A/N I know I shouldn't start a new story now, I have two others and I just finished my first big one, but I can't help it, when I get ideas I write them down!!

BPOV

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I slammed my hand down on the snooze button, probably breaking the whole thing, and covered my face with my pillow and let out a long breath.

Fuck.

It was Monday, again. Back to school and all the idiots walking around there. Freely, might I add? I seriously think some of them needs to be locked up, oh who am I kidding, I'm one of the sanest people there if that helps you understand the situation.

I groaned and heaved myself of the bed. I was a bit sore from my workout yesterday, and tried to get to the shower with out tripping. I was running a bit late so I didn't have time to take a long shower, and was soon walking back across the hall to my room in only a towel. Charlie left for work early and wasn't home, so I didn't need to fear any embarrassment if we crossed in the hallway.

I picked up my big navy hoodie and jeans, and tied my hair in a ponytail before I looked myself in the mirror.

It wasn't that I was ugly. There was just no one who understood me, as me. I was a plain boring Jane, with long brown hair and plain brown eyes, freakishly pale skin, even for the Forks standards.

It really didn't bother me being alone all the time, but it would be nice to be able to just talk with someone sometime.

I was even more late now, so I decided to skip breakfast.

It was raining as usual. I hated the rain, but where else would I go? Nowhere! So I would have to stay in Forks. I would go to that hell whole they called a school for one more year and then I would get away from here to college. Just one more year with all the snide comments and glares. I had learnt to ignore them by now. They didn't hurt anymore and I pitied the one's who still spread rumours about me, it wasn't my fault that they didn't have a life, pathetic.

I checked my bag and found my flask, I had a feeling I would need the brake today, and my books.

I groaned when I stepped outside into the rain and muttered a few curses to myself. I drove slowly to school. I hated my truck. I couldn't wait to get back to Seattle for the weekend to the car shop, owned by a couple a bit older than me, Leah and Jake. They were one of the only ones who knew what my life really was about. Charlie didn't care. I knew he blamed me for my mother's death. No, he would never say it, but I knew. He was happy if my grades where god but didn't care other way's.

I parked as far away as possible from the others and sat there waiting for the bell to ring, no need to go inside with the rest of the student body. It was very easy to trip someone in the crowded hallways.

The lot started emptying and I took an encouraging gulp from my flask and hopped out and ran towards the doors. The hallways were almost empty when I walked calmly to my locker. Almost all of the teachers knew about the bullying, they didn't do anything about it, but I've never gotten a detention for being late. I walked slowly to my first class- History. This was one of my favourite classes. No, I wasn't interested in history but this was the only class without any bitches.

I sat down at my table that I shared with a sweet girl named Angela. She always seemed surprised when I smiled at her. I felt bad for her. She was a genuine and nice girl but was too shy to talk to anyone, making her an outcast like me, I just handled it better. I knew she liked a boy named Ben and I also knew that said boy liked her back. But that's what happens when you're shy.

Angela looked extra sad today so I felt like I had to do something. I sprang up when the bell signalled for the class end. Angela was always one of the first out of the classroom, so she was out the door before I could say anything, I went after her.

"Hey Angela?" she whirled around; startled that someone was calling her name.

"Hey Bella" She whispered shyly when I was close enough. I smiled brilliantly, completely against my mood at the moment.

"I was wondering. Would you like to do something, this weekend? I was going to Seattle and wondered if you would like to come with me?" Ben worked at the car shop at weekends, so this was the perfect opportunity.

"I-I… If you're sure you won't mind? Sure" She said with a small smile. Then came one of the most annoying voices in man kind history.

"That's a new low, even for you Swan! Hanging out with nerd-girl!? But maybe it fits seeing as you are a freak like her" Oh Ughn! How I hated that voice and the bitchy cackles coming after it. I slowly turned around with my fists clenched. Rosalie and her chronicles; Tanya, Jessica, Lauren and Alice were standing behind me laughing. I could see Angela slipping away from the corner of my eye. Good, I didn't want her to get into trouble.

"Hello Barbie! I faked smiled sweetly at her. Her eyes narrowed and all of the others bitches gasped before smirking evilly, thinking I would get it now, no doubt.

