This is taken from the first episodes of season 14, I love the Cassidy Olivia relationship and wish there was something about how they got together not just her mystery guy it goes up to Undercover Blue and probably further.
This is my taking on it all, with pieces taken from the various episodes to give it where it is taken from and missing bits too.
The first bit has a lot from the first episode in season 14 with bits added into it, the rest a lot will be my ideas with bits added it from various episodes
A/N I have only just started watching Law and Order SVU and started at season 14 and loved Bensidy together so decided to write this one. Please review if you like it thanks
I really can't help myself should stick to one but had two in my head, and another one coming
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Sitting on the bed holding Cassidy's hand seeing him there lying there, if she closes her eyes she can still see and hear the gun shots and him falling to the ground, it all happened so fast one moment they were walking out of the building when she saw the thieves at the car running after them turning around she saw Cassidy had pulled him gun on the other guy hearing the sirens turn up running around seeing the guns aimed on Cassidy there was no doubt in her mind it was a set up the police car got there that fast and the guys at the car, now with Cassidy out of danger she could relax slightly.
Walking into his room sipping the glass of water relief there that he was going to be ok" Ganzel called in a favour" seeing the shocked look on Cassidy's face "he paid for the flowers and the hospital room" moving over to the bed sitting on it watching as his face screws up with pain, turning around looking at him the fear she felt hearing the gun shots watching as he fell to the ground racing out screaming out "no, no. no Cassidy Cassidy" it was at that moment that something happened running over to him into her coms 10 13 officer down" and it wasn't just any officer but Cassidy trying to keep her emotions in check and her voice betraying how she felt the urgency in her voice, kneeling down and touching his chest why was the thought of losing Cassidy so scary touching his chest near the shots screaming out the fear no longer hidden "call a bus" this whole situation was out of control how could the officer had shot him, she heard him say she was on the job his hands up touching his face he had to hold on she couldn't have him die stroking his face the need to keep him alive and conscious.
Walking over to the bed sitting on the side reaching for his hands, she wanted to be here to sit next to him to know he was alright she could of told him standing up but to see him lying in the hospital bed "Ganzel made you" watching his face the pain there trying to get comfortable but she couldn't move she just wanted to be close to him "Can you blame the guy I mean those bugs, stupid bugs"
Her hands on each arms before one of them reaching up going through his hair down the side of his face so gently it was happening she just had to touch him, her voice soft her eyes not leaving his "ÿou should of told Foster" her hand reaching his shoulder watching his eyes on her "no way she would of pulled me in and then what go back to investigate dry cleaner break in" watching him wince in pain as he tries to get comfortable "I'm remaining there, like you Liv this job is the only thing I've got" seeing him move the pain evident her hands gently on the top of his shoulder her eyes not moving from him at all her head tilted side ways her voice soft "I'm not who I used to be" a smile on her face
Tilting his head slightly, damn she looked gorgeous was it the pain killers talking moving his head slightly his eyes not moving from hers "sure you are" her head still on the side seeing the smile on her face shaking her head slightly "no I'm not".
Holding his hand looking into his eyes was it 13 years ago that they had that one night stand she was a different person now, through it all she had seen Brian in a different light there was something appealing about him., looking into his eyes, her eyes hadn't left his, it felt so natural as she leant down as her lips found his the kiss so sweet soft and gentle the surprise on his face his head tilted sideways "that was nice" her hands still in his "something about a man in a hospital bed" his eyes not leaving hers he had seen the way she looked at him in the bus and on the ground "ok Florence Nightingale" her hands still on his shoulder leaning down and kissing him again this time longer it still felt so right.
Drawing herself away from him "I have to get back to work" his eyes following her every move he wanted her 13 years ago and she gave him the brush off, she slept with him and that was it "will you be coming back Liv" his voice was slightly hopeful turning around to look at him "something about a guy in a hospital bed" nodding "see you later"
Watching Olivia walk out, he watched her run back to him with the police his eyes moved from his target for a second before he was shot, he didn't want Liv caught up in it all calling out "Liv get back, Liv get back" he didn't'want her shot he didn't want anything happening to her in the previous weeks there was something about her she looked great and they were working well together he remembers looking up into her face, her gentle hands stroking him, on his chest in the bus she was there holding his hand stroking the hair all he could was look at her the fear in his eyes that this could be it just then it wasn't his imagination her hands going over his hair down his face that touch was so different he wanted to touch her again.
Walking out of the hospital her hand gently going across her lip, she could still feel his lips on hers, she didn't even mean to kiss him but it felt right and so natural, the thought that he could of died was the jolt that she needed to realize that she had started to have feelings for him again, she did want him all those years ago but the rule of no sleeping or dating a work mate but now all the time she had spent with him there was something there and she wanted to find out what it was she had felt the chemistry between them shit even Ganzell got tell something was going on, what did he say "do you two want a room" travelling in the bus with him holding his hand stroking his forehead "stay with me Cassidy, ok you hang in there, we're going to be there soon ok" stroking his hand seeing his eyes looking up at him, then her heart plummeting as the machines started beeping hearing the paramedics "we've lost him" calling out "do something" sitting then looking at him her hands covered in blood watching as they worked on him her eyes not moving, it was then she realized she didn't want to lose him she wanted to be with him to say she was sorry for the way she treated him to say she wanted to start over again for some reason the past few weeks the more time she spent with him the more she enjoyed it the thought of not seeing him again, shaking her head slightly she didn't even want to imagine that.
