R.I.P

From the first time we met, I have loved you. From the first moment you looked into my eyes, I thought to myself, this is the one. From the first moment we spoke to each other I knew YOU were special. You were the one who never let me down. You were the one

who always stayed close to my heart, and it has been that way for a very long time now. You never disappointed me, and since the month of March when we first met at a petty middle school dance you became a huge part of my life.

But all good things come to an end. Nothing is ever built to last. As time went on we grew further and further apart. Though, I have tried and tried again to tie all loose ends in our cherished friendship, eventually it all came to a bitter and abrupt close. You've been

trying less and less to keep up with actually talking to me. Your calls kept coming later and later. We were no longer as close as we were. I knew this day would come. I guess I was not prepared for it because and I did not foresee it to end so quickly. You have just

simply…given up. Though there are still moments were I find myself thinking about you…hell I can't really get you out of my head at times, you definitely have left your mark on me.

So many good memories I have with you. Though I haven't seen you face to face as often as I originally planned we have had good times and plenty of laughs. From the word butterflies to the song Tubthumping, they all remind me of you and how we became close

friends. But now, as painful as it is, I must learn to let them go. You, like many others in the past, have finally let me go and forgotten all about me as if I never existed. I am now just a distant memory to you, you deserted me.

I do not know why I am taking the time to write all this though. Maybe, perhaps, it's because I was in desperate need to vent out all my hurt and betrayed feelings, or I care for you far more then I thought. Either way I will miss you. And I don't know if you will

ever read this, but if you do stumble across this, let me at least tell you this, you meant so much to me. I loved you. Every day we spent talking to each other was a new best day of my life. I will miss you.

Now it is time to say goodbye to our friendship, so lets makes this short and sweet and virtually painless. Goodbye to my friend who I honestly thought would make all my pain and suffering disappear, to the friend who became such a big part of my life in just one

day, and the to the friend who I thought…could be more then a friend…

R.I.P. /3

3/5/10~7/20/10