A/N: My second story, don't worry, I'll continue Please forgive me. You know, I really suck at titles, I think of really random ones. & I wrote this story when I was in an angry mood. It just popped up in my head, so I typed it on my I-touch and finished the rest on my computer. I find it funny how random things just invade my mind when I'm in a different mood, lol. Eh. Oh well. I hope you guys enjoy this. Yeah. Just to warn you guys, everyone in this story isn't in character, so yeah. If you don't like it, then you can feel free to leave. Other than that, please tell me what you guys think about this story & reviews would be much love. (:
Disclaimer: Vampire Knight and its character don't belong to me. Sadly.
Warnings: Bad words. Etc etc.
That night. That same very night that caused me to change. Freaking wannabe bastard who shattered my heart. I often question myself, what do I see in that guy anyways? Is it his hair? His eyes? How about his body? No. None of those. Probably it's his technique to make me fall in love with him. Using his sweet talks, the usual player's technique they use on people, I'm going to feel sorry for whoever is his next victim.
Stupid prick used me and then just threw me away like I'm some garbage. Shit, and I fell in love with him. Hah. Love? What a joke. I'll show him, show him that I'm not the same person he once knew. Heh, I'm not going to cry over some guy like girls who got their hearts broken. I'm not trying to talk bad about them or anything, but I know I'm not going to shed any single fucking tears for him.
I should have been more alert of him, like they say, love is blind. Right? Correct me if I'm wrong. Damn, I'm so fucking pissed right now! Haha, I said I wouldn't cry, but my whole apartment seems to be turned upside down. Sigh, I would need to clean that up later.
Hah, did he fool me. How many years has it gone on? I think it was about one? Wonder why that jerk didn't leave me earlier since he clearly didn't 'love' me in the first place. Shit, I'm complaining like some schoolgirl who saw their boyfriend cheating on them, instead of crying, they're angry just like I am right now.
Clearly, I am slow at noticing, hell! It's better late than never. The player and his gorgeous mouth of his can kiss my ass for all I care now! I'll make sure his life is a living volcano next time I see him. All his bullshit lies can go down the toilet.
Okay, enough about this, I'm pretty sure you don't want to hear my rambling anymore. I'm sick of it too.
Hmm, maybe I should go from a shy type to a hard to get kind of guy? Yeah, I think I'll do that. I swear to whomever that I'm never going to let those dickheads get to my heart! I'm heartbroken and single; let's start life over again. Oh. If you guys don't know me, I'm Zero. Kiryuu Zero. (I recently found out it's spelled, 'Kiryu instead but I find 'Kiryuu' much more better. Please don't hate me ): .) The jerk face I was talking about was no other than Kaito Takamiya. Ugh, even his name makes me want to barf now. Whatever.
Life is unfair, suck it up, Zero. I had sai- Knock. Knock.
I debated for awhile; should I answer the door or not, but I went anyways and answered the door, my child hood friend, Yuuki, was standing in front of the door with her mouth wide open. If I didn't know any better, I think a fly almost went in her mouth. That's a pretty funny thought, huh? I harbor no romantic feelings for her, just brotherly love. She's a good kid.
"Woah, did someone rob your house?" She invited herself in my apartment and looked around, avoiding dangerous places that might trip her. It's really kind of her to volunteer to clean up the mess I had made. I was going to wonder how was I going to fix up the place.
"No. A tornado formed in my apartment and wreck everything." I replied sarcastically while flipping some of the wooden chairs that's upside down.
"Very nice one, Zero." She gave me that 'I-won't-fall-for-that-kind-of-shit' look. Sometimes, she can be smart for her own good. But I still consider her as an airhead girl.
"Hey! I heard that." I blinked at her, not knowing why she had said that. Did I say it out loud? I don't think I did..
"You said it out loud." She had one of her arms on her hip while saying that. I wonder why do girls move their body when talking to someone. I find it very odd.
