AUTHOR's NOTE – So this is my first attempt at M rated writing…so hopefully it wont be too bad.
This is about Sirius and my OC, Naina, and tells of their first experience together and can be turned into a whole story if you guys feel you would like to read more…

PLOT – Sirius and Naina – two souls, two approaches to life and love but they are connected by a thread – a thread of life and love itself. Can be developed into a multi-chapter fic. Rated M for a reason. Sirius/OC.

Disclaimer - I dont own HP, obviously...but I do own my own characters in this story as well as the plot itself. Using either of these without my permission will not be appreciated AT ALL.

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There Is Nothing Else

Chapter 1 - Look how they shine for you...

Sirius let out a breath slowly, lightly leaning against the headboard, hardly noticing the pattern his cigarette smoke made…all his attention was focused on the feeling of her skin beneath his long fingers as he caressed her bare back.

She stirred just a little bit but just to weave herself more into his own body, taking her refuge under his left arm, her own draped around his midsection with one leg twisted around his, making her grip to him more secure.

Her light stirring had caused her wavy black hair to frame her face, hiding it from him. He lightly moved it back and let his finger trace her forehead and nose, trailing it downwards to lightly rub her lips…remembering last night…

"Butterbeer is sooooooo goooooooood!" Naina said smacking her lips and making ogle eyes at the empty glass which till recently held the aforementioned substance, making her companion and boyfriend of past 4 months laugh lightly.

"Well…Purple, that it is…but I can think of something which tastes better…" He teased her, letting his sentence trail into an unmentioned territory which made her blush and lightly smack her hand on his chest and letting it rest there…letting herself be wormed into his warm embrace, inhaling his unique scent – of dark woods and chocolate – an odd combo, yes, but that was what Sirius Black smelt of to her.

"Why do you call me 'Purple'? You never hear me calling you 'Grey'…" she lightly joked, looking up at him with purple eyes full of laughter, hiding her little curiosity…

"Well…you see 'Grey' is boring, run of the mill while 'Purple', dear Purple, is exciting, fascinating!"

"Awwww! Well, you aint that boring, Black…" she winked at him.

Sirius swooped down for a kiss before whispering quite cheekily into her ear, "Well…that may be right…we will just have to prove it…and I can think of the perfect way to do that…", placing a soft sensual kiss at the base of her neck.

"Uh-huh" was all Naina could manage reeling under the sheer enchantment that was Sirius Black – she had had a crush on him for around 2 years before he finally asked her out around 4 months back…she had been apprehensive, she would not lie, after all Sirius had quite the reputation but these past four months had been nothing but pure bliss – he had acted like the perfect boyfriend and a perfect friend too, something all his previous girlfriends or rather conquests envied quite a bit and those who had not ever been with him swooned about. And Sirius had also tried to put a rest to some of her apprehensions, he never tried to initiate more than what she was comfortable with, never tried to control her actions, was always there when she needed him to be and had even given up his usual flirtatious ways and now Naina Kapoor was ready, ready to take the next step in their relationship or at least attempt to initiate something in that direction. They had not yet said those 3 words to eachother but didn't action talk way louder than words? She had no doubt in her mind that she loved him and little that he loved her back – after all had he not done so much to make this relationship work?

So Sirius making that suggestion had obviously excited her but the kiss at the end had positively enthralled her – the suggestion may have been a light hearted comment but the kiss was not – it was sensuous, sexual…it spelled desire and Naina Kapoor wanted more.

"Lets go…"

Sirius looked at her, he knew instantly that something was up – her purple eyes seemed darker and more intense and there seemed to be an excited nervous edge to her voice…

"Sure…here let me help you with that." He offered her a hand and together they stood up and left Three Broomsticks.

"So where to, my love?" Sirius joked.

Naina was suddenly feeling more of nervousness than excitement and her grip on Sirius hand was getting slightly sweaty resulting in her snatching it away from his and turning away from trying hard to hide the flush in her face.

"Is something wrong, Naina?"

