things on my mind. And my friends would demand to know what bothered
me. How was I supposed to tell them it's me. The answer to how to defeat
Voldemort. That I am the only one who can.
I spent almost all summer thinking, learning spells from books and in my mind
training. I can't let my guards down. Constant Vigilance! as Moody always
says. And for first time I am not hapy for going back.
I will have to face my friends, enemies, Voldemort, people expecting me to be
their saviour. But mainly wizarding world without Sirius. The thing is I
don't know if I want to be in it anymore.
Prologue
Last summer I was asked not to ask too much questions about Voldemort, Death
Eaters and everything. I was left in the dark. Everyone thought it was for
the best. My friends did not know much, yet it was more then what I knew.
This summer I decided to be informed, but for noone to contact me. My last
year in school changed me. Whether for better or worse will show time. I
asked Dumbledore to tell my friends, "family" and people from Order not to
write me, to leave me alone. That it was his decision.
He looked sad, understanding flared in his eyes as he agreed to my demand.
For first time I wanted to have chance to choose for myself. I had to.
Too many things on my mind. And my friends would demand to know what bothered
me. How was I supposed to tell them it's me. The answer to how to defeat
Voldemort. That I am the only one who can.
I spent almost all summer thinking, learning spells from books and in my mind
training. I can't let my guards down. Constant Vigilance! as Moody always
says. And for first time I am not hapy for going back.
I will have to face my friends, enemies, Voldemort, people expecting me to be
their saviour. But mainly wizarding world without Sirius. The thing is I
don't know if I want to be in it anymore.