A/N This is my first fan fiction I have a lot of ideas to go with but I was maybe looking for help writing one I want to see if I suck at it so just read this and let me know what ya think if I should just stick to being just a reader and not a writer thanks any help is good help! Enjoy!
Tommy has been gone for what 3 months, 3 months and I a still breathing 3 months and I am still living. What a shock I
swear I thought I would have died if he ever left me. What happened that he had to leave with no answers leaving me
with only questions? Was I not good enough? Did I do or say something that was not right? What did I do to make him
so mad? Did he ever love me? He had to be love right. When I first meet lil Tommy Q I hated him before I knew him and I
know that is wrong you have to give everyone a chance it's not him that I hated it was the idea of him. He was a sell out I
thought he didn't know real music. It all changed that day at the pier I swear I saw something in the gorgeous eyes of his
was it love no we just meet it couldn't be but I felt something to and now I know it was love. These past 2 years have been
the best of my life I would not change them for anything. I just wish I could see him again. I am mooring a loss of
someone who isn't even dead or maybe I am just missing my heart because he has that always he always with him forever
and a day. Please be happy Tommy all I want for you is to be happy and loved. I wonder if you ever think about me as
much as I think about you. He was the most handsome man I have ever seen his eyes were his best feature the most
stunning I have ever seen ever seen I swear they looked right into my soul. When I looked into his, I could see love. We
could read each other like books cover to cover. His smile made me smile even if was the worse day he would just give me
that famous smile and the worst day was the best. I felt alive with him like there was a reason to be here and that reason
was to make him smile to love him. I will always have our memories to keep me sane all the music I wrote which was
always about him. My sixteenth birthday, my seventh birthday, our final kiss after we recorded white lines and all the
other times with our stolen glances at each other. He has my heart and I have the memories I guess I have to move on
what really scares me is what if you do move on is it like your are letting go of him forever or any chance of what you
would have had with him. My career could not get any higher triple platinum! what more could I ask for accept for
Tommy of course.
(Kwest) Jude earth to Jude I have been talking to you for like 15 minutes trying to get your attention
(Jude) huh? What kwest?
(Kwest) are you ready to record your new song for you third cd?
(Jude) yeah I guess. Kwest?
(Kwest) yeah Jude
(Jude) you know it's been 3 months today right?
(Kwest) yeah Jude I know
(Jude) so no word yet?
(Kwest) Jude I can't tell ya even if I did that is for Q to tell you if he comes back
(Jude) if he comes back? What do you mean if he comes back?
(Kwest) Jude could we not get into this now
(Jude) yeah set up the board I am ready
(Kwest) okay superstar counting down 1-2-3 Jude Harrison "it must have been love"
Okay Jude just breath you can get this out.
Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, is there a silence
In the bedroom and all around
Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away...
It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out
You did love me right Quincy?
Make believing we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I turn to water
Like a teardrop in your palm
And it's a hard winter's day
I dream away...
It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love, but it's over now
It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows
It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out
As a tear falls out of the corner of my eye all I can think is Good-bye Tommy I can't hurt anymore please be happy please be loved.