Uh huh, yeah, right, never going to happen. If Barbie here would try to do anything… anything at all I would kick her ass big time. The best thing was that Barbie didn't even know what I was capable of doing to her face.

"Watch it Swan! There are three more of us! And I wouldn't want you to get hurt" She sneered at me. This was getting really fucking irritating. Bitch needed to be taught a lesson.

"I'll give you one more chance Barbie. Walk away and leave me alone or face the consequences" She laughed a mocking laugh… right. To. My. Face.

"What's gotten into you loser-"I cut her off by drawing my fist back and snapping it forward.

She shrieked a wordless scream of fury and pain holding her nose. I smiled at her and whipped my bloody hand on my jeans.

"Looks like you will need a nose job, again" She glared at me with horror and disgust and badly depressed fury.

"You bitch! You bdoke my dnose" Her voice was muffled by the blood and her hand and I smiled before walking away.

I was not going to go to class now. I needed the break.

Now.

So instead I headed to the gym. This was one of my favourite spots for skipping class. I had dragged a box from the cafeteria and I often sat behind the gym, hiding or thinking.

I slumped down against the wall and closed my eyes. I sighed and reached from inside of my backpack for my flask. I took a big gulp, and smiled when the liquid burned my throat and spread warmness all the way to my toes.

Ahh… Good old Jack.

I sat there with my eyes closed concentrating on the warmth flowing trough me. I jumped at least a foot in the air when someone cleared their throat above me. I jumped up from the ground and looked around trying to find the source of the noise.

"Oh, you" I slumped back against the wall and closed my eyes again.

"What are you doing here?" I looked up at him. He looked surprised and shocked and a bit angry for some reason, I would probably never understand.

"I could ask you the same thing" Did he have to come here and ruin my day even more?!

"I asked you first" I opened my eyes again to look at him properly. I guess he could be described as attractive. His wild bronze hair, intense emerald eyes, pouty full lips, strong jaw and a muscular tall body, yeah he was hot. But his emerald eyes were glaring at me right now. But I could still detect a small twinge of curiosity. I smirked up at him from my place on the ground.

"What makes you think I'll tell you?" He glared at me some more. I sighed and closed my eyes, leaning my head back against the wall.

Edward Cullen.

Brooding, mysterious hearts throb of the school. He could get any girl he wanted and he knew it. He hanged out with the so called popular crowd; his twin sister Alice and her boyfriend Jasper, and Emmett and queen bitch Rosalie, and some other wannabee bitches. I had my own theory about their so called popularity; I think, no actually I know that they're feared and envied and some even admired them, anyone would kill for a spot in their gang, but me… to me he was; Edward, jerk, selfish bastard, man whore, motherfucker, not really the last one, I loved Esme she was really sweet and I met her at the hospital quite often.

I heard some shuffling to my right and opened one eye to peer sideways. Edward had sat down and was now staring at me. I groaned, why wouldn't he go away?

"What do you want?" I didn't want to look at him so I closed my eyes again.

"I was coming for a smoke but you were already here. So, what are you doing here?" Wasn't it quite obvious?!

"Skipping class" I said in a duh voice.

"Not scared to taint your perfect record?" he mocked me, but I could hear the curiosity.

"My record isn't perfect. Everyone just chooses to ignore it" I smirked smugly with my eyes still closed. He made some kind of unconvinced noise, but I could care less.

"I don't believe you. What have you ever done?" I opened my eyes to look at him for a minute before I showed him my flask. His eyes widened slightly.

"You got caught with that? And you didn't even get an detention?!" I smirked.

"And you didn't see me last week at all, did you?"

"No… you weren't in school?"

"I didn't feel like it so I started my weekend early, or let's say I took a small holiday"

"So perfect goodie two shoe skipped class and got caught with alcohol on school property and didn't even get punished for it?!" I put my hand under his chin and shut his mouth that was hanging open.

"Now that I think about it, I really should thank Rosalie… oh well" I took another swig. Ahh.

I hadn't realized that I had closed my eyes again. I opened them and looked up at Edward. He was sitting there staring at me.

"What are you still doing here?"

