SUMMARY!!! Bella and Edward made love for the first time after her birthday party. It was perfect, but then a few days later. He leaves. And with no connections to the Cullen's- how will Bella survive having a child?
Especially since it's Edwards.
Takes off from New Moon, Jacob helps Bella move away, while he stays in La Push with his pack. She get's a house up in a small secluded town and awaits her child. So right now she is 5 months pregnant.
Oh, um, I do not own Twilight. Though I wish I did. But I also wish that Edward Cullen loves me and was real…
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ONE.
I
sighed as I shuffled through the mail, mumbling under my breath,
bill,
bill, bill, BULL, magazine, stupid offer…LETTER!!!
It was from Jacob, I jumped up and down and ran to the kitchen table
to open it.
Dear Bells,
I miss you so much, but I know you had to do this. Doesn't mean I'm happy though, but if you need something you come straight to me! I'll make sure your kid knows that also. Charlie say's he misses you, and that he'll send you a letter with something in it…
Renee is freaking out, when I told her you had run away she cried hysterical, she still hasn't given up hope yet. And she has everyone looking for you. The pack will always protect you, I hope you know that. As for the leeches, no sign. And yes mother, I'm being safe.
Well I miss you so much. And I love you with all my heart. I have patrol so I'll write more…Love you,
Jacob Black.
I smiled as I read the letter, I couldn't see him now, possibly never again. But letters were okay. I hoped,
I was just so alone in this big empty house. I had more than enough money and I was working at a pre-school cleaning up and taking care of the kids. It was elite so I was very well paid.
But it wasn't as if I blamed my baby for this, nor did I blame Edward. It was my need, and decision, and I happened to screw it up.
When he left, it killed me. And when I found out I was pregnant, it broke me. Then one day I woke up and saw the sun, immediately I though
' I have something to live for. I have this kid.'
And it was then that I knew that I needed to go away, and live for my baby.
I needed to change a few things though. Which included changing my full name, and my home. It was strange when I first came to this small town and people began to call me,
Miranda, Mira, or Mir for short. It was weird. The pack had picked it out, and living alone has me crying every night. And I'm so scared of doing this alone,
" Miranda! " called one of my neighbors, Scarlett. She had become my best friend and came with me everywhere. She knew the truth of my pregnancy, yet she didn't know of the vampire's. She only knew that he had moved away, had not told me where, and I could not contact him about the baby, and that I ran away.
" Come one, you have your appointment today and you won't ever get to see your kid, or hear his heartbeat or WHATEVER LETS JUST GO! STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT! Jesus Christ, kid, get a move on." She smiled slowly at me and laughed shaking her head as she pulled me out of the door.
Scarlett wasn't able to have kids, so she would live for mine. Just like I did. In a way, this kid of mine was more loved than anyone I'd ever known. Jake loved it, Dad loved it, the pack loved it, Scarlett, and I'm pretty sure if the Cullen's knew- they would love it too.
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Peoples this is my authors note. WOAH! Yeah, that sounded weird, I know, and random. Okay so this chapter was like a fill in, but next chapter we see someone we never thought we would ever see… Hmmmm, soooo are you going to review or what?? You'd better!!