Title should be: "First love never dies; But, true love buries it alive" Unfortunately, it won't fit :)))

Note: An 1896 Fanfic. TYL characters.

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I DO NOT OWN KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN.

Summary: Chrome was abandoned by Mukuro which made her depressed and hopeless. Because of that she have attempted to commit suicide, for she thought that her life would be meaningless without Mukuro. Until, Hibari proves it wrong.

*Chrome's P.O.V

It was December 5, my 23rd birthday. I was so happy for Mukuro was already released from Vendice. I got to have the chance to celebrate my birthday with him. At that moment I thought that it would be the best birthday that will have. But I was wrong….

It was midnight already, the party was already over. The visitors already left. I was so busy helping Kyoko-chan and

Haru-chan clean everything up, that I didn't noticed Mukuro-sama left.

So when I finished cleaning, I immediately went out to find him. It was snowing during that time, it was very cold. But, it didn't bother me, for I really want to thank him not only for holding a birthday party for me, but for everything that he have done to me.

There were only two places where he was always staying, the garden and the living room.

But, I didn't bother to look in the living room because boss and the others were there playing cards and chattering happily , there was no way Mukuro-sama will join them.

So, I went immediately to the garden. And, there he was standing under a Sakura tree, looking up in the sky.

"Anou…Mukuro-sama." I uttered as I approached him. "Kufufu~, is there any problem, my sweet Chrome?" He asked, smiling sweetly, which made me blush.

I immediately looked down to hide it.

There was a minute of silence between us, until he broke it.

"Chrome." He said. I immediately looked at him.

"What is it?" I asked.

"Do you still remember what MM said to you?" He asked, looking up in the sky. I tilted my.

"About what, Mukuro-sama?" I asked

"That I was only using you."

"H-hai…." I answered nervously.

"What if it was true? What are you going to do?" He asked looking directly at my eyes.

I didn't gave an answer, I just stared at him with shocked eyes.

A minute have passed, but still, we didn't changed our positions.

"W-why…..do you asked?" I finally managed to speak.

"Because it was true." He said seriously.

Upon saying this, snow started to fall. I was shocked by his answer.

"I-I don't care…" I answered with teary eyes while looking down.

There was silence until an evil laugh broke it. It was his.

I just stared at him until he stopped. "kufufu~ you don't care?" He asked, chuckling.

"So ignorant."

"M-Mukuro-sama…" were the only words that came out of my mouth.

"Can't you see it? I'm just using you! Those kind and sweet words that I'm telling you whenever we talk are all fake!" He shouted.

Upon hearing these, tears started to flow from my eyes.

"B-But…" I said.

"There's no way I will care that much for someone especially if that person is ignorant and worthless like you!" He added, which made more tears flow down my eyes.

"I still don't care…." I said

"What?" he asked a little annoyed.

"I still don't care. I don't care if I'm just a vessel to you. As long as I'm useful to you… As long as… I can make you happy, I don't care what others say or what I felt." I said as more tears flowed.

"Kufufu~ but what is your reason for doing that?" He asked.

"B-Because… because…I…l-love…you…" I said and more snow started to fall and more tears flowed.

He was surprised by what I said.

"I love you! I love you, Mukuro-sama! You're the only reason why live!" I said and more and more tears flowed.

"Kufufu~ I'm so sorry but I can't give that love back. I don't have anytime for stupid things like that." He said, annoyed.

As he said this, more snow and tears started to fell.

"Mukuro-sama" I uttered.

"Don't expect anything. I already said that I can't give that love back." He said coldly

"I don't expect you to love me back. As long as I can be with you I'm already satisfied." I answered.

"Kufufu~ so ignorant." He whispered as he turned around.

"I'll be leaving with Ken and Chikusa tomorrow. Don't attempt to follow or you're not going to like what will happen." He said then he left.

As I watch him leave, I fell on my knees and started to cry out loud.

'M-Mukuro…sama" I said.

At this moment I started to feel the cold that was brought by the snow and at the same time the pain that Mukuro-sama left me.

"Mukuro-sama…" I cried once more. After minutes of crying, my body numbed.

I'm also losing consciousness.

I tried to stand up, but I can't feel anything except for the cold and the pain.

After a few seconds I felt myself lying on the snow.

It was so cold, but it can't lessen the pain I'm feeling.

It just made it worst.

I thought about the happy moments I had with Mukuro-sama, thinking that they will ease up everything.

But, no, it just made me cry harder.

"I can't take it anymore", I thought to myself.

"I want to die already." I said as I drifted.

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~Aciel~