"Uh..No no nothing's wrong…I just…lets go this way!" She started walking in the direction of the small inns leaving Sirius to follow her, confused at her sudden change in behavior.

'Calm down, Naina! Calm down! You are freaking him out now! You are 16 and a half, for God's sake! Half of Hogwarts population of your age has already done it! And besides the guy you want to do it with is no virgin! So calm down!' She furiously thought to herself and then exhaling a long breath and wiping her sweaty hands on her skirt, she let it find its way back to his.

"Whats going on? You looked flustered…"

'Oh Sirius! You have NO idea!' "Flustered? Who? Me? No! Hahaha! I was just…thinking…"

"I don't believe you…you know you can tell me anything, right? Was it something I did? Something I sai-" A look of realization dawned upon his face and his eyes grew wide and a second later apologetic and he himself became flustered.

"Oh Naina! I was just…please, don't get scared or mad! I was just kidding! You don't have to feel pressurized or anything! I would never push you into it and personally break the nose and other parts of anyone else who dared did! But please, I was just joking…don't take it seriously…just kiddin- Naina?"

He had just noticed that with each passing sentence Naina's face had seemed to droop and at the present moment, it was just short of heartbreak. Her beautiful purple eyes which till now held nervousness, now reflected shame and …rejection?

"Naina?" He tried again, rubbing his thumb against her hand…trying to soothe her…

"You were joking?"

"Yeah…" No sooner had the word left his mouth, he knew it was not what she was looking for – her eyes clouded a little bit and she looked down, biting her lip.

"I thought…I thought you wanted me…I just…so stupid! So unbelievably stupid!"

Sirius knew by now that she was talking more to herself than him but her words affected him nonetheless and he let out a deep breath before catching hold of her shoulders and willing her to look at him, boring his eyes into her as he spoke his next words slowly and deliberately.

"I so want you, Naina. I do. Oh, trust me I do…I have for such a long time! But I don't want to pressure you into anything and that's why I apologized but never for once think that I don't want you, Naina! I would be stupid to not want you…you get that, Purple." He smiled at her and was relieved to see her crack a small one in return.

"You have never pressurized me, Sirius, and those words back in the pub did not pressurize me either…I just feel…no, know that I am ready now…I am ready for this. Can you do that for me?"

Sirius gaped at her, suddenly acutely aware of the mental war his mind and heart had waged against eachother ever since he had started going out with Naina – he wanted her…scratch that, he needed her! But he never wanted her to feel pushed into it! And now…she was saying she was ready on her own will…and he was gaping at her!

"Naina…" Sirius let out a low strangled groan.

"Please, Sirius…come on…"

And she grabbed his hand and walked towards the first inn, reaching its entrance and looking back at him with big hopeful excited eyes and Sirius did the only thing he could.

They were now inside a small room, rented for the night, looking around rather awkwardly…Naina's initiative taking streak seemed to have been clouded by nervousness once again and Sirius was trying hard to not to do anything which may turn this moment into something he had feared for four months – him pressuring her.

"So…? You know that we are breaking the rules by being here, right?"

"Since when have you started bothering about rules?"

"I don't…but only when I am by myself or with the Marauders…I do when you're involved."

Naina's face and heart warmed at this comment and she made her way towards him as he stood with his back to her, surveying the room. She let her hands encircle his waist, resting her head against his hard back…the sharp intake of breath on his part did not go unnoticed by her – rather it made her blush even more and surprisingly made her feel more bolder and she placed feather light kisses across his back, running her hands lightly over his chest and abs.

Slowly she made her way around him, now facing him and took in his tense muscles, his dark disheveled hair as it fell around his face and his intense darkened grey eyes. He eyes travelled lower and she took in the rapid breathing as his chest heaved and the taut abs and…Naina all but gasped. She had seen boys excited, including Sirius during their make out sessions, and she had most certainly read and gossiped about it but to see Sirius aroused this way was one thing she would never forget.

She slowly let her hand travel upwards from his abs to his chest and let it rest there while she caressed his face with the other one. Sirius had hardly moved all this while and his eyes closed when he felt her hands caress his body. He felt her grab his own hands and place it on her waist.

