In my opinion, there is a severe lack of shoujo ai (girl/girl love)
stories in this section. This could be because I normally only read Sailor
Moon shoujo ai and yuri now, but hey, I took my chances and ventured into
other categories. ;)
Yes, this is Lavender/Parvati. I know they may be OOC, but oh well.
I knew I was the only one in our house not in the common room. They were having a party to celebrate Gryffindor's quidditch team's latest win.
But I was so confused. I was telling myself I wanted to go chase after cute guys with Lavender, or maybe give her a makeover, or something a normal girl would do. But I didn't. I knew that.
I truly wanted to go downstairs, find Lavender, and just kiss her. She's so beautiful.
But that would be unacceptable, wouldn't it? It's all terribly wrong. I don't like girls, especially not one of my best friends... Right?
I hear the door creak open. For a second, I hoped it was Lavender. But I looked, and it was Hermione. I figured she'd come up here sometime, to get away from all the noise and do her homework three weeks before she even got it, or so it seemed.
But even though I say that, and call her a bookworm, she's better than me. At least she's not madly in love with some girl. Especially one she'll never get.
"Parvati?" she asked. She must have just noticed I was here. "Yeah?" I replied. I didn't really feel like talking much. "So you are up here. Lavender's worried because you're not down there," Hermione said. I could tell she wasn't all that excited about being up here trying to find me. I don't blame her, I hardly ever talk to her and we're not all that close.
"Why would she be worried about me?" I finally blurted out. I felt like crying, but I didn't. I couldn't be so weak in front of Hermione.
Hermione gave me a strange look. "Because you're her friend."
"Her friend!? What good am I as a friend!? I'm a disgusting, nasty pervert! My mind is messed up, and I don't deserve a friend like her!"
Hermione's eyes widened. "That isn't true! I may not know you, or share your beauty tips or anything like that, but I know there's nothing wrong with you. You're not a pervert, and you're definately not disgusting. You're pretty... Hell, you're beautiful. You're everything I wish I could be. What makes you say things like that about yourself?" she asked. I was shocked.
"I'm a fucking lesbian, Hermione! That's why I say that about myself! Tell me what is not nasty, disgusting, and messed up about that!" I exclaimed. I wasn't sure if it was sweat or tears dripping down my face. And I don't think I'll ever know.
Hermione gasped. "What's so wrong about that?"
I was confused. Why wasn't she rejecting me? Saying I was disgusting and perverted? "What do you mean? Everything! I thought I liked guys, but all of a sudden more than anything I want my best friend!"
"Parvati?"
I could have died. It was Lavender. I knew she heard what I had said. I couldn't speak.
"Parvati?" she asked again. "Are you okay?"
I still couldn't answer.
She sat down next to me.
It was silent.
But then I felt her breath on my ear.
"I love you too," she said, and kissed me.
The last thing I remember is Hermione smiling and leaving the room.
I guess she's not so bad after all.
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