"Oh. Well, it's true anyways" I dodged a pillow coming straight at me. My place is mostly clean now, thanks to Yuuki. If she didn't knock on my door, I would have tore up the poor place. I mean, who wouldn't be mad if they found out they've been played? I know I would be. I can shoot that mother fucker right there, if I had a gun.
"Zero. You look gloomy, let's hit up the bar!" She suggested happily, jumping up and down, apparently dragging me out my apartment before I can actually sink in her words. I didn't feel like going out, but I had to get out of the apartment some day, so let's start now.
"Ughhh… Tell me why am I here again" I groaned and took a shot of vodka. Yuuki looked at me and shook her head.
"You look like you have been dumped, so I'm being the nice person and treating you to couple of drinks!" She patted my back, thinking that can actually lift up my mood. I was still angry, that's for sure. But it lightened up when I took a couple shots of drinks. I don't need someone to make me happy! I can take care of myself, obviously.
"Feels like you didn't want to drink alone." I looked at her. She looked away from me and laughed nervously. Like I didn't know what she intended to do. Sigh.
"C'mon Zero, don't be such a dummy." She smacked my head lightly. God, how I wish I could be back at home and sleeping in my warm bed. I'm kind of tired from my earlier action back at my place..
I was about to tell her to be quiet, but I got caught off guard when I heard giggles behind me. I was curious so I turned around and looked. Few girls were flirting with some guys and drinking happily, I scoffed at them. I noticed one of them was being all slutty around this guy. I think his hair is brown color, along with red wined eyes, and probably taller than me. The other guys seem retarded and drunk. I don't want to comment on them.
"Yuuki, how long do you intend to stay here?" I asked. Feeling slightly bored of this place already. I flipped some of the shot glass upside down and build a pyramid with it. That's how bored I am. The bartender glared at me for doing that but I didn't care.
"I don't know, maybe couple hours." The only thing I find that is amusing about her is she can hold her liquor. Girls these days are hard to find with one that can hold their liquors. I sighed. Once she's in a bar and drinks in her hand, she won't be leaving until a very long time.
"I'm gonna go back. I'm kind of tired." I told her. Beginning to walk away and looked back; she waved a hand at me.
I went out of the bar and breathed in cold fresh air. There were a lot of people still out walking around. I don't have work until tomorrow night, which makes things much easier for me; I get to sleep more. Hurray. I'm not exactly a morning person, so that explains it. Decided I need some sleep, I began to walk back to my apartment. It was a nice walk, calming one that is. I felt weird, it's like someone is following me. I quicken my pace a little faster, but not too fast. I stopped and turned around to see no one following me, I sighed, walking normally now.
Someone tapped me on the shoulder next thing you know; I turned around and saw a man that was at the bar I was leaving from not so long ago. What is he doing here? Is he stalking me? I saw in looking at me like I was a piece of meat, ready to eat. The fuck is those eyes?
"What?" I harshly let out a voice to indicate that I was annoyed.
"My, you sure have an attitude." The man chuckled. I got irritated, what is he trying to point out here? Ugh, I can tell this guy is going to be annoying.
"What the fuck? You randomly tap on someone's shoulder and look at me like I'm someone you know." I let them know I'm currently pissed. I just wanted to get home and sleep, and I don't like this guy very much. He's probably one of those people who fool around, I can tell. Especially at the bar, since those girls were all up on him and smooching or blah. Disgusting.
"I saw you looking at me when you and your friend were at the bar." He stated out. If I had some kind of power in me, please, please let me shut his mouth. I'm not some goddamn sex toy for people to fuck with!
"For your information, I turned around because all those giggling and laughing caught my attention, nothing less, nothing more." I growled at him. Damn, this dude is taking me to my limits. Today is such a bad day! Why is god hating on me..
"It didn't look like it." He smirked. Oh that did it, what the hell is this guy trying to play at!