She looked at him through her own heavy eyes and almost collapsed at the sheer intensity of the kiss Sirius suddenly bestowed on her and just before his lips descended on hers, all she could see were his grey eyes, darkened by intensity and sexuality. His lips moved against her own like never before, his tongue licking her lips asking them to part which she did, readily, and his tongue ventured inside, slowly getting into a hot battle with her own. She felt his hands spell magic on her as they moved against her sides, hard and gentle at the same time, leaving her feel heat in places more than one.

Sirius let go of her lips only when it was absolutely essential and rested his forehead against hers, drawing in quick breaths. Naina also gasped for air and realized that her hands were holding on to the front of his T-shirt, the material twisted within her folded palms. She braved a look at Sirius who in turn looked at her, asking for some sort of approval for his actions and she gave him just that by dragging her lips across his throat, placing open mouthed kisses slowly moving down to his chest. She could feel Sirius getting more aroused as he poked somewhere around her stomach and with a jolt she realized that she was doing that to him…however she did not have long to dwell on that thought because the next moment, she felt herself being lifted up and her own neck getting smothered by his hot kisses and love bites. On their own accord, her legs locked themselves around his waist and that was when she felt him properly and truly leading her to let out a long moan – a sound which not only surprised Sirius but also her…she had never really heard herself moan and possibly not even considered herself capable of making such a sexual sound.

Sirius broke away from her neck and looked at her, making her blush a deep red, something which obviously endeared to him because he placed a kiss on her forehead whispering, "You're beautiful, Purple."

"You too." Naina did not know what propelled such a reaction but she knew she meant it. Sirius Black had turned out to be exactly who she had dreamt of and unlike the picture others painted of him. She noticed Sirius still looking at her, his expression shifting quickly from awe to care, and she held his gaze.

"Are you sure, Naina? If you're not, we can stop right here…I promise, we can…"

Naina just pecked him on the cheek before capturing his lips with hers, weaving her hands in his shaggy mane, pulling a few strands and grinding against him – if all this did not answer his question, Naina did not know what would.

It did.

The groan he let out was answer enough.

And it also pleasurably tortured her…the sound he was making and the arousal he was carrying made Naina feel suddenly very significant in that moment – she was doing THAT to him.

As this thought crossed her mind, Naina gently scraped her nails around his shoulders, letting them dig lightly for a moment…making Sirius moan into her mouth.

She felt them moving and suddenly she was being lowered down, placed on the bed in the middle of the room with Sirius kneeling in front of her. Naina let her hands wander low, right below the hem of his wizarding rock band shirt and attempt to pull it upwards. Thankfully, Sirius assisted her and with one flick, it was off him and for the first time, Naina saw Sirius Black shirtless. Her breath was caught in her throat as she drank in the sight – his well formed abs glistened with excitement's sweat and his fit chest heaved lightly. Naina reached for his taut nipple and lightly ran a finger over it, earning a moan. She repeated her action with the other one and could feel Sirius tense up beneath her hand.

"Sirius…"

"Yess, love?"

"Undress me."

Sirius visibly gulped but he let his hands reach for her pale pink shirt and just before yanking it over her head, he looked at her again awaiting permission and did so only when she nodded.

Now that the shirt was off, Sirius Black looked at Naina Kapoor dressed in nothing but a black bra and skirt and sandals and oh boy, did he like it?

He hesitantly reached for her breast, letting his hand hover it for a minute before she pulled it down to her breast and placed it there, looking at him with lust ridden eyes willing him to go on.

He cupped her softly and let the other hand do the same and almost ripped the bra off her when he heard her hiss and moan at his squeezing them.

'Control, Sirius, control. Its her first time. Think about her, not yourself. Control!'

