Takes place after 4x17.

Erin's P.O.V

Two weeks that's how long he decided to stay with his brother. Two weeks since I found out I was pregnant. I was going to tell him that night he left but I didn't want to cause any more trouble. We've hardly spoken to each other except for when it comes to a case, everyone sees it but don't question it. Jay just pushes me away when he knows I want him to come home. I just don't want his decision to be because of the baby, I want his decision to be because he wants to stay and be with me. So I decided to get away for a while and I don't know when I'll be back.

District 21

Erin showed up before anyone and went into Hank's office.

Erin: knock, Knock

Hank: hey Erin, you're here early

Erin: yea I wanted to talk to you before everyone got here

Hank: does this have to do with you and Jay

Erin: yeah it does. You remember the case about the girl we found in the storage container

Hank: yea

Erin: well that same day I found out that Jay got married 8 years ago. His ex shows back up and informs him that they are still married. Jay has to figure out what he wants. He has been currently staying with his brother the last couple weeks. Hank I need some time off. I am not running I need some time to get things sorted out.

Hank: Erin

Erin: Hank I'm pregnant

Hank: what

Erin: I am 10 weeks pregnant, I haven't told Jay because I need him to figure out what he wants. If he wants to be with me then I need that to be his decision, but if he is planning on staying married then he needs to decide that too. So Hank I am going to go away for awhile.

Hank: where are you going

Erin: I don't know yet, somewhere where I can think and grow this baby inside of me, I want to go visit the beach house in Santa Barbra the one Camille loved

Hank: okay kiddo, here is the key to it, come by the house at lunch okay

Erin: thanks Hank

Hank: sure kiddo

Erin left before the team got there and headed home. Jay entered the bullpen and noticed Erin wasn't there. He dropped the coffee on her desk hoping she would be there soon. It was a slow day and everyone was checking up on paperwork when Jay kept glancing at the stairs hoping Erin would show. So when lunch time came Jay headed to the apartment to find some of Erin's stuff missing, but her keys and phone were on the table but Erin wasn't anywhere to be found. So Jay went back to the district to talk to Hank about Erin. When Jay got there he saw a new female detevice with the team.

Burgess: Jay this is Emily Hart she is joining the team

Jay: the team is full isn't it

Hank: she is been assigned to replace Erin for awhile

Jay: what, where's Erin

Hank: Erin is on leave right now, she is taking some time to spend with Olive right now

Burgess: how long

Hank: until further notice I am not sure. Erin left this morning. Jay my office

Jay followed Hank into his office

Jay: Boss

Hank: Erin came to see me this morning, and she told me what's been going on. Jay I care about what happens between the two of you. I see you as another son of mine. What's going on?

Jay: I am still married, and I can't seem to get a handle on it.

Hank: what do you want Jay

Jay: a life with Erin

Hank: then get the divorce and be with Erin

Jay: sir she is upset with me and I don't know how to fix that

Hank: Jay figure out what you want to do and prove to Erin that she is the one you want. Jay she did leave this for you

Jay: thanks Sarg

Jay left Hank's office and pocketed the letter. Everyone worked out the day with paperwork. When Hank dismissed the team Jay went to the apartment and that's when he found out what he wanted. He wanted a life with Erin, for Erin to be his wife and the mother of his children.

Meanwhile In Santa Barbra

Erin finally arrived to her beach house and got settled in. The pictures of the family are there and she decided to call Hank, not realizing everyone would be around.

Hank: Voight

Erin: Hank its me

Jay: Erin

Erin: Hank take me off speaker

Hank: Sorry Erin

Erin: Listen I made it, I am fine, I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow, I'll send you an update

Hank: okay talk to you soon

Hank hung up and looked around the room and that's when everyone scattered back to their desks. Jay was still in Hank's office

Jay: Hank where is she

Hank: Jay she is fine she will come back when she is ready. Jay how is everything else going

Jay: I got the divorce papers I signed them I need to head up to New York to get Abby to sign them cause she won't come down here

Hank: take whatever you need but keep your head on straight

Jay walked out of the office and left for the day. Jay decided that he wanted Erin back more than anything so he was going to New York to get his divorce and move forward with his life. Jay made it to New York and located Abby's address.

Abby: Jay

Jay: Hi Abby can I come in

Abby: sure

Jay: listen Abby can we talk

Abby: sure Jay

Jay: Listen Abby, I care about you as a friend and that's it. You see when I married you I wasn't in the right mind frame. I was lost and broken from all of the stuff I did overseas. Here is the thing four years ago I met this amazing woman, she is the love of my life. Abby I am in love with her, which is why I need you to sign these.

Abby: Jay how can you be sure she is the one for you

Jay: because she fought so hard to be with me when her own father refused to let her be with me. You see Abby Erin is different, she and I come from the same background. I cant love anyone else because my heart belongs with her. I broke her heart by not telling her that I married you all those years ago, I moved out of our house to figure things out, and it hurts not being with her at night. Abby I plan on making her my wife and the mother of my children.

Abby: Jay

Jay: Abby sign these papers so I can go home please. The one for you is out there somewhere but I am not him.

Abby: okay Jay I'll sign them

Abby signed the papers and Jay turned around and left. Jay returned home and filed the papers immediately. Now he wanted to tell Erin but had no idea how. Jay decided that he would ask Hank to tell Erin to call him. 4 days later Jay was sitting at his desk waiting for his CI to call him about the case they were working. Jay's phone started to ring and without looking at the caller id Jay answered his phone

Jay: Halstead

Erin: Hi Jay…