"Dude, I don't got the time to play with you! Why the fuck are you bothering me?" I yelled at him, some people passing by were looking at us. I didn't like being in center of attention. All those eyes were staring at us, thinking we are having an argument of some sort. It was something like that.
"Then when do you have the time?" He came closer to me. Oh no. He is not trying to touch me! I saw him walked closer and closer; I took a step back every time he took a step forward. Man, someone needs to get me out of this situation, I've had enough dealing with players and perverts.
"I am not going to waste any time on you!" I lowered my voice this time, hissing.
"I'm very interesting in you." He said, I snorted. There's goes one of those saying of getting someone. I'm not stupid to fall for it. He can fool anyone, but not me.
"Like hell you are, you're just looking for someone to fuck, but sorry, I ain't going to let that happen." I wanted to get away, to home and shut the door. I had a feeling if I do, he's going to follow me and when he knows where I live.. I'm never going to have a moment of peace! He can probably barge in while I'm sleeping and rape me!
"Hmm.. You're very entertaining." He smiled, but his eyes tell otherwise. It's like he's lusting for someone. Ugh, I'm not going to be one of his victims.
I stopped walking, my back facing him. "The fuck do you want!" I wanted to so much punch that guy in the face. His appearance tells me he's something I don't want to mess with. So much that I want to get out of this, he won't leave me alone.
I turned around but didn't see anyone, where did he go? I jumped when someone hugged me from behind. I struggled to get away from him but his grip was hella hard to get out of. "I want you." He whispered into my ear. I felt a shudder run down my back. Damn. I'm getting creeped out. He's no ordinary guy, that's one thing.
It took a while to break out of his grip and turn around to slap him across the face. "Shit! I don't want you and just leave me the hell alone! Are you gay or what?" My fist tightened, I'm on the verge of punching that beautif- no! Annoying guy in the face. What's so good about me anyways?
"You're mine." He purred. I backed away from him, about to take off and run. I yelped when I was pulled into a hug. What's with this guy! I thought Kaito was worse but this guy is just… a.. Whacko! I punched his chest rapidly to get him to let go of me; people were staring at us. I felt really awkward. Really, really awkward. Yes. What's worse! He didn't even budge an inch!
I growled, "Let go of me, you son of a bitch!" Trying to push him away, successfully. I was panting from all the yelling and using my strength to detach myself away from him. Can this get any worse? I get dumped and used by Kaito and now this random guy is saying he's interesting in me and I'm his! What the hell! He's got to be kidding me!
"You will be mine.. Zero.." He growled slightly, he was licking his lips! Oh my god! His lips, for freak sakes!
"How the hell do you know my name?" I was shocked, is he really some stalker? I shook my head from the thought.
"I overheard it from your friend." He coolly said.
"What do you want from me!" Situation like this really annoyed the hell out of me, and it's tiring to deal with them also. A headache was forming, I groaned.
"Like I said, I want you to become mine, I want to fuck you." He said it with a straight face. Dang. I couldn't believe what my ears were hearing.
"Excuse me?"
"I. Want. You." He said those words one at a time. Seriously? This got to be some kind of April fool's joke. It's not even April yet! Fuck!
"No. I. Won't. Become. Yours." I used the same tone he used on me, hoping to break that straight face of his. Sadly, it didn't. It made my eyes twitched a little, glaring at him.
"Oh. You will." I had enough of this nonsense and walked away. Walking pass him to get to my apartment, he whispered something only I could hear it.
"Remember the name, Kuran Kaname. The one who you will belong to. I'll make sure of it." I ignored it and kept walking, not even bother to look back at the man.
I reached to my apartment and shut the door behind me. My legs gave out and I slumped to the ground. Back of my head was resting on the door. I looked up at the ceiling.
"Kuran Kaname, I'll make sure you won't get to me. If you want to play, It's on.."
Woahss. I kind of like this chapter. Anger anger~ Lol. Well, I hoped you enjoyed it D: !
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