He slowly lowered himself on the bed, taking care to not to hurt her by propping himself on his elbows, placed at her sides and placed his mouth on the swell of her chest, dragging his teeth against her slightly protruding nipples. He let his hands play with the straps and only when he felt that she wanted him to go on, did he drag them down slowly, giving her time to take in everything, every feeling, every touch. When it reached the point where pulling it down any further would bare her breasts, he once again sought her approval by placing a light kiss on her lips, one which she moved against with full participation and he dragged them down. Pulling away from her, he let his eyes wander over her body as she lay sprawled underneath him, her dark wavy hair framing her head, her cheeks red, her eyes heavy and her lips moist.

Naina let him savour her partially naked sight for a moment, wondering what was going on in his mind…whether he liked the sight in front of her or not. She knew that her breasts were now visible but was also aware of her bra just underneath them, useless but still there. She got up slightly and attempted to unclasp it but was stopped by Sirius' touch…he pulled her to his chest making them both gasp as their bare chests made contact with eachother. Sirius unclasped her bra while placing feather kisses on her neck and just before her bra's clasp came off, he licked her ear oh so gently and bit down on it making her writher against him and close her eyes in pure pleasure. His hands felt her smooth back and he placed soft kisses on her shoulder before pulling away from her and lifting her up and seating her on his lap.

Naina was now in pure bliss which only heightened when she felt Sirius' mouth on one breast and his one hand massaging the other one, tweaking her nipple and making her see stars.

"Oh…Siriussss" All she could do was moan and grind against him, feeling the harsh but strangely pleasant material of his jeans against her skirt.

Suddenly she felt Sirius' hands on her skirt, unzipping it from the side and her breath hitched…something which Sirius obviously noticed because the next moment, his lips were on hers – grazing lightly against them while his fingers worked on pushing her skirt down. He lifted her slightly so as to be able to pull the blue thing down and toss it aside, leaving her in nothing but black knickers.

Sirius could feel the tightening in his jeans getting particularly painful now and the sight in front of him was not helping. He had laid Naina down and she wore nothing but her unbelievable enticing black knickers looking up at him with big purple eyes, her arms on either side of her face…

"Naina…" He could have unbuckled himself and gotten out of his jeans but he wanted Naina to do it…he wanted her to participate in this as much as he was – make it perfect for her…

Suddenly Naina realized the unspoken request in his words and feeling exceptionally silly but a little bit giddy she moved her hands to his jeans, unbuckling his belt and unbuttoning it. He looked at her with passion ridden eyes while she unzipped him and tried to pull his pants down, trying to help her hands with her legs and finally she had it to a pool around his ankles.

Now, she was looking at Sirius with just his boxers on and his arousal was way more visible and real now and Naina could hardly help herself from letting her hands wander over to its front and feel him through their soft and thin material.

Sirius' reaction was almost animalistic as he threw his head back at the contact and hissed and that sound had effects that Naina never really knew the existence of – she could feel her knickers dampen and…

She pulled at his boxers around the same time he pulled at her knickers, letting them both crack a smile and share a loving kiss and finally they were both as natural as one could get and unabashedly looking at each other before letting go of inhibitions and just hugging tight and kissing wildly…Naina could feel the whole of him and it excited her to know end and she knew Sirius too was getting excited by her obvious arousal.

"Are you sure, Naina?" Sirius breathed out against her neck as he nuzzled her and blew hot air on the love bites he had given her.

"Yes." Naina said simply before actually feeling a manhood for the first time in her life and hesitantly rubbing her hand across it.

"Don't…I am too aroused." Sirius moaned sheepishly before moving down her body, kissing her all the way before finally stopping at her feet where he removed her sandals with the most tantalizing look on his face, having kicked off his shoes earlier.

Once finished with that, he made his way back up, kissing all the way again before finally stopping at her opening and inhaling her scent – an action Naina found so personal that she almost closed her own eyes before realizing that this was not personal for either of them individually but for them both as a couple. She kept her eyes open and at him as he blew hot air right at her centre making her shut her eyes in pure exhilaration and they almost rolled back right through her head when she felt him there – properly and fully – blowing, kissing, nibbling…

"Siriusss!"

