Hi everyone! This is the first english fanfic we (moonlightshade and GoingInsane) have written together so please be kind and review.

Disclaimer: Severus will hex us into oblivion if we take his Sirius and Severus belongs to Sirius and he would send Remus to kill us, if we try to steal him. Both of them belong to J.K.Rowling along with everyone else.

Warning: SLASH (Don't like don't read!)

Pairing: Severus/Sirius

Summary:New creatures, traps, pranks and a whole new level of feelings and fun.

Are you up to no good and want to read this story? Ready? Then go and read the Prologue.

Prologue:

Severus Snape:

It was still dark outside when I gasped and violently sat up in bed. I shook and trembled while I tried to separate dream from reality. One of those dreams again.

My father standing over my body trembled on the ground, with his fist still raised high into the air as to hit m over and over again.

When I opened my eyes I could see the face of the man called my father in front of my face.

I hurriedly blinked and it slowly dissolved into nothingness.

Out of experience I knew that it would be fruitless do try to go to sleep again hence I got up and decided to take a quick stroll through the castle to ease my dream clouded, troubled mind.

I hastily took in the state of my roommates and let out a sigh of gratitude once I noticed that everyone was still fast asleep. A robe was randomly pulled out of my closet and a few minutes later I found myself in the Slytherin common room.

Sirius Black:

I could feel the cold stone under my bare feet while slowly walking through the empty corridors my way back to the dorm. Absored in sullen thoughts making me sick due to the fact that they were sill spinning around in my head like a manic roundabout.

When I passed a window in the second floor I paused, leaned over the windowsill out in the dark night that soon would become morning and gazed at the horizon far away.

Closing my eyes I took a deep breath of the fresh, cold air to blew my mind. I did not work as it should because as soon as my lounge filled with the air, all those despiteful memories came back. I moaned. I guessed that thinking about them made them even worse than just let them flow straight trough my mind. I shivered, opened my eyes again and walked on by.

It has become a certain routine as a matter of course to go up to the Astronomy tower and sit there all by myself and just let my memories and nightmares come back, breaking the barriers of my mind I created during the time I had to spend home.

I swore to let nobody be able to rip them down. Nobody. Not these discriminatory kinds of people that call themselves my family. Fine feathers make fine birds.

Like I said, nobody should see my inner feelings! Not even Remus, James or Peter. Nobody, except me! Sirius Black!

My memories of the past, my miserable childhood, all those kinky stuff, everything belongs to me! I want to save my dignity and my reputation.

Only during those nights , sitting up in the tower, crying my soul out, because I think that I am disabled to accept any kind of feelings again in my lifetime, I allowed them to slip through the barriers.

Now, as I was walking along those silent corridors I wondered if there was somebody else like me, still awake, keeping awful memories in the back if his mind. And I wondered if there was somebody else walking trough extinct hallways, also haunted by nightmares.