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Did she just hear right, Cassdiy and Carissa had been sleeping together here she was thinking that maybe they could start something again the way the tape sounded was it serious was he in love with her, how long where they sleeping together part of her wanted to go to the hospital and tell him what a jerk he was and that she wanted nothing to do with him every again but there was a slim hope that it wasn't what it sounded like that maybe it was just once or twice yeah that was bad enough but she knew what Carissa was like with Nick playing him to fall for her to sleep with her, was that what happened, she didn't want to believe it. Hearing her name "Liv, go to the hospital and speak to Cassidy then report back to Foster"
Standing at the hospital door watching as he lay in the bed a small smile on her face walking over closer to the bed, seeing a smile on his face "hey Liv" watching as he winced as he tried to move and sit up "two days in a row" watching as she stood away from him her hands playing with each other this was the same Olivia as yesterday was she regretting again what happened "what's going on here Liv"
Turning to face him "You and Carrissa" looking up at Olivia this was official, or did she find out "what about it" walking closer to him did she want to know the truth "what was going on between you and Carissa?" her brown eyes looking at him searching his eyes for answers "I want the truth Brian, tell me about your relationship with her" pushing himself further up wincing with the movement he wished that Olivia had never found out he had hoped it wouldn't with Carissa dead but here it was "what relationship" seeing her eyes not believing him "It's not what it seems like Liv" pacing around the room shaking her head at the moment it all seemed pretty damn obvious and she was a fool for believing that maybe there was something between them, him being cagey suggested more than she wanted "what's that, did you know Ganzell killed Carissa as she was sleeping with you, you told her to leave Ganzell" raising her eyebrows slightly "is that a start" interrupting her "you believe that scum after what he did to me, he's the reason I'm in here Liv two bullets to the chest" her eyes moving around the room "No Brian, you slept with Carissa you jeopardized the investigation, we have it on tap, Ganzell spilled out about you sleeping with her, he killed her as he thought she had told you everything" shaking her head trying to understand it all "what were you thinking"
Looking up at Olivia some things never changed "Don't judge me here Liv, yeah I had sex with Carissa I started to get involved with her, you have no idea what the job entailed Ganzell owned an escort service me and Carissa it just happened" walking over to the bed putting her hands on the side of it, watching his had moving closer to her "it just happened, Did you know she was going to leave Ganzell for you, that she was in love with you, I don't call that casual breaking off her engagement" not wanting to answer the question his voice rising "she didn't tell me anything about what they were planning, they had a special phone to each other no one was allowed in the room when that rang, he wasn't in love with her, she had the looks and beauty he wanted she could do so much better, I was trying to help her get away from him, she could do better start a better life" shaking her head rolling her eyes "what by sleeping with her, when did it start"
Watching her pace around the room she seemed annoyed slightly about it all he never thought he would see her again or that something would happen but here she was pacing the room and here he had to tell her things he wished he didn't have to and she wouldn't of found out "we had something since Christmas eve, you got to believe me Liv, she threw herself at me I resisted at first but Hey I'm a guy" turning to look at him shaking her head "she was Gaznel's finance did you really think he wouldn't find out, what was to stop her from telling him about you and killing you" titling his head slightly "I know he treated her like shit she was one of his top girls even though they were engaged he still send her out to parties, she never said anything about Cragen or the premier she was unhappy but she was sweet give me some credit here Liv, I knew not to say anything to her, it wasn't what it looked like" turning to look at him in disbelief "she was conniving, set up Amaro, and look what has happened to Cragen"
Looking at Olivia stopping her eyes upon him "your partner he'd do a good job of that by himself you need to keep him on a leash Liv, he pulled a gun on me that guy's in sane"
The conversation nearly finished "did you know she was in love with you and going to leave Ganzel for you?" seeing Olivia looking at him still "she wasn't in love with me Liv she might of thought that, I treated her different but I wouldn't of let that happen" moving towards the door she wished she believed him her voice rising "it nearly did, did you tell her to leave Ganzel" his head turned following her around he was stupid for letting it happen but he did have some feelings for Carissa "it wasn't like that, there was more to it" turning around to look at him "such as, what do you mean?" looking up at her wincing as he moves "Cmon Liv, give me a break here, I've been UC for 3 years for Bart and knew Carissa for a while, if I told Foster she would of taken me out, yeah I know I could of jeopardized the investigation but even Foster didn't know or Bart until Carissa must of told him… what about you and Haden Liv, your relationship with him, you can't judge me here" looking up at Olivia seeing her closer to the bed her head tilted to the side she was hot when he met her 13 years ago and she was still as hot now shaking her head at him "that isn't the same" he had heard about her whilst he was undercover her name coming up "maybe not but you still went there even though you knew you shouldn't, situations happen and we can't control how we act" looking at him into his eyes the question she wanted to know "did you love her?"
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