He just grabbed her by lower waist tightly so as to stop her from writhing too much and continued on with his sheer torture technique before inserting a finger in her making her let out a shriek and look at him wildly…just to find him smirking through his own exhilaration and move his finger inside her, kissing her thighs, looking like he always did in school…cool and collected but Naina knew that underneath it all, he too was hiding a fast building strong passion…his eyes spoke enough.

"Sirius…please…"

"Sshh…you need to get ready…let me please get you ready…"

Naina let him do so knowing he knew more and he was probably taking extra care to make it as painless and as enjoyable for her as he could and soon she felt another one of his long fingers join in, the two moving fast and slow inside her as she lay there whimpering in ecstasy…

"Are you ready, love?"

"Hmmm…"

"It will hurt a bit but I will try and go as slow as possible…don't worry, okay?"

Naina opened up her eyes to find Sirus face hovering above hers and the most earnest and sincere expression on his face…she knew at that moment that there was no doubt that she loved him and was just about to say out loud those words when Sirius grabbed a hold of his wand and muttered a charm to which she looked at him questioningly.

"Contraception." He answered simply before moving to seize her mouth and placing his arousal against hers and leaning forward.

Naina almost screamed as it moved past her barrier but Sirius' mouth on her stopped her from it and also comforted her as did his hands which were now stroking her hair, her face as he moved slowly against her, letting her get used to him.

Once the pain had subsided, Naina felt an unbelievable desire and excitement shoot through her body and she pushed herself against him willing him to move a bit faster which Sirius did but apparently it was not fast enough because Naina felt herself moan, "Faster, Sirius…please, faster!"

Sirius bowed to her demands and increased his thrusting speed and one of his hands made its way to her breasts, squeezing and rubbing it, while the other caressed her shoulders as she whimpered against him…her head gently lolling…Sirius let one of his hands caress her lower body and Naina's grip on his shoulders tightened…

"Fuck, Sirius…Fuck…"

"Naina…fuck! Merlin…"

He knew he was reaching his peak and hoped that Naina was too because he wanted them both to let go at the same time or at least for her to have the first place…he wanted her to derive the maximum pleasure out of her first time…and he knew that was what was happening because Naina was now stiffening beneath him…

"Oh Merlin!" Her mouth formed a perfect 'O' when she finally let go and a second later Sirius did as well.

Naina held on to Sirius' shoulders as she felt feelings rush past her, feelings she never really knew would be like this when they did happen…she buried her head in his shoulders and tightened her hold as she felt him let go as well…something so personal, so private…Naina felt her eyes tear up a little while a smile played on her lips…

"Are you okay?"

Naina broke away from him to look up at him, taking in his beautiful and striking face as if for the first time and moved in for a gentle kiss…her forehead pressed against his when she whispered back, "Never been better."

Sirius smiled at the recollection and wondered what he had done to deserve her – Naina Kapoor was everything a boy could desire – beautiful, smart, sensitive, fun, understanding…she was perfect…while he…he was far from it. He was a Black, no matter how hard he tried to deny it, he was a Black. He was born one. He could not change that. He did not know love, he did not know sensitivity…he did not know beauty…yet…yet Naina had called him 'beautiful', a memory which made a smile come across his lips and a calmness in his heart but he was still not someone who deserved or even understood love…he wasn't…he just wasn't.

"I love you, Sirius." Naina mumbled in her sleep unaware of how her simple mumbling had caused Sirius' hand freeze in her hair and his eyes widen and then go small and hard with anger and anguish.

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called 'Yellow'

So then I took my time
Oh what a thing to've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin, oh yeah, your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know? You know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
'Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin, oh yeah, your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know? For you I bleed myself dry
For you I bleed myself dry

It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for

~ Yellow, Coldplay

So…what do you think? Any good? Want more? This is my first attempt at the M rated genre…so sorry if its not upto the mark…reviews and comments and suggestions welcomed.

If you like the sound of Sirius and Naina, please do check out my others stories on them…

So…you want more? Want to know what happens next or should I just leave it here…

Please make your suggestions…

Thanks for reading.

KingKhan aka Rae