"You want me to leave?" I raised and eyebrow at him. How stupid is he?"

"Well class is ending anyway, its lunch" I groaned. That meant I would have to go too. Damn.

I sighed and got up.

"Where are you going?" He couldn't just shut up, could he?

"Lunch"

"I never see you at lunch?!"

"Where do you eat?"

"In the cafeteria?"

"Well I don't" I started walking away. But he couldn't apparently take a fucking hint. He followed after me.

"Where do you eat then?"

"I don't eat in school! Its crap!" he still followed. All of the hallways were still empty, but they would soon be filled with people. I quickly made my way towards the parking lot, towards that god's forsaken truck.

"Where are you going?" I groaned and turned around to face him.

"Listen here Cullen! I've subtly tried to tell you to fuck off-" He snorted at that but I ignore him " And aren't you afraid of your own reputation, being seen with me!? I will say this one. more. time. I hate you, I don't care what you think or want to know, and it isn't your business! So fuck off" I stalked to my truck and hopped in before starting the engine and driving away from the hell hole, and the skanky bitches, and Edward fucking Cullen.

EPOV

Wow…

That was weird.

Bella Swan is hot when she's angry. How is it that I've never noticed this before? Well how the fuck was I supposed to know that Swan, teacher's pet, goodie two shoes actually skip class to sneak behind the gym to drink out of a fucking flask?!

Like I said, weirdest thing fucking ever.

Alice, Emmett and I moved here a couple of years ago. We had fit in with the popular crowd on our first day. No we were the popular crowd. I know it means more to Alice to be accepted, I could care less. Now we ruled the school with our older brother Emmett and his girlfriend Rosalie, and her twin brother Jasper who was Alice's boyfriend. I didn't really participate with the bullying, I just ignored it, I didn't care and it wasn't my problem. And I've never paid attention to Swan.

Bella fucking Swan.

Who was evidently nothing what I thought she was, or what the rest of the school thought she was.

When we came here, everyone told us immediately who to hang out with and who you ignore. Bella Swan was the biggest no-no of the school. And here I sit besides her behind the gym. I don't think I can stay away anymore now that I got curious.

She was surprisingly hostile. You would think she would be happy to have me talking to her. Apparently not!

How long has she been like this? A hostile, hot bitch. When did she change? When I think of Bella Swan, the first image I get is a nerdy, absolutely not hot in any way, shy girl with no friends. That was clearly not the case. If she was a nerd, then so was I. I looked down at her. Again this? How did I not see how hot she really was? The woman is smoking!

And shy? Don't make me laugh! She was as blunt as they come and was definitely not scared to say what she thinks, that's for sure! How was it that she was an outcast? She could handle bitches like Rosalie, and jerks like me.

I never really had any preference to girls, but Bella was perfect in every way, now that I finally looked at her. Her small, but still perfect frame, which sparked that male protective instinct in me –God. What was wrong with me?!- Her long wavy chocolate brown hair. It looked so soft and the smell. I took in a deep breath and let myself be engulfed by the scent of strawberries and freesia. Her big doe eyes, so deep and expressive and still brown. I could get lost in them. And don't get me started on her lips. There was seriously something very wrong with me today…

Fuck. All this thinking was giving me a hard on.

And she had been caught with her fucking flask on school property?! Without getting punished? What did she mean that she should thank Rosalie? Wasn't she the biggest bitch of them all?

And it was true that now that I thought about it there were days when I hadn't seen her at all.

It was weird how different Bella really was now that I looked closely. She was the opposite of what I thought she was. Literally so.

I wonder what else I didn't know about Bella fucking Swan.

A/N I know I'm really, I mean really stupid!! I honestly don't even know where I will take this story, and I know no chapters will be this long, this actually took me pretty long to write, and I have my other stories… I'm a huge fucking idiot!! This is the longest chapter I have ever written!!

But as I said; I get an idea, I write it down!! I now- STUPID!!

So I am terribly sorry if my stories take long but I don't want to write without inspiration and produce really bad chapters!!

This is new, I have no idea where to take this… but that's just how it is!! And don't expect this long chapters… This is a fucking record!!