It was yet another night
Feliks usually pretended to sleep until he knew Lovino was before he would mess with his hair or just watch him. It wasn't as creepy as it sounded since he had perfectly good reason to do so, it was rare to see Lovino so peaceful. But tonight was different, They shared small kisses and stayed in silence for a bit longer, Once Lovino couldn't stay up any longer and fell asleep, Feliks couldn't help but tear up.
Before Feliks only did this from time to time because of how high strung he'd get and Feliks was the one to calm him down, Or he'd also make him only more worked up but he always knew he loved him and he treated him well.
When they first met it was nothing short of a compete disaster, a lot of yelling,thrown words, they didn't get along in the least at first. But in the end, none of them had a clue of how hard they fell for each other. Nor how much they would love one another even though they showed it in different ways, yes their relationship was weird... But it worked out amazingly.
But in the last year, Lovino got horribly ill. Every single night he'd throw up and pass out in it. He couldn't take the pain much longer. He only got weaker and weaker, Feliks tried but he couldn't help. Today was the day.. That it was predicted that he would pass away. It never was long enough, Feliks wanted to hear him laugh or yell just one last time, he wanted to get upset over simple things and have Lovino tell him that it wasn't even worth worrying about, he wanted everything back.
He laid his head and his chest and just listened to his heart beat as he could hear it slow down
He knew he couldn't be saved and all he could do is whisper he was sorry, he loved him so much
His plus got slower
And slower
Until it
"You can't leave me!"